Gradually, Chen Yuan felt that nothing existed in the whole space, Chen Yuan couldn't even perceive the flow of time, and he didn't even know how long it had been, as if it was only a short second, and as if centuries had passed......

As Chen Yuan's consciousness was immersed in this void, he felt that everything that happened to him was not real.

He began to wonder if the so-called "Demon Beast Leader" really existed......

What "mutation potions" and "upgrade potions" are just a fictional idea of their own......

The so-called "Big Four Happiness" is just a brain hole extended by my mother who loves to play mahjong......

"Yanhuang Wudian" is just a thought about the revival of ancient martial arts that I have been thinking about since I crossed over......

Even Chen Yuan Ningxi's marriage was just his obsession fantasy after Ning Xi's memory was blocked......

......

"Chen Yuan!"

"Chen Yuan?"

"This girl is asleep!"

"It may be that in order to cope with the college entrance examination recently, the cultivation has been too hard!"

"It's also ha, according to what this guy said, in the two months since he was kidnapped, he has basically not had a good rest......"

A familiar voice sounded in Chen Yuan's ears, and Chen Yuan struggled to raise his heavy eyelids, which were as heavy as iron, and saw some overlapping figures in a daze.

After three or five minutes, Chen Yuan's eyes gradually gained focus, and then Chen Yuan saw that he was sitting in the back seat of an unmanned "psionic taxi", and the taxi drove smoothly.

Chen Yuan saw through the car window that the scenery outside was Linjiang No. 3 Middle School, which he was very familiar with, and his heart couldn't help but be full of doubts.

"Smack!"

A fat fat man stretched out from the front row of the psionic taxi and patted Chen Yuan on the shoulder: "Our civil and military champion has finally woken up!"

When Chen Yuan heard this familiar voice, he froze in the car in disbelief, like a sculpture.

"Your uncle, when you wake up, you still pretend to be stupid with Lao Tzu, see how I will feed you later!" The owner of the voice saw that Chen Yuan did not react, and scolded with a smile.

The voice that had only appeared in Chen Yuan's dream for a long time came from Chen Yuan's ears at this time, and Chen Yuan could even feel the hot breath and spittle stars he spewed.

Although Chen Yuan didn't know what was going on, he still endured his sadness, and turned his head in a daze with some uncertainty, because he actually heard two sentences of Liu Xu's voice in a row.

When his eyes met the pair of eyes that were too small to be seen, Chen Yuan's vision became blurred from the periphery to the middle, as if separated by a layer of mist.

Chen Yuan pursed his mouth, he knew something was wrong after feeling the sourness of his nose, and after taking a few deep breaths of air, the huge tears swirled in his eyes several times, and he was forced back by Chen Yuan.

Chen Yuan hadn't seen this dead fat man who grew up with him for too long, and all the time Chen Yuan and Liu Xu spent together was longer than the time they spent with their parents and Ning Xi.

The lives and deaths they have experienced are also countless, and when Chen Yuan was not favored by everyone, Liu Xu was already taking care of Chen Yuan as much as possible.

Chen Yuan was finally able to take charge of himself, and the Yanhuang Martial Arts Hall was also built into the "Holy Land of Martial Arts" in the entire Huaxia, and the ancient martial arts were also recognized by more and more people in Chen Yuan's hands, and Chen Yuan's name was finally known to everyone and became an existence in all directions.

But Liu Xu can't see all this, and he can no longer share those happy and unhappy with Chen Yuan.

Although Chen Yuan has many friends around him, only his feelings for Liu Xu are the most special, the hardships they have experienced together are far more than good days, and the two young men from poor families have suffered too much along the way.

When everything was good, I wanted to prove it to him and repay him some kindness, but the man was gone.

He's not traveling far.

Instead, he died.

completely disappeared from this world, and no matter how good he lived and how good he did, he would no longer have the person he hoped for the most to witness.

There is no greater sorrow than this.

A poem that Chen Yuan has never understood in his previous life is that after the past years, there should be a good day and beautiful scenery, and even if there are thousands of styles, who to talk to.

After Liu Xu's death, Chen Yuan understood that feeling more and more: from now on, no matter how beautiful the scenery is, it can only be imaginary, because no matter how happy or sad he is, he can't find the right thing to say.

Liu Xu patted Chen Yuan on the shoulder after he woke up, and after finding that there was no response, he said again, and Chen Yuan turned around stupidly.

But the careful Liu Xu found that after Chen Yuan turned around, there were tears in his eyes all the time, and there was a lot more desolation and loneliness in his eyes, which was completely different from the sunny young man Chen Yuan that Liu Xu knew.

Liu Xu thought of what Chen Yuan might experience in the half month of his disappearance, he sighed, patted Chen Yuan's shoulder, and said in a deep voice: "How did you make yourself like this, you must have suffered a lot." "Good net

The tears that Chen Yuan had been holding back suddenly fell, and the huge teardrops smashed on Liu Xu's outstretched arm.

