Chapter 342: Can't find a way back
Lin Tian thought about it, and when he played brain teasers, it was eight or nine years old, no wonder this bottle had traces of history.
He looked at a bottle full of stars and a thousand paper cranes, and Bai Ling's face appeared in his mind, and his heart was sweet.
He hesitated, should he open the other ones to see?
Heaven and man were at war in his heart.
"This is not very good, after all, it is Bai Ling's diary, isn't it an invasion of her privacy to peek at her diary?"
"Since Bai Ling left the whole room to me, then everything in this room belongs to me, and it's okay to read a little diary, right? Maybe Bai Ling wrote it to me. ”
"If Bai Ling knew that I had read her diary in the future, she would definitely be angry, and she didn't want to make her angry. ”
However, now Bai Ling doesn't know where to go. If I could know some clues about her from the items she left behind, I would have better go to her. If you get angry, apologize to her then. ”
After struggling for a while, Lin Tian made up his mind, let's watch it and relieve his feelings of longing.
He brought a stool into the yard, sat down under the jackfruit tree, and began to tear down the stars and the thousand paper cranes, and looked at them one by one.
Sure enough, they are all written about some small things in life and a record of mood.
Lin Tian took apart these stars and a thousand paper cranes, and they were random.
Some of them had dates written on them, most of them were not, and he could only guess when it happened by relying on the handwriting and the contents inside.
Lin Tian looked at those words, and his memory returned to the good old days, the happiness of their childhood sweethearts.
"Today we are going to cut jackfruit together! Poor tree, it has been cut down so miserably!
This kind of tree is just amazing, and it has to go through so many tribulations to bear sweet fruit.
This is similar to life, first bitter and then sweet. ”
Lin Tian smiled, Bai Ling has been a clear-minded person since he was a child.
"I bet on jackfruit with Lin Tian today. We knocked three jackfruits, two of which I guess were cooked and one raw.
Lin Tian guessed that one was cooked and two were raw.
As a result, I won, and I was willing to lose the bet, so he washed my little white shoes for me.
Hee-hee, it's a great sense of accomplishment to let this big lazy worm serve me!"
Lin Tian still remembers the scene when he washed Bai Ling's white shoes, where did he know how to wash the little white shoes, Wang Cuijuan washed them for him at home.
Bai Ling was beside him and instructed him and taught him how to wash.
What impressed Lin Tian the most was that after washing, in order to whiten, he had to spread a wet paper towel on the upper of his shoes and put it in the sun to dry.
After drying, the white paper towel will stick to the upper of the shoe, and it will look much whiter, which is how the poor people's white shoes remain white.
Lin Tian remembered that since this time, he had begun to try to help the family with housework, which was due to Bai Ling.
"Mom and Dad are not at home today, and I don't know where they went.
I envy the Lin Tian family, their family is so happy. Unlike our home, which is always deserted, I am the only one. ”
Lin Tian felt the loneliness in Bai Ling's heart at that time, and he was also worried in his heart. She always doesn't say it, but it's actually very lonely.
"From today onwards, I love roses, roses are love flowers.
I'm destined to not get love, so let's plant some love flowers of your own!"
Lin Tian felt that the words on this note were more mature, and it should be the handwriting of junior high school.
I was afraid that Bai Ling was already in love at that time, and he knew that he might not be able to get true love under his conditions, so he fell in love with roses.
It turned out that it was for this reason that Lin Tian felt sorry for this strong girl.
"Lin Tian's math is so flat! Today's homework, he helped me check it. I got two questions wrong.
I want to go to the same high school and the same university as him in the future, but this kind of performance is not good, I have to work hard. He's doing so well and I'm going to keep up with him. ”
"Very sad, very speechless... Today while we were playing in the room, my parents suddenly came back.
When they saw the two of us playing together, they scolded us indiscriminately, and slandered Lin Tian for doing things to me.
However, we are just playing games and playing games! How can my parents slander Lin Tian like this?
In the future, he will not be able to come to my house to play, and he will be punished by the family.
I feel really guilty about him.
I don't know why, my parents are different from others.
I finally had a good friend, and they didn't even give us a relationship. ”
Lin Tian sighed, he still remembered that incident, since then, they did have a little bit of a difference between them, and knew that there was a difference between men and women.
"Today, I saw Lin Tian getting so close to a girl in their class, and they chatted so happily!
Lin Tian has good grades, and it is normal to help others with homework.
Why do I feel uncomfortable when I see the intimacy between them?
I can't think like this, Lin Tian is not mine alone, he also has the right to make other friends.
I can't blame Lin Tian just because I don't like it and feel uncomfortable. ”
Although Lin Tian has a shy personality, there are still girls who get close to him, mostly to ask him for homework.
He remembered that he was at the beginning of his love, and he thought that the girl was not bad, and he had a crush on her for a while.
Now that he thinks about it, he once hurt Bai Ling's heart without knowing it.
"I'm going to make a lot of delicious snacks! I'm going to make scallion pancakes, and Lin Tian ate five or six in one go!
He said it was delicious. Well, every time I see him eating something I made, I feel so satisfied and happy!
Wouldn't that be just liking someone?
Could it be that I really like Hayashida?
But I'm not qualified!
I'm a broom star, I'm going to hurt him!
I'm not good-looking, how can I be worthy of him...
I want to bury this feeling in my heart and watch him be happy from afar..."
When Lin Tian read this, he felt the entanglement and heartache revealed in Bai Lingxin.
But, thinking about it, he rejoiced.
When she was in junior high school, Bai Ling found that she liked herself?
It was earlier than he thought.
It's a pity that he didn't know Bai Ling's thoughts and missed it in vain.
When Lin Tian opened a thousand paper cranes, he was stunned.
"My parents are so strange today! I overheard them saying, "What aura, what can't you find your way back?" What does this mean?
The two of them often discussed things mysteriously like this, and they didn't tell me anything, and I didn't get an answer when I asked. ”
When he saw this, Lin Tian was excited.
Nimbus?
In this world, in addition to Lin Tian, there are also Bai Ling's parents who know about Reiki?
Could it be that the departure of their family has something to do with Reiki?
"Can't find a way back".
They are gone, have they found their way back?
Lin Tian looked at it carefully, this message was written ten years ago.
Ten years ago, Reiki existed.
He was not calm for a moment, and with full questions, he accelerated the speed of unpacking the note.
However, until he opened all the notes, he didn't find any information about Reiki and this matter, and most of them were written about him.