At this time, someone who was calling the two children in the name of Chu Zheng didn't know what Han Pin and Zhan Zhan were thinking, and he was still proud of it. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

"See, no! This is called 'two-pronged' and 'two-handed preparation'!" he raised his eyebrows, held a cigarette in his mouth, crossed Erlang's legs, and trembled very proudly.

His accomplice furrowed his eyebrows, a little thoughtful.

"You have to know it yourself. One of the accomplices stood up and, while the man was not looking, pulled the other accomplice, suggesting that he go out with him.

"You get it first, our brothers and sons will prepare a celebration wine for you! Now the conditions are limited, and everyone should not pay attention to it, almost enough! When you come back, buddy will invite you to eat well!" The accomplice picked up his coat and walked out.

The man didn't look at them, just waved his hand casually and let them do their own thing.

"Eh, what are you pulling me out for!" The accomplice who was pulled out looked into the house curiously, and saw that the man was neither attentive nor defensive about them, so he simply lit a cigarette and blew a smoke ring.

"We'll have to leave. The one who pulled the person out rubbed his ears, and his face was full of caution.

"Withdraw?" the man who was pulled out was puzzled.

The guy who pulled the man out snorted coldly with his nose: "Can't you see it? This guy can't make it at all, and I don't know when I'm going to have to plant it!" We are just urging him to make trouble, and there is really no need to accompany him to the funeral. ”

"Isn't it? It's so serious?" the guy who was pulled out touched his nose and was surprised, "I think he has a good set! This shot went quite smoothly, so there would be no omissions...... Brother, don't you think things can be bad at the hands of a pregnant woman and two children?"

"That's not going to ...... However, that man was too proud and conceited to be a good partner...... Anyway, he doesn't care if we follow him or not, find time to get rid of him, and he doesn't necessarily know what the two of us are thinking. If someone really asks, just push it on him, anyway, his virtue, everyone understands, and the words of our brothers and sons can be said anywhere, and some people believe it. ”

As soon as this man said this, the people who followed him nodded without thinking.

So, the two bowed their heads and whispered, discussed like and so on, and finally made a plan, just waiting for the opportunity to come.

......

At this time, Chu Zheng was driving, running wildly on the winding mountain road.

He covered his waist, gritted his teeth, and snorted faintly.

With this hum, he startled the people in the back seat of the car.

"Ah Zheng, are you injured?"

The car was moving too fast and soon left the shade.

This allowed the moonlight to spill smoothly into the car.

By the way, the person in the back seat of the car showed his true face.

If Han Zihe or someone from the Chu family saw it, they would definitely exclaim in surprise - it turned out to be Luo Yao!

Luo Yao, the biological mother of Chu Zheng's brothers and sisters, looked at the person in the driver's seat, her eyes were full of uncontrollable worry and distress.

"I'm fine, don't worry. Chu Zheng pursed his lips, paying close attention to the road conditions, and the words he said were polite and detached, which made Luo Yao feel faintly uncomfortable in his heart.

"Thank you so much, this time. The car was so quiet that it was a little embarrassing, and the awkward atmosphere made Luo Yao a little unbearable.

Chu Zheng was not affected by this atmosphere, and let out a soft "um".

No matter how much they are attached to and miss this biological mother in their hearts, but after all, since they can remember, they have never been in such a heart-to-heart contact, so it is inevitable that there will be estrangement, strangeness, and overwhelm when getting along at this moment.

After all, there is no such fetters and longings between strangers.

"How are you doing for this time?" Luo Yao sighed in her heart and took the initiative to ask.

As a mother and elder, she is reluctant to make her children uncomfortable, especially when she can't live with them.

"Very good. Chu Zheng said these two words for a long time.

The pale color of Luo Yao's face did not improve because of these two words, but her eyes were faintly flashing with tears.

"Ah Zheng, don't blame your sister. The sister in Luo Yao's mouth naturally does not refer to Chu Huan, but to her own daughter Chu Yao.

Thinking of Chu Yao, Chu Zheng's heart was particularly complicated, not for his own sister herself, but for the name.

