Once in the darkest years, I have been living a good life, although in many times, I am still disappointed in a lot of things, at that moment, I have no children, have reached a very old age, but I still have no children, watching classmates and friends' children get bigger and bigger, and I myself is so uncomfortable, there are some physical factors, the body is not very good, not to say, and I am still very frustrated, emotionally not very smooth, in short, I don't feel like anything, so I have been falling in a strange circle, needless to say that others can't see themselves, but I have been spinning in the strange circle I have set for myself, and after a long time, I found that time and space, as well as those things that should have been very beautiful, but like invisible shackles, tied me to death, and I have been so uncomfortable, as if I was really tied to a space by others, or so unfree on a pillar, so what I want to pursue has always felt that it is not what is in front of me, that kind of tiredness, that kind of disappointment and imitation, that kind of sadness and sadness, only I know, but how to express myself？

I don't know anymore, I just feel that my heart is so uncomfortable, the despair of giving up everything, so I really can't face my heart, face the life in front of me, so what I think about is death, so that there will be no pain, I also tell myself like this, when I see my body is also declining because of these factors, is my physical fitness really not good?

I told myself like this, I don't know how long I can last, I really don't know, and even have the idea of drinking herbicides, so I have had such a few thoughts, so I have been so depressed, but after a long time, I have gradually realized that all kinds of things in life are not smooth, in fact, most of the time in life is not smooth, I can only accept it like this, and people can't always look forward like this, and when you really can't walk, then stop and rest, look at these people coming and going, watch their hurry, look at them like this, although it seems to be messy, but it is a regular life,It's good.,Every time I see those people who are better than myself.,So I know how bad I am.,And how much you need to work hard.,Although every time you compare with others, you can keep yourself in such pain.,But if you don't compare.,How do you know how big the gap between yourself and others is?

However, nothing is so absolute, as long as you master this degree, there is nothing, I also know deeply, in many peers between mutual cooperation and competition, competition can make you and your opponents progress together, and if you just say don't compare with others, how do you know how other people's products are, how your own products are, what is the difference between your own ability and other people's ability?

So in life there are a lot of evaluations or something, what excellent, exemplary, all to inspire people, but if you don't have your own perception of yourself, those high pressure on yourself become a burden on your heart, I think you still have to relax yourself, sometimes not just to compare with people who are better than yourself, but to compare with people who are worse than yourself, and compare with people who are better than yourself, you will know your own shortcomings, and compare with people who are worse than yourself, will let you find your own advantages, which is all beneficial, and comparing with people who are better than yourself can make you less arrogant, can allow you to face your own strength, and those who are worse than yourself can let yourself forget their despair and troubles, I am also like this, in my most desperate time, I am always thinking, sometimes, look at the people around me, people have nothing, people are also such a day of hard life, although the life is hard, but people are also enthusiastic to face their own life, there is no depression like me, there is no negativity like me, look at those who are not as good as themselves, in addition to a good impression and support for them, there is some respect, they are really not so desperate, those who live very hard are not desperate, but what about themselves?

Why are you so desperate, I keep asking myself. In the past, I also did a lot of small business, sometimes on the street of my own home, sometimes on the campus of high school, sometimes in the corner of the university where everyone has a lot of people, this is very common, although I have been doing my best to do it, but business is not so easy to do, sometimes the harvest is not good at the end of the day, what to do, people still have to eat, but in the past, in addition to studying, there are still other side businesses to do small business, sometimes after class, when there is time to set up a stall, I don't know where I put my faceAt that time, I just wanted to make more money like this, instead of living a life of relying on my parents all the time, and I was also in such a life, deeply understood the hardships, and now the people who do business on the street are also like this, sometimes if you are unlucky, you get up early in the morning, and then you are busy until dark, and there is not much profit, but people are also such an enthusiastic and active life, and me?

But when I really realized the problem, I also found that I still had to cherish my life and cherish the hard work of my parents, so that my family could be happier and happier, and this may be the only thing I could do.

When everything passed quietly like this, when my disappointment and despair were gone, I also happened slowly, in fact, life is beautiful, I must exercise my eyes to find beauty, I must make myself happy like this, and then I really found that when I am sad, when I am sad for my current situation, I also find that there are many people in my life or there is no such thing as me?

I know that I shouldn't always compare myself with others in life, and I shouldn't just keep taking others as my own reference.

However, I can still give myself some courage in such a comparison, so that I can face my life positively, happily and happily, whether happy or sad!