Chapter 224: Worse
Chen Le was still thinking that Duan Huixin was quite miserable just now, and he didn't remember until he was halfway there.
"Damn, I didn't eat lunch. ”
Ren Yeshu said that he called him over for lunch, just to ask him to go over and help carry people.
Chen Le hasn't eaten since after 8 o'clock in breakfast to 7 o'clock in the evening.
carried Duan Huixin to the hospital again, queued up again, and sent him home.
His good Sunday was gone.
When Chen Le came to the cafeteria, he actually had no food, so he ordered a bowl of noodles to fill his stomach.
Unexpectedly, this bowl of noodles has not been eaten yet, and Ren Yeshu's phone call came again.
"Are you alright? ”
Chen Le thought she was asking whether you were injured or not, and whether you meant to be dealt with.
I thought to myself, she still cares about people.
It's still a little comforting.
hurriedly replied, "Of course I'm fine." “
It's the person you beat, and people won't get along with me.
Moreover, I feel that Duan Huixin is very easy to speak.
"Okay, since you're fine, come to the student union and help me sort out the information, I can't do it alone. ”
“......”
Does "nothing" mean this "nothing"?
"I remember that I ...... late"
Before Chen Le could shirk it, Ren Yeshu had already hung up the phone.
The blind sound of "Dudu Dudu" came from the mobile phone to remind Chen Le that he was not only running out of time during the day, but also at night.
That woman really doesn't think about other people's feelings.
Chen Le could only finish eating noodles and hurried to the discipline department again.
Because it was Sunday, the people of the Discipline Department, except for a few members of the Discipline Department who were routinely patrolling, went out on patrol, and everyone else also read books and played.
In the huge office, under the bright incandescent light, there was only Ren Yeshu alone.
Sitting behind the desk by the window, typing on the keyboard.
One-man office!
I feel that Ren Yeshu is a little too dutiful.
Chen Le came to the desk and stood for a while, but Ren Yeshu didn't notice him, just cared about her being over there while comparing the documents and typing them on the computer.
Chen Le had to remind, "That, classmate Ren Yeshu ......"
“......”
Ren Yeshu paused for a moment before he reacted, glanced at Chen Le, and said numbly, "You're here." ”
Then he pointed to the document next to him and said, "You help me record the list of the Discipline Department, record the retired members and the new members, and then arrange the schedule." ”
"Oh. ”
Then Chen Le made a chair next to her and sat down, helping to sort out the documents and enter the list with a blank face.
Chen Le felt that he was really good.
Just finished helping someone carry out their ex-boyfriend and deal with personal matters, they will have to come over again to help people deal with documents and business, or on Sundays when most people are on vacation.
Then again, why should I listen to her?
It's a business affair and a private matter, and she didn't give herself any benefits.
Instead, he cheated himself for 1,000 yuan.
No, it hurts a little just to think about it.
After all, Chen Le was a person who only ate a few cents for a meal before, and although he had made money recently, he didn't dare to spend it like this.
The more I think about it, the more sad I become.
He felt the need to find Ren Yeshu to come back.
After all, the two are not relatives, they are not friends, they are not classmates, they are just in the same department, there is really no need to help her advance money.
It's just that...... It's not easy to talk about.
After all, it's a matter of asking girls for money.
For a moment, the office was surprisingly quiet, with only the sound of two people flipping through documents and tapping on the keyboard from time to time.
Chen Leman's mind was thinking about how to open his mouth and let Ren Yeshu repay the money.
After all, Ren Yeshu looks quite rich, and she casually brushed 5,000 at noon, this is a local tyrant, unlike a poor person like herself, she shouldn't be repaid.
The main thing is that how to open her mouth will not seem to care so much, and it seems that she is not greedy for money, but from a rational, logical, and moral point of view, she should pay back the money.
Even if she takes 10,000 steps back, she is not her boyfriend, nor is she a good friend, the two of them at least have AA, then she has to pay me back 520 No.
Chen Le was desperately thinking about how to speak.
Ren Yeshu looked thoughtful, not like the usual clean and experienced look, his movements were a little slow, and his expression was a little sluggish, as if he had been thinking about something.
A head of black hair, scattered a little ungodly behind the back of the incense.
The two of them sat like this for more than an hour, and basically sorted out the documents.
Then Ren Yeshu looked at the computer and began to schedule shifts for everyone and assign work.
Chen Le categorized the departments and classes from the side.
Although, he was still thinking about how to get the other party to pay back.
It's really hard to talk about this kind of thing.
The two were silent for a long time.
In the end, it was Ren Yeshu who opened his mouth first.
She was a little dumbfounded, staring at the computer screen, her slender fingers also stopped typing on the keyboard, and said casually, "I met Maggie in the dormitory today." ”
“......”
Chen Le didn't know what to take.
Is she talking to herself, or is she talking to herself.
Do you want to answer yourself, if she answers, she is not talking to herself, it will not be very ashamed.
Anyway, there's no one else here.
