Today is the day of the final exams, and we also got up early in the morning, and we wanted to go early today, because we were afraid that we would be late.

After all, they all got up early in the morning and rushed to each other's school to invigilate. But when we got there, who knew we didn't go very early, but it was also very timely, 8:30 for the exam, 8:20 has arrived at the classroom, this time we found that the children in their school have not yet arrived, these days are snowy days, the road is not good to walk is one of the reasons, and the snow has not melted, the weather is very cold, but this does not affect our final exams, nor can it be the reason why we did not take the exam on time, and when we went to invigilate, we also found that the classroom is very cold, and our school classroom is simply no way to compare, probably because the number of students in our school is relatively large, there is still a stove in the classroom, so it will be warmer, but the school conditions above are very poor, although there is a stoveThere are only three or five students inside, looking at the rows of desks and chairs, but there are only a few students here, and there is a feeling of sadness, the door of the classroom is also broken, and it can't be closed at all.

Actually, they should be able to feel the cold of the outside world, but what can be done?

We have been waiting, but the time for the exam is coming soon, and soon it will be time to send the test papers at 8:25, and the invigilator and I are also shivering from the cold, very cold, and we have no way to start sending the papers, because the above regulations have an exam time, and the exam time in the whole county is the same, all of them are 8:30 Start the exam on time, because the time is the same, so many students are taking the exam at the same time, there will still be some fairness, whether it is any exam is fair, and the final exam of our primary school students is also like a semester's harvest, or to pay attention to fairness.

Soon it was time for the exam, but there were still 3 students who did not arrive, and we didn't know what the reason was.

We were also anxiously waiting for them, and the principal of the school should also be very anxious, but later I found out that because of the road, there was a little problem with the car on the road, and it was difficult to walk, and such a snowy day became their biggest obstacle.

By the time they arrived at school, it was already 9:15, and the exam ended at 9:40, but they only had 25 minutes, so we had to extend them to a fixed time, so that they could finish their test papers and have a good answer sheet.

When I went to teach in the first year, it was in the mountains, and the children there walked more than ten miles to study, not because there was no car to sit on, but because they went over the mountains and mountains to go to school every time, and there was no car that could walk on the mountain road like theirs, the slope was very steep, and once when I sent them home, my motorcycle couldn't get on that broken, not to mention the car, and some vehicles to pick up and drop off students, it was not good, it was too risky.

It is also very inconvenient to pick up their children home, they only have such hard work, but, when one day I found out that behind the hard work can really be exchanged for some income is also very good, but I found that they still did not get anything after their hard work, this first batch of students, they are admitted to high school There are very few people, most of them have not graduated from junior high school or graduated from junior high school, they have been working outside, and began to support themselves, sometimes I want to help them, and I really don't know how to help, and I am also a person with limited ability, just a very ordinary person, what I can do, just barely able to take care of my own life。

When I saw such a scene again today, I really had a very sad feeling, why are there so few students in a place like theirs, and where have all those students gone?

Why don't they study in their own villages, why do they have to go all the way to other places?

It's a strange phenomenon, it's a strange thing, but there's nothing you can do about it. Sometimes I also want their parents and their children to have some psychological comfort, so that they can feel happy and happy, but sometimes I realize that there is very little I can do, and I also thought that I want to come to the mountains to teach and help these children, but later I found out, can I really do this?

You still have to be cautious, and you still have to go to the Education Bureau to make some applications before it counts. After such an application is successful, you can go to the school you want to go to, but the place you want to go to is not the same as others, others choose a school with good treatment, good geographical location, and good conditions in all aspects, and why would I choose such a remote place, because I am not a person who fights for power and profit, I don't care about the problem of more money and less money, and I don't care if I have any rights, but only care about how these children can learn more knowledge, improve their abilities, so that they can change their destiny through knowledge when they grow up, and can they really do it？

When you really try it, you will know the result, and you are not sure whether you have the teachers on the mountain to teach well, it is a very real problem, and sometimes you find that others do not do good things, how can you be sure that you can do it?

This is really a very contradictory thing, sometimes I find that I want to do something, but I don't have the courage, this is really the biggest shackle I give myself.

Maybe it's such a character in his character, he is a person who is not free and easy, and he is not a person who does things very simply. Very neat people, this is a flaw in a person's character, but I still hope that I can face life better, better to help others before I help myself, let's talk about it, make yourself normal, let your ideas be better integrated into society, so that you can help others, and you are also a person who has added a lot of trouble to others every time, and how can you help others, maybe when you say you want to help others, even others will laugh, because this person is like a neurotic, can you help others？

They'll be skeptical.