For Liu Xin, fighting is like eating, like drinking water, like going to the toilet.

The decades he had spent in that rainforest had already turned the job of fighting into his daily routine.

It's a fight when you eat, it's a fight when you drink water, and it's a fight when you go to the toilet. It's also a fight when you sleep.

Liu Xin, who fights all the time, has long forgotten what he is fighting for.

It's as if someone asks you, why do you eat?

Why do you drink water?

Ha???

For Liu Xin, it was so unreasonable for Qiao Qiao to ask him why he was fighting.

No wonder he couldn't think of an answer.

(The money has also been made a lot, and it has been decided.) ）

(Don't do it, don't fight, resign.) ）

(Just find a quiet city...... Find what you want to do...... Like what...... Collect models?)

(Knitting sweaters and something seems to be fun!)

Knitting sweater ...... unimaginable.

It's hard to imagine that this top killer in the industry would go out of his way to the countryside to knit sweaters......

However, if he is happy......

Presumably anyone would want to stop him from knitting a sweater......

You can't do it......

(Well, resign.) ）

The mind has been decided, and no one in the world can stop this peerless killer.

Not to mention that no one knew him in the first place, and no one was close to him. Anyone understands him.

Even if there is.

Who else can stop you in this world?

Who else is going to stop it?

Who else can stop it!?

(However, it's better to wait for the year-end bonus to be paid before resigning, haha...... ）

Yes, there really is.

The only one who can defeat himself is himself.

No longer thinking about the doubts in Qiaoqiao's mouth, he began to reevaluate the opponent he had not been able to kill.

He is upright, tendonal, his brain does not turn, and he thinks that his values are right.

Obviously he has a bad brain, and he still wants to be a messenger of justice......

(What justice, it's boring...... ）

Worst.

In Liu Xin's mind, the scene of the past was reflected again.

It was a replay of hell that he watched every day.

I don't know if it's PTSD or drugs, but now he sees the scene he has seen a thousand times.

That's a ...... Jungle with lush vegetation.

...... There was indistinct invective.

The two are arguing.

And one of these two people is Liu Xin.

He doesn't look decadent at all, but is upright and looks very energetic. The perennial battles did not wear down his mind, but instead became vigorous.

After all, he can still quarrel like this with his boss and officer.

(Oh yes, this is when the allies were attacked that day...... ）

In the memory, Liu Xin's expression was very impulsive, and her eyebrows almost turned into a V-shape.

The tone is also very rapid, giving people an invisible pressure.

"I'm going to attack!! allies are fighting!"

The officer said calmly, "So what?"

Liu Xin's tone was even more hurried.

"Even now, there are comrades-in-arms who are constantly losing their lives!!!"

The officer remained calm, "So what?"

Liu Xin's tone bordered on madness.

"My comrades-in-arms are dying!!!!! our land is being invaded!!!!"

The officer was still calm.

"The so-called war is not a defeat for whoever dies and someone puts a small flag on the land. ”

"They were killed, they were taken of their land, and that was their responsibility. ”

"We didn't receive an order to attack, and we were assigned special tasks next. ”

"Put away your boring sympathy, it's war!"

No longer the impulsive expression at the beginning, Liu Xin opened his mouth wide. His eyebrows twitched slightly, and he looked disappointed.

Even friends who were drinking together last night are now being torn to shreds by enemy artillery at the front line.

But the boss in front of him told him that he couldn't go to the rescue......

Seeing his comrades being taken away, he couldn't do it.

But the calm speech of his boss also calmed him down.

He retorted loudly: "I want to attack!! even if the doctrine and the proposition are not the same......"

"When friendly forces are damaged, it's the soldiers who fight side by side, aren't they!?"

The superior officers under their immediate jurisdiction also raised their voices, as if whoever had the louder voice could overpower the other.

Biologically, this is called intimidation.

"Code name for first-class special forces - Meteor !!!!!"

"Talking about the words of a soldier !!!!!!!! high-mindedly"

"Let's start by obeying orders!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

A heart-rending cry, clenched into a bleeding fist.

Liu Xin, who realized that his boss also wanted to rush to the rescue, but was still patient.

He bowed his head and accepted the reality. Obeyed orders.

But he didn't obey that order for long.

At night, while everyone is asleep.

Liu Xin, who was on duty, only took the necessary supplies and went to the front line of the war zone alone.

With his ability alone, it is possible to change the tide of the war.

A non-stop forced march, a fierce battlefield day and night in the rainforest.

Liu Xin broke through the encirclement network alone.

