17. Lucky people spend their whole lives being healed by childhood

Jane Xiangnan, who also caught a glimpse of the caller's name, suddenly stopped babbling.

The smile stiffened on his face, he swallowed saliva unconsciously, his fist under his sleeve was slightly clenched, and a little fear appeared on his face.

Xiang Yang slowly pressed the connect button, took two steps forward, held his sister's hand, and squeezed it soothingly.

"I'm at home tonight, I'm having dinner at home for a family meeting, bring your sister, and come back before the curfew at ten o'clock. I don't need to say it a second time. ”

After answering the phone, the voice of an indifferent and strong middle-aged man came from the other side of the phone.

The voice is indifferent, without the slightest emotional temperature, let alone family affection.

I can hear that it is a person who has been in the top position for a long time, and there is a strong and unquestionable meaning in his tone.

The whole speech is the tone of the boss giving orders to his subordinates.

There is not even the slightest pretense of caring for their mood.

It's like the original owner and his sister are not his biological children at all.

That's right, it was the original owner's father who called.

Sure enough, just like the original plot, today, when the original owner committed the crime, Jian's father, who was away on business all the year round, happened to be at home that day.

"Hmm. ”

Jian Xiangyang's eyes lowered slightly, looking at the shadows of the flickering trees on the ground, and responded lightly.

"The rules of the Jane family, my rules, you should be clear.

In your case, Beyondsoft's mother told me, since she can't discipline you, then I'll discipline you.

If you can't come back before curfew, you won't have to come back. ”

"Well, I know, I'll go back on time. ”

Jian Xiangyang still responded lightly, without too much emotion.

After saying that, he hung up on the other side of the phone, without any intention of greeting them.

Looking at the mobile phone that had popped back to the main page, the emotions in Jian Xiangyang's eyes were dark and uncertain.

Is this the attitude towards children? such people...... I really don't deserve to be a parent.

If you don't raise or teach, why do you want to give birth?

Perhaps the original owners were not children at all in the eyes of Father Jian, but just a group of obedient tools that could be domesticated by him since childhood.

Let them rush back before ten o'clock, and the original owner and his sister's school will not end until half past nine for self-study.

Aren't they the eldest brother and second sister who have a car to pick them up, nor are they the children in the third room who have gone to school and get out of school at 5 o'clock, and the curfew at 10 o'clock is asking them to run back at a speed of 800 meters after class?

As for that Boyan's mother, that is, Mrs. Sanfang's clumsiness to ridiculous provocation, as long as Father Jane is a little, even if he cares about them a little bit and thinks about it, he will not believe what she says.

But Father Jane just didn't want to think.

Although he had already learned about the situation from the memory of the original owner, Xiang Yang still felt a kind of annoyance that was suppressed in his heart and burned a little.

"Brother......

Feeling the tremor under his hand, Xiang Yang squeezed Jian Xiangnan's slightly trembling hand comfortingly.

"It's okay, my brother is here. Everything has me. ”

Jian Xiangnan also heard Father Jian's words just now, because of some bad memories in the past, Jian Xiangnan shrank a little, but he still smiled far-fetched on his face.

Looking at Jian Xiangyang with some concern.

"Hmm. Ten o'clock curfew, we ......"

"It's okay, it's in time, tomorrow's National Day holiday, it's a quarter of an hour early tonight, don't be nervous, it's time, let's go." ”

"Let's not talk about it yet, you give me your schoolbag first. ”

Xiang Yang said, and without waiting for his sister to answer, he reached out and took off her schoolbag, which was as solid as reinforced concrete, and carried it on his back.

"Brother, you found out...... Hahaha......"

Jian Xiangnan covered his right arm, which was shaking in anger, and sneered.

"The next time it hurts, just tell me, don't endure it alone. Then you can try this next time!"

Xiang Yang didn't smile at her, his face was slightly gloomy, and he reprimanded seriously.

"Okay, okay, brother, you're the best~"

Xiang Yang couldn't laugh, looking at Jian Xiangnan, who was pressing and shaking his right arm with his left hand, and couldn't stop, there was some unbearable and distress in his eyes.

Jane Xiangnan was injured in her right arm and throughout her right shoulder blade.

Not long after the original owner's mother died in a car accident, he and his sister also suffered a car accident.

My sister pushed the original owner away and was hit, her arm was broken, and her spine was also in trouble.

Although he later recovered after the operation, his right hand still could not exert his strength, and the pain would be unbearable every rainy day.

The original owner's sister is really a very, very strong person, and has never screamed in pain in front of anyone.

Even if you are trembling and rolling on the ground alone on a rainy day, you will never tell others about your pain, and when you see others, you will always be sunny and cheerful, and you will have a bright smile on your face.

The original owner's deepest memory of childhood is that when his sister pushed him away and fell in a pool of blood, he seemed to be in pain and helpless after his soul was separated from his body.

I have always deeply remembered how nervous I was on the way to the hospital with the ambulance.

Squatting outside the operating room of the hospital, because he was too young to sign for his sister to let her operate, he called over and over again and cried and begged Jian's father to come and sign how weak he was.

When kneeling and kowtowing to Jian's father and begging him to pay for the operation, when he was looked at by Jian's father in disgust, he hated his youth and incompetence.

The original owner was sensible very early, which was unimaginable to others.

At the age of 10, he left directly after Jane's father paid the money, and sat alone outside the operating room, looking at the orange rescue light sign after a night, he could see everything clearly.

His and his sister's situation, his future, what should he do......

He has never been so eager for money, expecting himself to become stronger, grow up, and protect his sister.

He doesn't want to be so powerless, he doesn't want to watch this happen again!

These ideas were repeated over and over again by the original owner as if he were tormented by himself, and they were deeply engraved in his consciousness and instinct.

The original owner once trotted to hold his sister's hand and promise him before his sister was sent to the operating room.

If she doesn't make it, change her name to hers and live for her.

This promise was fortunately not fulfilled after the original operation, but it was fulfilled after the sister was mentally disturbed by domestic violence and committed suicide by jumping off the building.

The original owner abided by the agreement he made when he was a child, added his sister's name to his name, and changed his name to Jian Nanyang.

But he didn't live for her as promised, but carried the pain of two people, tortured himself madly, and committed suicide with his sister in extreme pain.

......

"Brother, will you protect me like this?"

Walking under the street lamp, chattering and coaxing Jian Xiangyang to be happy, Jian Xiangnan, looking at the faint fiery red sky reflected by the city lights in the distance.

His expression was a little confused and trance-like about the future, and he didn't know what he thought, so he suddenly asked.

"Yes. ”