His mother has a "Yao" in her name, and his sister's single name is also a "Yao", and the mother and daughter have one name, which sounds a little unwanted, but from his father's point of view, it is really pitiful, ridiculous and sad.

Thinking so in his heart, all kinds of tastes are difficult to touch for a while, but an indescribable emotion meanders in his heart, making his heart like a stone blocking there, not to mention how aggrieved.

Luo Yao seemed to know what her son was thinking, so she spoke slowly and said softly: "Actually, your sister's original name should be Chu Ting, and the word Tingting in Wan Wan Tingting was discussed between me and your father, if you give birth to two daughters, one is called 'Chu Huan' and the other is called 'Chu Ting'." ”

"Later, when we gave birth to your brother and sister, although neither of us said it explicitly, but when I thought about it later, it was just tacit at the time...... So, your father, changed his previous mind and asked his eldest daughter to call her 'Ting', but I don't know what he thought, he actually used my 'Yao'. ”

What Luo Yao said was a little twisted, but Chu Zheng understood it immediately.

However, the more I listened, the more uncomfortable I felt in my heart: "I probably know that in this life, I will only have such a daughter with you!"

I must know that I am destined to be separated, and I am destined to not be able to stay together, so I put all my sustenance on this idea around me.

It's just that, since it's a thought, why did it give up so easily later?

Do you want to forget it all completely?

But if you want to forget, why should you worry about it? Isn't it good to live your old age well?

Chu Zheng couldn't figure it out.

"Don't think about it if you don't understand it, your father has always been a really screwed person, and few people can understand him! I don't understand, and your adoptive mother can't understand it either. ”

When Luo Yao said this, there was a ghostly light like a sigh in the depths of his eyes: "I also slowly figured it out later, people, many times, I am too afraid of loneliness." ”

"What about you, are you lonely?" Chu Zheng glanced in the rearview mirror.

Luo Yao noticed his actions and said with a smile: "Where do you dare to think that you are lonely or not lonely, when you go on a mission, you are fighting for life and death, who knows if you are a human being or a ghost after a mission...... People, there are too many things in my heart, I just can't be lonely if I want to be lonely, you fight for me, and you have a lot of fun fighting!"

"You seem to be enjoying your life like this. Chu Zheng looked in the rearview mirror again, as if he wanted to confirm whether his biological mother was telling the truth.

In Luo Yao's opinion, this move is inevitably a bit childish.

She couldn't help but laugh.

It's just that, smiling and laughing, her eyes gradually moistened.

Gradually, the wetness in his eyes began to become solemn, and the stagnation in his chest also increased.

Until, the first teardrop rolled down, and the sourness and astringency in her eyes, along with the suffocation in her chest, wanted to pour out.

Her shoulders trembled faintly, she covered her eyes with her hands, and her lips and teeth were tightly mewed, as if this would bring all her emotions back to normal.

It's a pity that even though her lips have been worn out, the tears are still unstoppable in strings.

"I'm sorry. ”

The car had been driving quietly, and since Luo Yao chuckled, Chu Zheng stopped talking, and he seemed to feel the sadness and sadness in his biological mother's heart.

Inside the car, quietly, only Luo Yao's sobbing sound could be heard.

It wasn't until much later that she let out a long sigh.

"I'm sorry" is a woman, a mother, who feels deep guilt and pity for her child.

"Needless to say, I'm sorry. Chu Zheng was silent for a long time, until Luo Yao thought that he didn't want to speak, and then he whispered back.

Where is the use of saying sorry, he is also a person who is engaged in this kind of thing, he is a soldier, why has he never experienced such a choice as his biological mother.

It's just that he is lucky, all the choices were before he met Han Zihe, and in the future, he should not encounter them again.

"After this time, you should be transferred. After Luo Yao sorted out her emotions, she said.

Chu Zheng didn't pause this time, and nodded very coherently: "I think so too." ”

"That's good. The smile on Luo Yao's face gradually enlarged and brightened, "In the future, you must care more about your wife and children...... In the past 20 years or so, you have devoted yourself to the army and done enough. ”

Enough, their mother and son have done enough.

