Chapter 75: At Least That Night...... You've had feelings for her
"That's it...... The things that the child is born with, such as fetal hair, placenta, umbilical cord blood and so on. ”
Li Wange lay in the man's arms and deliberately said in a relaxed tone.
"What are you asking for?"
Mu Chengxian's tone was not too good, and his voice was not so gentle.
He was a suspicious person, at all times.
Even though he had only had the most intimate relationship with a woman, he was still on guard against her all the time.
"Curious, just ask, I want to know more about Xiaobao, the little guy is a mommy, how sweet I am!"
Li Wange's fingers were on the man's chest, tweaking intentionally or unintentionally, hoping that he could relax a little.
He added: "I heard that every child is born, will keep the umbilical cord blood, in case of any incurable diseases, umbilical cord blood is a panacea, Mr. Mu has always been thoughtful, he must have stayed, right?"
Mu Chengxian's big palm, grabbed Li Wange's restless little hand, pulled her under him, and looked at her condescendingly.
"Tell me honestly, what are you plotting in your head?"
Li Wange's breathing was nervous, looking at the man who was suppressing him like a mountain, his well-defined facial features were still so handsome and perfect, and still so dangerous.
"I hate it, how can people plot anything, your body and heart are given to you, what else do you want from others, so that you won't guard against others like a thief!"
"Really?"
Mu Chengxian maintained this ambiguous posture and stared at Li Wange for a long time, as if he wanted to see her through.
Li Wange also lay timidly, like an innocent rabbit, with watery eyes and wet eyes looking at the man.
The two seemed to be engaged in a battle, and neither of them could see through each other's hole cards.
"I don't like to talk about her. ”
In the end, Mu Chengxian chose a truce and let her go lukewarmly.
He got up and sat down, picked up the cigarette at the bedside, lit it with a silver lighter, and smoked in silence.
Swallowing clouds and spitting mist, the handsome face adds a touch of mysterious melancholy.
"'She'...... Does that mean your ex-wife?"
Li Wange also sat up, looked at the man's sturdy back, and asked softly.
Mu Chengxian didn't answer, which can be regarded as acquiescence.
For so many years, he has never talked to anyone about this 'taboo'.
Li Wange somehow, looking at the man's lonely back, seemed to see an injured beast hiding alone in the corner and licking his wounds, a little distressed.
She knelt on the bed, leaning against his back, and her thin arms gently hugged him.
"You must hate her, don't you?"
Mu Chengxian's body was slightly stunned, he spit out a beautiful smoke ring, and his cold face showed a sneer, "Yes, I hate her, I can't wait for her to die!"
"She's dead......"
"She died, and I realized that death was too easy for her. ”
The man said coldly, his face under the smoke, he couldn't see his emotions, and said in a deep voice: "I really hope that she is still alive, and only by living can I be tortured well!"
This is more like talking to oneself.
After listening to Li Wange, she felt very uncomfortable, holding his arm, but tightening it tighter.
Like, looking for some warmth.
Hehe, finding comfort in someone who longs for her death is really the stupidest act in the world!
"Do you hate her so much, don't you have any other emotions besides hate?"
The woman asked unwillingly.
"What kind of emotions do you think I should have towards such a woman?"
Mu Chengxian turned his head and looked at Li Wange.
His long fingers caressed her fair and tender face, and said with a smile: "She is not like you, she has a good-looking skin, nor is she like Qianqian, she is confident and flamboyant, and she is not even as gentle and sensible as the vines...... She was like a shadow, following me since I was a child, neither the courage to approach nor the self-knowledge to leave. ”
She ...... She probably loves you too much!"
Li Wange bit her lip and said softly.
When she was a child, although she was the pearl in the palm of her father and brother's palm, because of her mediocre appearance and inferior character, she was incompatible with the daughters of other families, and was nicknamed 'the first ugly girl in Beicheng' by the celebrities in Beicheng.
When those daughters laughed at her, Mu Chengxian was the only one who gave her sunshine and warmth.
She will always remember that sunny afternoon, when she was collectively ridiculed for being ugly by the group of daughters, he, like a prince, plucked a sunflower and gave it to her.
"Every girl is as beautiful as a flower, and I hope you will always be born to the sun like a sunflower. ”
His smile is brighter than the sun and warmer than the sunflower.
Since then, she has become, as he said, a shadow of him, secretly in love with him.
Because I love it too much, I don't dare to approach.
Because I love it too much, I am reluctant to leave.
But I didn't think that I was so disgusted by him!
"Love me?"
Mu Chengxian seemed to hear a big joke, and his eyes were full of hatred, "If she really loves me, how could she unite with her disgusting father and climb into my bed, making me a joke in Jeonbuk City overnight! If she loves me, how can she be so ruthless as to kill the woman I love the most!"
"Perhaps...... Is there a misunderstanding?"
Li Wange's eyes couldn't help but be a little moist.
Time can't be turned back, and many things, under the precipitation of the years, can no longer distinguish the true from the false.
Even if she wants to defend herself, in what capacity?
"Lend me your cigarette to taste. ”
Li Wange was too uncomfortable.
I heard that nicotine can make people forget their troubles for a while.
Like a fox, she pinched the man's eyes with her thin fingers, put them on her red lips, and learned to swallow the clouds and spit out the fog from the man.
Mu Chengxian looked at her, and it was the same look that wanted to see through people.
"You still smoke?"
"Of course. ”
Li Wange spit out a beautiful smoke ring, "Cigarettes are a good thing, they can make people forget their troubles, and people with stories like to smoke." ”
In the years that came out of the psychiatric hospital, medication and psychotherapy were one thing, more ...... Or rely on tobacco and alcohol.
Smoking and drinking, living to ninety-nine, happy as a fairy!
"Cigarettes are not a good thing, women should smoke less. ”
Mu Chengxian looked at the woman's skillful appearance, was a little displeased, and snatched it over.
"Mr. Mu, to be honest, you are not completely without feelings for your ex-wife, at least that night...... You've had feelings for her, haven't you?"
Li Wange looked at the man's perfect side face, and suddenly asked the question she had wanted to ask many years ago.
I clearly remember that night, he was a beast, tossing her wildly.
No matter how bad it is...... They also call it 'two lovers', how can they put on their pants and say that she persecuted him?
Tsk, man, always so duplicitous.