He broke through several trenches.

He emptied countless bunkers.

He undermined the enemy's heavy fire strongholds.

He killed tens of millions of people.

I don't know how long it has been, and the sun has never appeared in the battlefield between day and night.

Yes, only the flash of fire from the firearm.

Yes, only the flash of the explosives when they burst.

Finally, the long time passed, and the battle on the front line was finally won.

Liu Xin, he is the hero who turned the tide of the war.

He is the man who makes the impossible possible.

The code name Meteor will be forever remembered by his homeland.

Root.

That's how it should be.

That night, Liu Xin, who was on duty, quietly went to the front line alone.

The duration of the shift change is two hours.

In the middle of these two hours.

The enemy secretly transported a batch of explosives into the special forces camp and detonated it on the spot.

Except for Liu Xin, this special forces squad with a thousand was wiped out.

Soon, without their interference, the enemy took advantage of the weakness from the right flank and occupied the dominant position in the rear.

Liu Xin's victory at the front was only temporary.

Soon after, the soldiers, who were still very tired from fighting on the front line, were flanked from front and rear.

The pressure from the front and back is coupled with the lack and blockage of grain and grass.

No matter how brave and good the warrior is, he is also desperate and desperate, and he will die for life.

Liu Xin is the only life.

Circumstances are tolerated, but the law is intolerable.

After the defeat, the code name Meteor was prosecuted by a military court.

The crime is to disobey military orders and be on duty.

The anger of the defeat was almost all poured out on this brave and loyal man who should have become a hero to save the country.

Logically speaking, it would definitely be a capital offense.

The military court tried to give a fair verdict.

[Reading the first-class special forces code name Meteor has been fighting hard in the war zone for 23 years, and has made miraculous achievements several times!]

[Fulfill your duties for the country and serve for a lifetime!]

[Special Pardon!]

[Punishment: Expulsion from the military, deprivation of status, confiscation of all property!]

Capital sins can be avoided, but living sins cannot be escaped.

Liu Xin was not executed on the spot, he already felt that it was enough.

Next, he wants to start a new life, be an ordinary ordinary person, and make up for his lost youth. Even if all the property is confiscated, the money, just earn it again.

The most important thing right now is that I can finally get back to my family.

There is nothing nobler than happiness.

The people above scraped together the money, and only then did they make up the fare and food expenses for a few days for Liu Xin.

Back in his hometown city, he has been lamenting the changes over the years.

High-rise buildings are rising from the ground, and it is no longer the small countryside and small tunzi when he left.

The bungalow that should have been there is long gone.

He searched for someone, a connection, to search the whereabouts of his wife and parents.

Can...... The answer he received threw him deep to the bottom.

wife, long since remarried. Now she is a mother of her college child.

His parents are long dead, and he can't even recall what his parents looked like without even looking at the photos.

Nothing.

No one knew about him.

No one understands him.

No one knew this soldier who fought bloodily for the sake of their civilian people like a miracle of the gods on the battlefield.

He was penniless, he was destitute.

There was no eaves to shelter from the rain, and there were no shops willing to take him in.

In these years, who will take in a person with a criminal record?

Big deal, start all over again......

The huge blow and the perennial bloody PTSD, coupled with the urban changes of the past twenty-three years.

made Liu Xin become abnormal for a while.

And he himself realized this.

He knew his mind didn't seem right.

Big deal ...... start all over again?

People who already had nothing have now lost everything.

All over again!?

Where's the head!?

From where!?

Dare to ask if there is anyone in this world who knows!?

Do you know where he came from?!?!?

Do you know how he spends his day??!?!!?

"Ha, hahahaha, ha, haha, hahahaha......ha

"Hahahahahaha!!!!!!ha

Liu Xin stood in the cold rain and giggled!

Is his spirit on the verge of collapse?

No, although this laughter is a laugh, but his laughter is annoying, laughing so much that it makes people cry, and laughing so much that people feel uncomfortable when they hear it.

He remembered vague memories of his childhood.

His father had told him.

[When you feel sad, when you feel like you can't hold it anymore, just laugh.] 】

You were born to bring smiles to the people of the world. 】

So, let's have a laugh. 】

"Haha, hahahaha......ha

Now, he's forgotten, he's forgotten why he's laughing.

He had forgotten that sunny afternoon, the father who gently held him.

The huge impact touched the body's protective mechanisms. Let him forget the things that make him sad, the people who make him sad.

The footage of hell that replays in his mind every day is jam-packed with his memories.

He has nothing but the technique to kill people.