Chapter 74: Sad

Chen Le followed An Youyue all the way into the room and explained, "Well, there is a place I want to see, and I think that even if I clean it, I will definitely not be able to sweep there." ”

"Hmm. ”

An Youyue didn't say anything, just pulled Chen Le to the entrance, and then leaned over to take the slippers for him.

Actually, I didn't have much expectation in my heart.

Because she had just lost it, she had already rummaged through the house.

I knew in my heart that the photo should have been lost a long time ago.

She was just afraid that Chen Le would be disappointed if she couldn't find it.

An Youyue smiled at Chen Le very understandingly, "Don't force yourself too much, just do your best." ”

"Hmm. ”

Having said that, Chen Le actually didn't listen to it at all.

He took the lead and walked in front, saying as he walked, "I've been thinking just now, in the past, did Youyue have the habit of holding photos when she was sleeping, or even when she was taking a bath?"

“......”

An Youyue thought for a while and said, "It seems that there really is, because it was all about my mother helping me take a bath." ”

An Youyue blushed a little as she spoke, and then lowered her face a little frustratedly and said, "Am I useless, I don't dare to sleep alone, I can't take a bath, and I have to be taught by my mother for a long time." ”

"No, I think it's good for Yuyue to be like this, and besides, it's great to be able to live alone. ”

"What's the matter, don't you live alone, I think, Ah Le is amazing. ”

"It's because I've lived alone, so I know how hard it is to live alone, and Youyue is amazing. “

"I'm just using my dad's money, it's not a big deal......"

“......“

Chen Le didn't know what to say, and said a little anxiously, "At least in my heart, Youyue is very powerful, very gentle, very kind, very good to people, everyone likes you very much, I think this is very powerful." ”

“...... Yes, yes. ”

An Youyue smiled at Chen Le again and said, "Ah Le, you are very good at comforting people." ”

"I didn't. ”

When Chen Le said this, he also paused, just stopped at the door of the room, and lowered his head in silence.

This made An Youyue also stop and look at him suspiciously, "Why don't you leave?"

Chen Le gritted his teeth, raised his gaze, looked directly at An Youyue and said, "Youyue, I found that you often laugh, no matter when, you will laugh." ”

An Youyue was stunned for a moment, and asked with some doubts, "Yes, is there anything wrong with this,...... Maybe it's because my mother said that happiness is contagious, so I hope everyone can be happy. ”

"Yes, if everybody is happy, it's best if no one gets hurt, and that's what I've always thought, but that's wrong! ”

An Youyue was frightened by Chen Le's momentum, and was very puzzled, "What's wrong?"

“...... Indeed, I also want to see the smile of the young moon all the time, I maybe, I was also redeemed by the young moon, but it shouldn't be like this, pass on the happiness to others, and only keep the sadness to yourself, this is absolutely not good. ”

"Ah......h

An Youyue's eyes trembled, she looked at Chen Le in a daze, opened her mouth, wanted to say something, but couldn't speak, "I ......"

"Because, psychologically speaking, the more people like to sleep, the more lonely they are, just like me, I know that I have always longed for friends, I know that even if I stay in the classroom all the time, there will be no friends, but I still have a little bit of expectations, I always like to fall asleep in the classroom, and go to meaningless evening self-study, I know, I said, there is no expectation, there is no disappointment, but, from the bottom of my heart, I am still looking forward to it. ”

“......”

"It's the same with Yuyue, people who like to sleep are very lonely in their hearts, and people who like to laugh a lot are actually very sad in their hearts. ”

Chen Le said, a little uncomfortable lowered his gaze again, very ashamed and said, "Actually, I have long understood this kind of thing, I have long known that in Youyue's smile, looking happy, it always gives people a feeling of sadness deep in their hearts, but because of my own greed and enjoyment, I never think about it." ”

"It wasn't until just now that I realized that this was not right, I really hope that Youyue can be happy from the bottom of my heart, instead of this kind of smile with a little sadness, I think, let Youyue be happy!"

“......”

An Youyue blinked, and wanted to show an elegant and quiet smile with a little gentle smile as usual, but she felt that she was like a clown who had been exposed to the mask at this time, and she had a feeling that she had nowhere to escape, and she couldn't laugh anymore.

