In the hall,

The middle-aged man bent over and held the apple, his hands and body trembled slightly,

“...... The money she was holding was used to buy me a birthday cake, and the money she didn't let go of until she died was used to buy me a birthday cake......"

The voice trembled, muttering, and the middle-aged man repeated it over and over again,

“...... She thought about me, and she still thought about me then, but I never protected her. I'm just a brute, brute!"

The middle-aged man was in pain, clutching the apple,

“...... Until the day she was gone, I didn't treat her well. She tried desperately to please me, to like me, because I was her father, but I never seemed to remember that I was her father, and I only knew that she was a girl, and I only thought that she had killed her mother...... I don't even know until that day how many times I have laughed at her, if I have ever laughed......"

The middle-aged man trembled more and more,

“...... It was my birthday, but it became my daughter's death day. ”

“...... I was wrong and I'm sorry for her...... Ruirui, Daddy is sorry for you, Daddy is sorry for you, Daddy is wrong......"

The middle-aged man bowed, clutching the apple in one hand and the edge of the table with the other, repeating.

After a long time, the voice gradually subsided, and the middle-aged man fell silent again.

......

On the side, Lian Ge watched quietly and listened,

The middle-aged man slowly turned around, his eyes were still red, he raised his hand, looked at the apple that was juicy out of his hand, took a bite, said nothing, was silent, and chewed slowly little by little.

“...... I regretted it, and my mind went through Ruirui's shadow over and over again, but I couldn't even think of what I had done with Ruirui, as if every time, I walked away. ”

The middle-aged man paused again, and his tone calmed down again,

Looking at the dim backyard through the door leading to the backyard,

“...... The more I think about it, the more blurred those memories become, I don't want her to be gone like this, I want her to be alive so that I can accompany her, accompany her to do what she likes to do, buy her beautiful dresses, go to the park with her, take her to school, pick her up from school, cook what she likes to eat...... Buy her apples.

I regret it and I want to make it all back...... However, regret is useless, she is gone. ”

“...... The three brutes who killed her were imprisoned in a special school. I went to the police station and picked up Rui Rui and took her home...... When I got home, I never felt that after the loss of Ruirui, it turned out that this room was so quiet, and there was no sound at all...... I sat next to Rui Rui and watched her all night......

I don't want to bury her in the ground, I don't want her to be like this, like that...... I think she's smiling at me, but she's gone, gone...... There's no going back. ”

Looking at the dim backyard, the middle-aged man said, his eyes were a little dazed,

......

“...... At this time, I knew a person, Shan Daxian, who lived in the next village. The people in the village said that he could pass through yin and yang, and he could summon the soul of the dead.

I thought Ruirui, I wanted to talk to her again, so I went.

Following a man from the village, when he arrived at his house, he sat cross-legged under the shrine, and looked to be about sixty years old, and when he saw me, before I could speak, he told me about my family.

At that time, he was my last straw, and I fell on my knees and begged him, begging him to let me see my daughter again.

He first refused, and then, after my bitter pleading, agreed. ”

The middle-aged man said in a calm tone, looked at the backyard, and said,

“...... After he took the magic weapon and cast the spell, the whole thing was like a different person. That afternoon, I felt like I saw my daughter again, the way she spoke, her movements, it seemed as if ......

I apologized to Rui Rui, over and over again, and I brought her apples and talked to her while she ate them.

That time, I chatted with 'Rui Rui' for half an hour, and that Shan Daxian charged me 3,000 yuan, which was half a month's salary for me to repair people's houses.

But I think that as long as I can see Rui Rui again, I can talk to Rui Rui again, and I am willing to spend any amount of money. ”

The middle-aged man looked at the backyard, didn't take his eyes off, paused, and continued,

“...... Since then, I've been saving up money every month, and although it's a little hard, it's worth it to think that I can see Ruirui.

...... Every half a month, after I have saved enough money, I take the money and go to the Shan Daxian and ask her to invite 'Rui Rui' to come up and let me talk to Rui Rui, each time it is more than half an hour......

After a long time, I began to be dissatisfied with just talking to Rui Rui, I wanted to accompany Rui Rui to the park, I wanted to accompany Rui Rui to buy a dress...... But Shan Daxian said that he couldn't leave the Dharma field.

But what I want is not just for Rui Rui to be able to walk around after she comes up. I also want her to be able to go to school and grow up...... I want her to come back to life. ”

Listening to the middle-aged man's narration, Lian Ge turned his gaze, glanced at him, and set his eyes on the dim backyard,

“...... I thought, isn't Shan Daxian supernatural? I want him to help bring Rui Rui back to life. ”

The middle-aged man continued in a calm tone,

“...... When he first heard my request, Shan Daxian disagreed. But I begged him over and over again, and he began to hesitate.

More than two months ago, I went to beg him again, and he told me that he had an ancestral secret method, which should not have been passed on, but seeing that I was sincere, he could give it to me.

However, the Fa cannot be passed on in person, and I need to give him 200,000 yuan before he is willing to give me the hand-copied ancestral secret law book.

As he said this, he also took out the secret method and showed it to me, and he carried it with him......"

"Do you really have to believe it?" Lian Ge looked at the backyard and asked in a calm tone,

Hearing this, the middle-aged man paused and was silent, but he didn't respond, just continued,

“...... I want Rui Rui to come back to life, but 200,000 yuan, even if I sell everything in the family, I can't make up so much money. I said that I would give him all my money, and begged him to have mercy and give me the secret book...... But this time, no matter how much I begged him, he didn't agree, and his son kicked me out of his house directly.

I was not reconciled, I had already seen hope, and I didn't want to give up, so I knelt at the door of the Shan Daxian and knelt all night, but until the next day, when I opened the door again, the Shan Daxian did not let me enter the house.

In the end, I fainted at the gate of Shan Daxian and was carried back to my house by people from the same village......

At that time, I only felt that I was useless, I had a chance and hope, but I still couldn't save Rui Rui......"

The middle-aged man's gaze moved up slightly, and his eyes were in a trance.

"But you still got the secret book. ”

Lian Ge didn't turn his head, looked at the backyard, and said in a calm tone,

"Yes, I got the secret method. ”

The middle-aged man withdrew his gaze,

"I'm not reconciled, I don't want to give up, no matter what I do, I want to get that secret method, I want to bring Rui Rui back to life...... When I fainted and woke up, it was already afternoon.

I took three apples and put them next to the whetstone in the backyard, and I took a pig-killing knife from the kitchen and covered the whetstone with some water, and I ate the apples and sharpened the knife over and over again.

From the afternoon until the evening, when it was dark, the knife that had been rusty was already shiny, and I took the knife and went to the house of the great immortal......"