Ren Yeshu said, lowering his gaze a little dazedly, and muttered, "She ignored me and left, and I don't know what to say." ”
“......”
"When we had a meeting, and then at lunchtime, we all met, and we didn't speak. ”
“......”
You actually went to eat again at noon?
Please, I didn't eat anything, can I help you clean up the aftermath.
Ren Yeshu said with deep emotion, "Thinking about it now, it seems that everything is my fault, I never considered her feelings, and I didn't know what she thought, until she said it, I didn't understand." ”
Yes, please also consider the feelings of me, the person who has been helping you with the aftermath and helping you pay.
"I'm thinking, if this happens, maybe, it won't be reconciled in the future. ”
“...... I think it's time for you to think more about other people's feelings, such as thinking more about the impact of what you do on others. ”
Chen Lezai reminded her very tactfully, think more about the people who helped her deal with the aftermath, and the money she would advance in the future.
She could start by paying back the money.
"I've always thought I'm doing well, but in the eyes of others, am I, actually bad?"
Ren Yeshu said, a little dazed, turned his head to look at Chen Le, with a dull expression on his face, and his eyes were a little dull.
The dark pupils were full of confusion, incomprehension, and self-blame.
"I don't know. ”
Chen Le was truthful, "After all, we haven't been together for a long time, and I don't know you." ”
"That's right. ”
Ren Yeshu nodded dumbly, and smiled a little weakly.
I felt that I was really stupid, how could I tell Chen Le this.
After pausing for a while, as if she wanted to explain to Chen Le and let Chen Le understand, she said softly, "I actually have two elder brothers, since I was a child, I have been shrouded in the dazzling halo of the two elder brothers, they are geniuses, geniuses, people who have been praised by countless people, and they are the hope of the family. ”
"And I, not only as a girl, but also far behind my two older brothers in all aspects. ”
"So, in order to let others notice me, in order not to fall too far behind, in order not to be said, my sister is very well-behaved, my sister is also very smart, (when people don't have praise to say, they will use well-behaved, smart adjectives) and other perfunctory words, I have been working hard. ”
"I work hard to get others to pay attention to me, I try to surpass my brothers, I want to do things better. ”
"The teacher told me that the best challenge is to think of the opponent as yourself, constantly surpass yourself, always look ahead, don't care about the road under your feet, and don't care about the people who fail behind you, keep moving forward and going up, so that it is possible to reach the height of the two elder brothers and not be ignored. ”
"I've always been looking ahead, trying to move forward, thinking that maybe one day, everyone will look at me squarely, recognize my existence, and say that I'm not so useless. ”
Ren Yeshu frowned a little when he said this, "But unconsciously, I seem to ignore the feelings of the people around me, Meiqi is the only good friend I have had since I was a child, and I think it is the only friend I can confide in,...... I didn't expect it to turn against each other. ”
“......”
Then, there was a long silence.
Chen Le inexplicably felt that Ren Yeshu at this time looked a little lonely, lonely, and a little pitiful, of course, he still owed himself 520 yuan.
After a pause, Chen Lecai lowered his head, and while sorting out the documents, he said, "There is love before hate, I think she still likes you and wants to be good with you." ”
“?”
These words made Ren Yeshu raise his eyes with a little doubt and stare at Chen Le.
"Actually, when she left that day, she also cried, I saw it. ”
“......”
Logically speaking, she was by no means excited at that time, nor was she crying with joy, then it was only sadness, sad crying, which means that she still cares about you. ”
"Just like you've been looking at your two older brothers, she's been watching, trying to be friends with you, but you can't see her, which makes her think that she's too small, humble, powerless, you're standing too high, she's standing too low, so she wants to smash you down from your height, pull you to the same height as her, and make you look at her squarely. ”
"She did everything she could to make you face her up, which shows that she also values this friendship. ”
Ren Yeshu shook his head and said, "...... No, she doesn't want to see me at all, let alone talk to me now. ”
"Uh...... Actually, I don't know much, but someone told me that if friends don't know how to speak, how about opening with 'I'm sorry'?"
“......”
Ren Yeshu just sat dumbfounded, stared at Chen Le for a long time, and asked as if he was sure, "Is this ...... Is it really possible? She doesn't seem to want to ......."
Chen Le smiled bitterly and said, "I don't know, because I didn't have any friends before, and I didn't understand what it was like to have a split with a good friend,...... Try it, and things won't get any worse. ”
"Ah, don't you have any friends?" Ren Yeshu was a little surprised
“...... Not. Chen Le sighed helplessly.
“...... Then you're miserable. ”
Ren Yeshu was amused by Chen Le's tragic experience, the corners of her pink lips pursed slightly, and she thought for a while, "Then give it a try, it won't get worse anyway, and no matter how bad it is, it's better than you." ”
“......”
See, is this talking about human words?
Moreover, after Ren Yeshu finished speaking, he ignored Chen Le, took out his mobile phone, and walked out......
In this way, Chen Le was left alone in the office and worked there.
Chen Le has begun to think about life, what is he doing......