Chapter 1079: I Can't Love!
Guan Yueqing's confession made Lu Qingzhi unacceptable.
Although all this is true.
But what Guan Yueqing said was too harsh. It made him very uncomfortable.
"I know that your officials don't look down on me. Lu Qingzhi frowned. "But your official family has already married the Song family. Even if you really want to break the game, as for looking for Chu Yun, he is a married man. And the relationship with the Song family is very stiff. Lu Qingzhi analyzed rationally. "Aren't you worried that you'll let Chu Yun get involved. Will it lead to a violent conflict that cannot be ended?"
"Then why don't you give me a suggestion?" Guan Yueqing asked rhetorically. "What should I do to break the tie and reject this marriage?"
Lu Qingzhi was stumped.
But he is a child of the red wall after all.
He is a pattern and insight, which is not comparable to ordinary people.
In the dimly lit room, Lu Qingzhi lit a cigarette. With a solemn expression, he said, "My suggestion is." You don't want to struggle uselessly. This marriage is imperative. No matter how hard you struggle, it will be a waste in the end. You can't change anything. ”
Guan Yueqing looked at Lu Qing deeply, squinted and said, "That's why when I encounter problems or troubles, you won't be the first person I confide in." I never thought about what you could do to help me. ”
Lu Qingzhi was not convinced. Asked rhetorically, "Can Chu Yun help you?"
"Whether you can or not, it's one thing. At least he dared. Guan Yueqing said word by word. "And you. Don't even dare!"
Lu Qingzhi's expression changed slightly, pursed his lips and said, "You're right. I really didn't dare, but my dare, based on the premise that there was no hope. I don't think there's anything wrong with me doing that, thinking so. ”
Let's be honest.
Lu Qingzhi was a little enraged.
Of course, he was just the whole thing. And not Guan Yueqing's attitude.
He has known Guan Yueqing for many years.
At that time, he was not without the slightest temptation.
If the official agrees with him, approve him.
He will not hesitate to come to the door to propose.
But it's a pity. Whether it is the official family or the grandfather, they all know that this is impossible. There is also no room for error.
He eventually chose to give up.
But at the moment.
When Guan Yueqing was unwilling to accept this wealthy marriage, and wanted to destroy this marriage through some means. The first thing that came to her mind was not her old friend. It's Chu Yun, who has only met twice.
This made Lu Qingzhi very uncomfortable.
even a little resentful of Chu Yun.
Why would Guan Yueqing think of you when he is in trouble. And not me Lu Qingzhi?
Why does she think that you Chu Yun can help, but I can't?
Even if he really can't. He was not reconciled. Unacceptable.
"Keiyuki. Guan Yueqing raised her eyes and glanced at Lu Qingyi. "I know what you're thinking. I also know that you, as a man, are dignified and want to save face. ”
"But me and you. Not a world of people. What I think in my heart is also something you can't understand. Guan Yueqing said word by word. "I'm just sharing my feelings with you as a friend. But I'm also friends with you. I don't want to implicate you. Your Lu family is not qualified for this. ”
Guan Yueqing said slowly: "You go back." Until this matter is resolved. We'd better not meet. I don't want Song Jing to see you as an imaginary enemy. I don't want to be there one day. You were beaten up by Li Qixian inside the red wall. You and I know that. Li Qixian has the courage to do this. And your Lu family may not be able to make him pay the price. ”
Lu Qingzhi clenched his fists.
The complex emotions of anger trembled slightly.
His pride and conceit.
His smugness and presumptuousness.
Completely destroyed at this moment.
He was like a lost dog, completely denied by Guan Yueqing.
And in front of Li Qixian and Song Jing. He didn't have any room to struggle and resist.
Even if it's to bring the entire Lu family. He can't fight either. I didn't have a chance to fight with it.
He was furious.
Also desperate.
He snuffed out the cigarette in his hand. Exhaled a thick smoke and said, "What if Chu Yun can't help you?"
"I don't want to think about things that haven't happened yet. Guan Yueqing raised her eyes and said. "I am a woman with thoughts, her own joys and sorrows. I don't want to be used like a puppet. I don't want my life to be completely arranged by others. It is better to live like that than to die. ”
......
Lu Qing came to his grandfather's study with a heavy heart.
Lu Lao glanced at his grandson, who was in a complicated mood. lit a cigarette, sighed, and said, "Have you talked to the official girl?"
Lu Qingzhi knew that he couldn't hide anything from his grandfather. He exhaled turbidity and nodded, "Have you talked about it?"
"Hurt by her?" asked Lu Lao.
"I'd love to say no. Lu Qingzhi said bitterly. "But she did chill my heart. ”
"That's proof. She may have real feelings for you. Lu Lao said, for fear that his grandson would misunderstand his words. explained. "I'm not talking about children's personal affairs. It's a friendship. She doesn't get along with you all to take advantage of you. There is also friendship between me and you. ”
"If you really think of me as a friend. Why would you rather ask Chu Yun for help than me?" Lu Qingzhi said stubbornly.
"I think this girl should give you the answer. Lu Lao said slowly. "You can't help her. You can't do anything. The only thing you can do. It's just a matter of trying to distance yourself from it. It's good for you and for him. ”
"She saw me like a coward. Lu Qingzhi gritted his teeth and said. "She didn't think I would dare do anything. ”
"Actually. You really can't do anything. Lu Lao sighed. There was a look of distress in his eyes.
Seeing that his grandson was powerless. When you are a grandfather, how can you not feel distressed.
And why did Lu Qingzhi develop such a mentality?
That's what Lu Lao taught.
It is a long time by Lu Lao's side, and it may not be bad, but for Lu Qingzhi at this moment, it is definitely not a good character and attitude.
People who can't be provoked can't be managed. You must make a decision immediately, and don't be in love with your children.
Within the mighty red walls. Any excess of pity and sympathy can push you down the abyss.
There are many cases of this.
There were, there is, and there will still be.
"Every class of people has their own troubles and troubles. Lu Lao glanced at his grandson deeply and said meaningfully. "You have your troubles. The Song family and the official family, why not?"
"In this world, how can there be a real smooth life?" Lu Lao said slowly. "Look away. Take it easy, too. Whether it's emotional hurt. Or maybe it's a matter of dignity and face. There will always be a gradual oblivion over time, and a complete loss of remembering. ”
"That's how Grandpa survives. It is also the foundation for grandpa to get to where he is today. Lu Lao said earnestly. "Keiyuki. Grandpa doesn't have to force you to follow these principles. But Grandpa also doesn't want you to be a victim of this marriage. ”
"Because of this woman. You can't afford to love. ”