Her eyes trembled, she just looked at Chen Le in a daze, and then whispered for a long time, "Ah Le, you are really different from me, you are so smart, you can be more confident, you are better and smarter than most people." ”

Chen Le shook his head and said, "I'm still far away." ”

As he spoke, he walked directly past An Youyue, walked into the room, and walked quickly to the bathroom.

Then he looked at the toilet and said, "I was just outside, at home, and I thought about it for a long time, will the cleaning aunt not find the photo at all, and the young moon doesn't feel very good at hiding things, I always feel that if the photo is still at home, it is likely to be in a very conspicuous position, so that everyone can see it, but it is not perceptible, even if the cleaning aunt sees it, she will not care about the position." ”

"And then, finally, it occurred to me that right here it was, and it had been in front of our eyes all along. ”

Chen Le said, slowly came to the toilet, reached for the water tank behind the toilet, and gently lifted the lid.

"It's a little old here, because it's been a long time, and it hasn't been changed, although it looks new, but the cleaning aunt will only clean the outside of the position, even if the cleaning will not choose to clean the inside, as long as there is no fault, no one will open it. ”

The design of the lid of the water tank in An Youyue's house is connected to the inside, and it can't be lifted by a single lift, so Chen Le can only tilt the lid over and let the lid stand up.

As Chen Le slowly lifted the lid of the water tank and tilted it, An Youyue also followed Chen Le's movements and looked inside.

The moment he saw that thing, his eyes widened in surprise.

"How could it be ......?"

Chen Le reached into the water tank and slowly took out the rectangular frame-like thing inside.

"I guess,It's supposed to be when Youyue took a bath.,Holding a photo of your mother.,Remembering what it looked like when you took a bath with your mother in the past.,Then,Something may have happened outside.,Scared you quickly hid the photo.,In a hurry.,Hide the photo here.,Finally,I forgot about it.。 ”

An Youyue stretched out her hand to take the photo and muttered reminiscences, "...... It was my father who suddenly came back from abroad and called me to eat outside, and I was so scared that I ......"

"Temporary amnesia, a person in extreme panic, self-memory closure protection. ”

“......”

An Youyue took the photo with both hands, then trembled her right hand, pressed the pajama sleeve with her fingers, wiped it on the frame, and wiped off the water stains on the photo.

This also made her clearly see the family photo in the photo again.

It was a picture of a family in the yard under a clear sky.

Little An Youyue, riding on a bicycle, her mother carefully helped her hold the bicycle in the back, showing a gentle and bright smile at the camera.

It was a super beauty with blonde hair, and her face was somewhat similar to An Youyue.

And An Youyue's handsome father stood aside, holding his hands, looking at the mother and daughter, although his face was still a little dignified, his eyes showed a little soft smile, giving people a very happy feeling, just looking at the two of them, I felt that he was a very sunny and kind father at that time.

This is a very heartwarming family photo.

Little An Youyue's fleshy little face also had a bright and hearty smile, which was as bright and beautiful as the sun, which was very different from now.

“......”

An Youyue was stunned in place, looking at the photo in disbelief, and then as if she remembered something, the corners of her mouth gradually pulled a smile.

However, the smile was immediately swallowed up by greater sorrow, and the eyes moistened, and the tears fell straight down, dripping onto the frame, making a crisp ticking sound.

Then it slipped off the frame and onto the ground, splashing heartbreaking droplets,...... The water droplets also slid into Chen Le's heart, making him sad too.

Immediately, the small cry turned into a big cry.

"Uh, Mom...... Wow~~~"

An Youyue was like a child, squatting on the ground, holding the photo, as if she wanted to vent all the suppressed emotions in her mind, opened her mouth, and cried.

The cry was so sad and loud, and it hit Chen Le's heart all of a sudden......

For a while, Chen Le was also heartbroken and could not breathe.

He obviously thought that An Youyue would be happy when he found the photo, but he didn't expect that it would make people cry instead.

Still crying so sad, so sad......

Chen Le just stood in place, looked at An Youyue for a while, and finally realized that what An Youyue needed was not actually a photo, and he couldn't help.

He didn't say anything more, and finally glanced at An Youyue, who was still crying, and then, with his head down, walked out silently, leaving the room and leaving the villa.

Quietly left.

Walking alone in the dark night, like a wounded lone wolf......

In the same place, only An Youyue was left alone, squatting on the ground, holding the photo, and still crying in a sad figure......