Chapter 379: Lost Soul
Wang Hao has been in the hotel for the past two days, except in the hotel, he doesn't know where he should go, or what should he do.
Yang Yimo and Li Xiangwei are engaged, Jiang Yun is gone, and there is no second fat by his side.
For the first time, he experienced this loneliness of having nothing, and this loneliness had a feeling of being abandoned by the whole world.
In the past few days, he has recalled a series of things with Jiang Yun, as well as Yang Yimo, and so on, and finally he confirmed that he is really in love with Yang Yimo, and he loves it very much. As for Jiang Yun, there is already a trace of invisible distance from him, like a chasm, separating the two people, and there is no such heat as it was at the beginning. Even if they are really reluctant to be together, they will not be happy.
He let go of Jiang Yun and went to find Yang Yimo, but he also lost Yang Yimo, and he understood too late.
In just two days, he was haggard and no longer looked good, he didn't sleep much in the past two days, his mind was messy, and he couldn't help but think of Yang Yimo's smiling face, as if it had been invisibly rooted in his heart and engraved into the depths of his soul.
He also thought about some things about himself, and now that he is a career nomad, what can he do, or what should he do? But after thinking about it for a long time, he can't think of a reason.
Sitting up from the bed, he took a cigarette and lit one for himself, and then opened the curtains, the first time in two days.
Outside, the sun was setting, rendering the whole city as if it was raining red.
After smoking a cigarette, he washed his face in the bathroom and walked out.
He didn't know where to go, so he just walked around the street.
Chang Yu's barbecue stall is not far away, he is still wearing flower pants, slippers, and a small vest, and the little black stray dog is lying on his stomach unchanged at his feet.
Wang Hao walked over and sat down at a random table.
Chang Yu glanced at him, roasted something casually, put it in front of him, and then moved a case of beer, put it next to him, he bit open two bottles with his teeth, and placed one of them in front of Wang Hao: "Drink some?"
"Good. Wang Hao didn't refuse, took the wine and drank it.
Chang Yu smiled, took a sip, and then let out a long sigh of relief: "Look at your appearance is wrong, what's wrong?"
"It's fine. Wang Hao said listlessly.
A few people sat down, and one of them beckoned Chang Yu to order food.
Chang Yu replied: "What to eat and bake it yourself, I don't have time now." Immediately, he turned his head and looked at Wang Hao and couldn't help but smile: "Robbed the kiss?"
"How do you know?" Wang Hao's eyes flashed with surprise.
Chang Yu said, "Many people know about you, don't forget, you also went to some media at that time? If it wasn't for Yang Tiansheng to suppress it, who knows how they would have reported it." He smiled, "But, brother, it's a beautiful job, it's a man's thing, why do you care so much? But you're doing it the wrong way. β
"Done the wrong thing. Wang Hao couldn't help asking, and then felt bitter in his heart, Yang Yimo and Li Xiangwei are engaged, why do you have to think so much?
Chang Yu glanced at him lightly: "In such a large court, you said such things? Do you think Yang Tiansheng and Li Xiangwei will come to the stage under his old son? If Yang Yimo really leaves with you, they will both lose their faces, and what kind of person will Yang Yimo become at that time? I have had a marriage contract with Li Xiangwei since I was a child, but I left with you again? In addition, the media is adding oil and vinegar all of a sudden, how do you think she will be seen by people as a girl? She will even be sprayed to death, and people will be terrible, sometimes. It's a knife of invisible blood. β
Wang Hao smiled bitterly, he did feel that he was a little naΓ―ve at that time. But the moment Yang Yimo and Li Xiangwei got engaged, he seemed to have lost all his ability to think.
He took two sips of the wine, as if he wanted to suppress all the bitterness in his heart.
Chang Yu looked at him calmly, as if he had seen through his heart.
"Don't talk about that. Wang Hao sighed: "Drink some." β
Chang Yu didn't say anything, just drank with him. Some of the people who came to the barbecue stall grilled all of them themselves, and after eating, they cleaned up the table.
At this time, Wang Hao suddenly remembered something and asked, "Do you know Jiang Youcai?"
"Recognize. Chang Yu said lightly.
When he saw the two people that day, Wang Hao suspected that the two people knew each other, although the two had never been in contact with him before, and even like strangers, they were far apart, and they walked one after the other, but Wang Hao could see that the two must have known each other.
"What the hell is Jiang Youcai doing?" Wang Hao asked, he instinctively felt that Jiang Youcai was definitely not simple, he said that he was working on a construction site? At the beginning, the money given to Jiang Yun said that he won the lottery, Wang Hao didn't believe it at all, when he saw Jiang Youcai's appearance in a suit and leather shoes, he was even more suspicious, Jiang Youcai must be unusual, but he didn't understand why he wanted to hide it from Jiang Yun, it was his biological daughter.
Chang Yu bit open the two bottles of wine again: "What did you do, there are some things you don't need to know." β
Hearing Chang Yu say this, Wang Hao became even more curious.
This is the kind of psychology that people have, and the more others hide something from you, the more you want to know something.
There is a line in the movie that says that even if you tell him that there is still a mountain behind the mountain, he always wants to go on his own trip, and he doesn't believe it if he doesn't walk it himself.
Because there are some roads that you can only know what they are when you walk them yourself.
The words of your parents are reminded by experience again and again, but how many people will listen? When you don't suffer, you will never find out that your parents are really right.
Some things are hidden from you, but people are always curious, and they have to get to the bottom of it.
This is a natural curiosity that cannot be changed.
"What about you? I don't think you're supposed to be a barbecue seller. Wang Hao said with a smile, he didn't expect that in such a thing, it would be Chang Yu, who had met several times, who was drinking with him.
If someone drinks with you, you won't be lonely.
"Then what do you say I'm doing?" Chang Yu said angrily: "Isn't Lao Tzu selling barbecue now?"
What he said was obviously telling Wang Hao that no matter what he did before, it didn't matter anymore, because he was now a barbecue seller.
Wang Hao smiled: "Drinking, drinking, I said it wrong." β
The two of them drank until Chang Yu cleaned up the stall, and Wang Hao was also busy with him.
After placing some things on Chang Yu's three wheels, Wang Hao was also ready to leave.
But Chang Yu was looking at him: "Where are you going?"