"Aren't you going back?" Although he already knew his biological mother's choice, Chu Zheng's heart still couldn't stop being sour.

"Go back?" Luo Yao lost her mind for a moment after hearing these two words.

Soon after, though, she was back to normal.

"What are you going to do when you go back?" Luo Yao shook her head and said with a smile, "I've gotten used to this kind of busyness, and acting, and after I go back, I feel like a retired old man, I'm afraid I can't adapt to that kind of leisure." ”

"How can you call it leisurely?" Chu Zheng couldn't agree, subconsciously, he still wanted to work hard, if he could talk to his biological mother, he was willing to be filial to her for the rest of his life.

"Teasing Sun, the joy of family!" Luo Yao smiled and nodded, but sighed in his heart.

Chu Zheng also understood her attitude, and couldn't help but be a little disappointed.

Luo Yao seemed to feel his disappointment, and couldn't help laughing: "Don't be sad, I'm afraid I'm born to be such a person, and I'm probably going to 'start from the beginning'." ”

From the beginning, it was a joke and her words were true.

What she probably wanted was to get the job done to the end.

"There comes a time when you can't do it. Chu Zheng's voice was very flat, but the affirmation in his words made people feel a pain in their hearts.

There are always times when you can't do it, and you don't withdraw at this time, so when you can't do it, how can you withdraw? ← this is what Chu Zheng didn't say.

He knew that his birth mother would understand.

Sure enough, Luo Yao understood, but she avoided it.

She knows very well in her heart that with the depth she is now trapped in, it may be difficult to get out, the main thing is that she must gamble now, if she wins, she can successfully enter the interior that has not been entered in the past twenty or thirty years; if she loses, it is a big deal, it is a reincarnation, there is nothing to be afraid of!

She already knows that her children are living well, and her grandchildren are also very promising...... The children are fine, none of them are bad people, and that's enough.

"I owe you a lot, and I can't pay it off in this life."

Luo Yao lowered her eyes and smiled bitterly, and Chu Zheng heard it in her heart.

He said unwillingly: "'Can't pay it back' and 'don't want to pay it back' are two concepts, one is that you are weak but will work hard in the end, and the other is to give up completely...... Mom, do you want to give up on our siblings completely?"

Chu Zheng, in the end, still shouted the great title of "mother".

Luo Yao, in the "mother" he blurted out, tears rained down.

"I'm sorry, my boy!" she choked and shook her head, unable to say anything.

"I'm sorry?" Chu Zheng muttered as he savored the three words that his biological mother gave him one after another, his face still had no expression, but the water in his eyes was like crying and laughing, which made people feel sour in their hearts when they saw it.

"No amount of 'sorry' is as good as the companionship of biological parents. After Chu Zheng spit out such a sentence gently, he refused to say another word.

He knew very well that no matter how much he said and how sensational, it would be useless in front of him, a biological mother who was thriving under the guns of the enemy.

Her heart is soft, and all her love has been left to their children, but her heart is also hard, so hard that even if her heart is cut like a knife, it will still be the same, and her face will not change!

All her choices have been calculated for a long time, and no matter who she says, no matter how many family and love friendships come, she can't say that she will move.

Her "I'm sorry" was clearly a tactful refusal.

Although she loved them, she still, still refused to live with them.

It's like rejecting the blandness and choosing the excitement and the danger that comes after it.

"Are you because of my dad?" Chu Zheng's head suddenly shook, and an idea actually broke through the ground and lingered.

Chu Zheng thought, what was it that made his biological mother reject them so firmly?

There is only love! Perhaps, for some people, love is gone, and they don't care about anything.

"Child, do you think your biological mother is so narrow-minded?" Luo Yao smiled when she said this, but in her mouth, the bitter taste became stronger.

"Isn't it?" Chu Zheng's eyes that had just brightened gradually dimmed.

"I'm sorry, kid. ← this sentence, Luo Yao didn't say it, she just murmured like this in her heart, as if she was saying it to Chu Zheng, and it seemed to be saying it to all her children.