'When I was a child, I didn't have a father, only a mother. ’

I asked the other children, and they all had fathers. ’

When I got home, I asked my mother, where is my father...... She never said anything, but later I learned that my father had always lived in the same city as us. ’

I couldn't be happier. ’

That year, there was no network map. ’

I bought a paper map, and I realized that my dad was very close to us, and I measured it with a ruler, about five kilometers, and the bus stopped less than eight times. ’

Why didn't he come to see me? ’

'It must be very busy at work, there is no time. ’

As long as I'm a good boy, he'll come and see us...... A year has passed, two years have passed, five years have passed, I am in high school, and I have waited for him for more than ten years, but I have never met him. ’

Until my sophomore year of high school. ’

I met Fang Nanxun. ’

All the memories erupted at this time, and all the suppressed, restrained, and hidden strong emotions all exploded at this moment, exploding in Li Guanglei's mind.

The dark-faced man's eyes turned red.

Hiss!

He took a heavy drag on his Chinese cigarette.

Seriously, he doesn't like this thing, and Li Guanglei has been most annoyed with smoking since he was a child.

But life is always so strange.

Since meeting that person, Li Guanglei began to imitate it intentionally or unintentionally, including that person's lifestyle, he likes Chinese hard boxes the most, except for the habit of snuffing out cigarettes with his fingers.

Fingers snuff out the cigarette butt, Li Guanglei did not imitate. Because the stamina factor is not strong enough, doing this often may wear off your fingerprints.

"The last cigarette. ”

Li Guanglei used all his strength, inhaled a puff of cigarette into his lungs, and watched the cigarette burn rapidly under his nose.

See Mars.

See beads of sweat.

See a more authentic version of yourself.

He couldn't have clicked that self-destruct button.

Over the years, Li Guanglei has always advertised that he is very rational and objective, but what he really wants......

I want to be recognized and admired by others.

I especially longed for Fang Nanxun's recognition.

However, there is usually only a thin line between reason and reason. Coldness and indifference and cold-bloodedness, ruthlessness, and unrighteousness are also very similar.

"I'm not wrong. ”

Li Guanglei has always told himself.

So it has become a discriminatory appearance from everyone, and everyone's opinions affect Li Guanglei even more - the more he can't get recognition, the more he wants people to agree.

But the prejudice in people's hearts is a big mountain.

No matter how hard Li Guanglei tries, he can't move.

He was hesitant and miserable, and he didn't know what to do to get people's approval.

"I'm not wrong. ”

At this moment, Li Guanglei still told himself.

Because he finally understood.

Other people's opinions, other people's approvals, in fact, are not that important.

"The ...... I wanted most"

"The ...... I want to be"

"It's just that person's expectation of me all along. ”

Li Guanglei has never received any affirmation since he was a child.

Meeting Fang Nanxun is the biggest turning point in Li Guanglei's life, and it is also the thing that Li Guanglei regrets the most in his life.

The only thing I regret is that I didn't reach that person's height.

The mixed emotional wave overturned Li Guanglei's inherent concepts, disintegrated all Li Guanglei's timid and hesitant retreats, and in a trance, it seemed that he was back on the side of the road in his sophomore year of high school, he was squatting on the road, the street lights were dim, and he was eating ice cream.

And then.

Meet that person.

Enter the world of transcendent gods.

Li Guanglei lowered his head, didn't finish the last sip, pinched his fingers, and slowly crushed the cigarette butt, as if he had also crushed the top barrier.

"Don't you want me to be the top? ”

"I'll show you ...... right now"

Li Guanglei walked out of the broken glass door, facing the August sun, facing the merciless attack of the humanoid conventional god, he opened his arms and knocked on the top door.

"What if you lose the Divine War,"

"Then fucking lose,"

"The blood we shed, the tears we shed, we have not failed this land, we have not failed everyone, why should we shut up and work silently when we live, and we should not die well when we die!"

Not everyone is qualified to fight hard.

Not every transcendent person is happy when he or she has money and status.

It is forbidden to be famous, it is forbidden to be famous, and it is forbidden to be famous.

"Want to go over?"

Li Guanglei looked at the slender humanoid conventional god: "Just step over my corpse!"

The legs tensed, and the burst shot out, and Li Guanglei blatantly crashed into the regular god!

He's still not top-notch.

But Li Guanglei, who has the first belief, is not much different from the top.

Disheveled!

This step is taken, and the sea and sky are blooming!

Disheveled!

This angry collision, with the willpower of Li Guanglei's first belief, twisted the air, gathered the strength together, hit the hard, and fought to the death without retreating to the death!

Disheveled!

The first belief born in the heart at this moment is so twisted and nonsense, and it is so blazing, and the person who is a confidant dies!

Li Guanglei's first belief:

Soldier! for! know, self, die!

'It's ......'

'It's a little regret......

I really want to eat another hot pot!

Laugh at!

The golden short blade pierced through Li Guanglei's palm, and when it was raised upward, he saw three bloody severed fingers thrown aside.

Li Guanglei felt severe pain, but he was laughing in his heart.

Cheerful, cheerful, his limited vocabulary didn't know how to describe this moment, so he had to show his mood with actions, and the remaining two fingers were juxtaposed, and the fingertips containing the first belief poked ripples of divine power!

There was even a small pit on the surface of the god's body!

Roar!

The roar of the regular god added to the tragic color, and the two figures fought frantically together, wisps of flesh and blood flew around, and at the same time, his body faded little by little.

But......

Objective data is cold......

The dilution is less than one-third, which is also the main reason why the top extraordinary Xu Yunhan chose to leave.

If you can't polish His body, don't try to kill Him.

For a regular god who has just arrived, to kill it, it takes at least one top-level plus fifteen standard transcendental.

In the heyday stage, regular gods need two top-level transcendents, plus twenty standard transcendents...... There are also top-level transcendents with strong backgrounds who can be killed alone, but that's too rare.

Thundered!

Dozens of tons collided with force, his left hand was broken, and Li Guanglei obviously fell into the downwind. To be honest, he just found the first belief that he is not as good as the ordinary top Xu Yunhan, no matter how much his sensibility explodes, he can't make up for the objective strength gap, and it is impossible to turn the tables in a desperate situation.

Li Guanglei didn't want to turn the tables in a desperate situation.

The oxygen level continued to decrease, and he felt his vision darken faintly.

Li Guanglei knew that the oxygen content had reached a critical point, and he had to breathe, but for a while, he couldn't get out of the hand-to-hand combat of this humanoid conventional god.

Just as he was about to open his mouth to breathe, a punch came from the east, and the perfect fist pierced through the sultry air, and the figure was like a galloping locomotive, punching out randomly, barely repelling the regular god.

Bang!

The rolling sound waves were lined up, and the concrete floor cracked.

Why groan,

Why bother to speak,

Tang Hong crucified this regular god!

The last moments......

Despair and hope coexist, I am extraordinary, we are extraordinary!!