Chapter 198: A Beautiful Night
"You believe what they say?" Gu Yixuan asked.
"What she said is the truth, the twin sisters' thing is a game, it was a game from the beginning, I am the chess piece, my favorite father, my brother who desperately protects me, are all people who treat me as a chess piece, how can you make me not uncomfortable? My faith in working so hard is gone, everyone loves Zhou Nuannuan, so what about me? What am I?" Yan Muxin's two tears fell like this.
What about her? she's just a pawn, and has nothing to do with all the joys? The love she gives to her is hypocritical, so all her sincerity is wrong?
"Then you love yourself, I have no one to love me since I was a child, I knew from the beginning, expecting others to love one day others will leave, so what should you do? Why do you pin all your love on others? family? lover? If they don't give you love, you won't live?" he asked.
"I know I know, but I need time to adjust everything and give me time. Yan Muxin replied loudly with red eyes.
"I can give you time, but you have to learn to adjust all this as soon as possible, you know better than anyone that some things can't go back, if you don't love, you don't love, you can never change your self-pity, the pain is always yourself, the best way to save yourself is to wake up. Gu Yixuan hugged her in his arms and was extremely gentle.
Yan Muxin didn't say anything and leaned on his arms, it was not that she didn't understand everything, but that it took time to digest it.
Finally when she fell asleep, Gu Yixuan put her on the big bed and kissed her forehead, "Xinxin, you must live for yourself, you must always be true to yourself, it turns out that there is someone in this world who is like me, I can feel your pain, I will accompany you!"
After he left the room, Yan Muxin opened his eyes suddenly, his hands were tightly clenched on his chest, and it took a long time of strength to adjust his state!
The chess pieces are certain, the father has already left, and it is useless to ask more, and the elder brother has also redeemed, since everything has not been answered, she simply does not ask, and it is as if everything no longer exists.
All she has to do in the future is to leave, and she must leave this hellish place!
The door was opened again, and Yan Muxin didn't lie down and watched the figure walk in front of her.
"Still won't let me go, and insist that I stay here?" she asked quietly.
"You and Zhou Nuannuan are twin sisters, many of your physical functions are similar, and you are both pregnant, maybe ......"
"Do you want me to test the medicine again?" she sneered, everyone wanted her to die, and she had to live herself!
"It's not a test drug, it's just a ......"
"What if, in case of my death, no one can change the fact, Gu Hanting, I'm already so pitiful, you don't care, right? We have been married for many years, and we can't bear to watch me tortured and constantly killed by you? I am a person, a living person, is it so difficult to save this life?" She was really puzzled, why couldn't she live if her life was hers!
"I'll let you go after the baby is born. Gu Hanting still insisted.
Yan Muxin lay on the big bed, unable to see her eyes in the dark, but he knew very well that she was crying, and she was basically in a state of collapse.
"To live, to live. His large hand landed on her hair, stroking it gently, trying to soothe her.
Yan Muxin saw a trace of black shadow at the door, and a ball of anger in her heart grew like this, she slowly sat up and hugged Gu Hanting, "I'm so miserable, I've really been tortured, I worked so hard to survive, but... I'm going to break down!"
"I will let you go when the child is born, and I will give you enough money when the time comes. ”
She let go of Gu Hanting's face holding him, and the two looked at each other, "Do you feel sorry for me?"
"I ......"
"My loved ones betrayed me one by one, hurt me, and tortured me, I didn't say a word to you now, my heart was dripping blood, what about you? Have you ever felt sorry for me for a second? You watched me collapse while pregnant, are you really okay? If you really don't care, why do you want to come and see me?" Yan Muxin asked close to the tip of his nose.
Is Gu Hanting really emotionless for her? She didn't believe it.
"Yan Muxin, Zhou Nuannuan is back!" he said.
"So what? Come back, come back, anyway, you also had Zhou Yiruo when you were with me, do you care? I just want someone to love me, even for a second? Can you love me?" Yan Muxin was close to his thin lips were as cold as frost.
Gu Hanting stretched out his hand to try to stop her behavior, but her lips were familiar and charming, and at this moment he couldn't resist at all, and the kiss came like this.
The passionate and fiery kiss broke out wantonly in the dark night, Yan Muxin was waiting, waiting for the person at the door to walk in, and then there was an explosive quarrel, and finally drove her out of the house, so that she could be free.
It's just that I can't wait.
Zhou Nuannuan was obviously outside, why didn't she come in?
When Gu Hanting pressed her on the big bed, she originally wanted to resist, but she didn't do it, even if Zhou Nuannuan could endure it this time, would she endure it in the future?
The heat of the night began at this moment!
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The morning sun shone in, Yan Muxin stretched out her hand and the person next to the pillow had already left, she opened her eyes and saw Zhou Nuannuan sitting on the sofa with her eyes met.
"Something?"
"You don't want me to talk to you, and now that I'm here, you're not going to say?" she asked with a smile.
"I don't know what you're talking about?" Yan Muxin didn't answer the topic.
"I'm not Zhou Yiruo, I didn't know you were so powerful until I died, and I wasn't those warblers outside Ting, I really fought with you for the so-called status, in the end, what I want is the future. Zhou Nuannuan whispered.
"You should let me go in the future, I will toss all kinds of things if I stay here, and in the end it will not be good for you and me, don't you love Gu Hanting? It doesn't matter if you watch us kiss?" she was really puzzled.
"Men have needs, you are free, and there can be no results, what do I need to do? Come into the house and quarrel with you and make trouble with you?" Zhou Nuannuan looked disdainful.
"Why are you willing to let me go?"
"Do you think I'm going to let you go?"
"Won't you let the child go?" she wondered.
"Have you ever thought about giving me the child?" asked Zhou Nuannuan, staring into her eyes.
Yan Muxin shrugged his shoulders a little weakly, "I don't know what you're talking about?"
"You know what I'm talking about? You know very well that since I'm confessing to you, I'm going to know everything, and I'm going to cover it up?"