No matter how high Chen Yuan flies or how far he flies, in front of this fat man who grew up with him, he is still that senseless teenager, he can put down all the burdens on his shoulders, laugh uncontrollably, and cry happily.

This is what Chen Yuan looked like at the beginning.

Liu Xu's arm shook and said with a complicated expression: "No matter what happens, remember to tell me to you, I'm here." ”

The three words "I'm here" used to be Liu Xu's most common words, but Chen Yuan really couldn't hear Liu Xu's words at this time, only he clearly knew: Liu Xu, no longer there.

Chen Yuan turned his head out of the window and muttered, "It's nothing, it's just that I feel very happy when I take the civil and military champion, and I cry with joy." ”

After speaking, Chen Yuan's thoughts drifted into the distance.

As the top student in the college entrance examination, Chen Yuan clearly remembered that the biology books of the 26th century said that the degree of suffering suffered by human beings is limited, and if they suddenly suffer unbearable pain, the protective mechanism of the human body will instantly secrete a large amount of adrenaline and endorphins to protect the human body from excessive neuropathic trauma caused by severe pain.

However, when these hormonal indicators gradually level off, the human body will enter a period of continuous pain, and this persistent pain will become more and more obvious as the hormone gradually fades, and will continue until the cause of the pain recovers.

In other words, when suffering too severe pain, human beings will temporarily ignore the pain due to the influence of hormones in the body, and over time, the hormones in the body will decrease faster and faster, and the person will feel more and more pain, and this pain will continue until the cause of human suffering returns to normal.

Just like the survivors of a fire or a car accident, many of them were able to talk and laugh at the time, and it didn't seem like much of a problem, but many of them didn't survive the days after the next day.

As for human emotional pain, when some people leave, they will not only lose the pain temporarily, but will also be selectively forgotten by the memory system, and then gradually appear in later life and defeat people.

Chen Yuan's death of Liu Xu was temporarily ignored by Chen Yuan's body, and with the passage of time recently, Chen Yuan missed Liu Xu more and more, and wanted to make up for it but couldn't do anything, after all, the fat man was dead.

But there is no end to this pain that worsens with time, after all, the wounds in the body will heal, but Liu Xu's death cannot be resurrected, and Chen Yuan will only become more and more difficult to let go of with the deepening of time.

Thoughts, guilt, gratitude, regrets...... These intricate feelings are like a diversified cruet bottle, which makes Chen Yuan gradually fall into it and become abnormal.

Otherwise, under normal circumstances, Chen Yuan would definitely not have rushed to Amterdam resolutely despite everyone's opposition when the demon beast attack had not yet yielded results, and it was also because of his own recklessness that he fainted in Amterdam.

And Chen Yuan's heart was even more turbulent at this time:

"I can see Liu Xu again, is this a dream?"

"I've never had such a real dream, even everything that Zhao Shiyi simulated in my spiritual world is not so real!"

"I can clearly feel the heat and spittle when Fat speaks, the touch of the fingers that handed me the tissue, and the cunning little eyes of Fatty, all of which are exactly the same as the real thing!"

"His demeanor, his tone, his ......"

Chen Yuan felt as if he had crossed over again, because it felt like what Chen Yuan had felt when he first came to the 26th century.

"Am I going to do it again?"

"If that's the case, I'd rather not take on a mission to assassinate that member of the 'Wings of Satan' than go alone to investigate the Wings of Satan's underground laboratory for the 'Mutation Potion'. ”

"If I can ......"

Chen Yuan kept thinking about it, and suddenly remembered his spiritual power, if he crossed back into this body, he should have no spiritual power, after all, Chen Yuan hadn't known Zhao Shiyi at that time.

Thinking about it, Chen Yuan sensed his spiritual power.

"Boom!"

A roar that only Chen Yuan could hear sounded in his mind, and Chen Yuan was stunned in the car.

"Heh, I really think too much......" Chen Yuan of the spirit world muttered a sneer.

Chen Yuan successfully entered his spiritual world, and he suddenly felt a sharp drop in his heart, because Chen Yuan was able to enter the spiritual world, which means that he did not cross over, so all this outside should just be the result of the past in Chen Yuan's memory, and then the unknown spiritual power fused with Chen Yuan's impression.

"It's just a memory, so what can I do about it......"

Chen Yuan's consciousness withdrew from his spiritual world with disappointment.

Consciousness returned to the car, and Chen Yuan turned his head again to look around.

Liu Xu and Huo Yuan were sitting in the front row of the driverless psionic taxi, and in the back row were Chen Yuan himself and Ning Xi, and the four of them had already approached Linjiang No. 3 Middle School by car at this time.

Chen Yuan remembered that this time they were going out to the old place for a celebration banquet, and that time Gu Lao also came, and everyone drank a lot of wine.

Thinking about it, Chen Yuan couldn't help but feel a little emotional, and secretly said in his heart:

"Those people who have seen it before can now revisit the old place again, get together with them again, talk about their hearts, and look at the flesh and blood fat again, it seems that it is not bad......"