"Brother Chen, what are you talking about, you will definitely be fine!" Li Meifeng said busily.

"Meifeng, don't comfort him, no matter who has this disease, he will be cranky, he can survive, it's already very good. Liu Yun smiled lightly.

"But Miss Liu, in case Brother Chen, he--"

"In case I can't think about it, right?" I interrupted Li Meifeng, I knew what she was worried about.

"Chen Nan, I helped you contact an expert doctor, he will give you the best treatment plan, don't worry!" Liu Yun said.

"If I need a craniotomy, I'm going to die. I said.

If I have a craniotomy, I know that my life will not be able to take care of myself, and it will drag Li Meifeng for a long time, and even if this malignant tumor is removed, it will still recur, I know that this is really the case, then I will do craniotomy again, and if I go under the knife again, then I will have gone to half my life, which is equivalent to a death sentence, in this case, it is better not to have surgery, just let it develop, once the nerve is compressed, then I will be a hundred, and I will say goodbye to this world.

Euthanasia will not choose to die in pain, this disease is open, the hair must be shaved, there is a huge scar on the head at the end of the operation, the future of life and death is uncertain, death does not know when it will come, rather than this, it is better for me to simply walk all over the great rivers and mountains of the motherland, I feel that I can't do it, so I will find a place where no one is waiting for death, so it will be a lifetime.

"You're a bastard!" Liu Yun gritted her teeth.

"Brother Chen, you can't help but heal!" Li Meifeng also became anxious.

The voices of Liu Yun and Li Meifeng attracted the attention of the men and women in the seats next to them, and they looked at me with some surprise.

"Chen Nan, you have to listen to the doctor, it's really to that point, you can only live a little longer if you have surgery, what about your parents, have you considered them? Will they not agree to you to have surgery?" Liu Yun continued to speak: "This time to the hospital, if you really want to have surgery, I will contact my uncle and aunt, at least they are coming, they have the right to know, and they want to agree to your surgery." ”

"We'll talk about that then. I mumbled.

"It's not about it then, it's that you have to agree, even if you are not responsible for yourself, you must be responsible for your family!" Liu Yun continued.

"Brother Chen, just promise Miss Liu, I'm not around, I'll take care of you!" Li Meifeng hurriedly comforted.

Looking at Li Meifeng's anxious appearance, I felt very uncomfortable.

Liu Yun insisted on letting me cooperate with the treatment, and Li Meifeng was very worried about me, I am a big man, let two women escort me to the hospital together, I feel a little guilty when I say it, a big man, I still need a woman to comfort, how could I be so unsuccessful, even today, I have to be taken care of by others, and I am afraid of me.

It's just that when I thought that I was really going to have surgery, Liu Yun asked me to inform my parents, and I really didn't know how to speak.

My parents are now building a new house in the countryside, and they think they are living a good life, and once they know about my illness, won't it make them sad and sad, worried that the white-haired person will send the black-haired person.

"Okay. I took a deep breath and nodded.

At noon, Liu Yun and Li Meifeng went to buy food together, and after the three of us had eaten, we began to wait.

At about four o'clock in the afternoon, we got off the train and came to the train station in Kyoto, because this famous cancer hospital in Kyoto is in a prosperous area, so Liu Yun means to open two rooms in a hotel not far from the hospital.

Liu Yun and Li Meifeng are in one room, I am alone, after dinner, Liu Yun began to contact the expert doctor, because she said in advance, so the appointment time is nine o'clock tomorrow morning, because the appointment number is this time, so when I get to the place, I can take out the social security card and pay the fee, and then let the doctor see it.

I stayed alone in a hotel room at night, and I had a lot of thoughts.

I'm going to see a doctor tomorrow, this doctor's name is Qian Chen, he is a well-known expert doctor in Kyoto Hospital, and he is extremely famous throughout the country, it is said that the appointment number has long been full, and even the surgery has been scheduled for several months, as for me, it is still Liu Yun's classmate and Dr. Qian are relatives, and then it happened that a patient appointment was withdrawn, and Liu Yun was lined up.

In this regard, I am very grateful to Liu Yun, she really didn't say anything to me, sometimes I even feel that I think too much, how could she collude with Shen Qiuping to get me so good.

No matter what happens tomorrow, I think I'm going to have a showdown with Liu Yun tomorrow and ask her what the phone call was going on that night, even if I'm going to have surgery, I want to be a ghost.

After a day on the train, it was impossible to say that I was not tired, because of this disease, I kept tossing and turning, unable to sleep, and I thought about how I would face my parents if I really had to have surgery.

When they heard that their son had a malignant tumor and needed a craniotomy, didn't the sky fall?

Thinking about the scene when I went home and told my parents that I was divorced, even if Duoduo was not my own, how sad my father and my mother were at that time, I really didn't dare to think about this scene anymore.

The night passed in a flash, because of the worries in my heart, I didn't sleep well, and the next day I was called up by Liu Yun and Li Meifeng to have breakfast, and then rushed to the tumor hospital.

With the medical record book in hand, I got my appointment number and went to the lobby of the oncology department.

I have been to the hospital many times, but in the lobby of this oncology department, I found that the silence around me was terrible, the patients were holding numbers, all of them were worried, and some of them were smiling when chatting with their relatives, obviously knowing that it would be very troublesome to have a tumor.

Sitting on the bench in the waiting area, I didn't feel good either, as for Liu Yun and Li Meifeng sitting next to me, looking at the call on the big screen in front of me from time to time.

"What number are you?"

With the sound of words, I turned to look, and then I saw a bald young man with a yellow face and thin muscles, this young man was very thin, almost about 1.7 meters tall.

"Seven. I said.

"I'm number eight, and I'm behind you. As the young man spoke, he sat down beside me.

This young man is too thin, estimated to be only ninety pounds, and seeing the young man reminds me of the idiom 'skinny'.

"Where's your tumor?" the young man cocked Erlang's legs and smiled lightly.

"I have a malignant tumor in my brain, about the size of a matchbox. I said.

"When was the last time you made a film?" the young man looked at me with interest.

"It's been about a month and a half. I thought about it for a moment, and then said.

"That's at least a third or more bigger now. The youth commented.

When the young man said this, I smiled awkwardly, this young man had a good attitude, but up close, I saw a scar on his head.

"Don't look at it, I'm a glioma, and I have to have another craniotomy, the last craniotomy was only seven or eight months, and I'm done, I used to be one hundred and forty pounds, and now you look at what I look like?"

"Can't it be cured?" I frowned.

"Big brother, this illness is death, don't have too much hope, you should eat and drink, you will not be able to eat and drink soon. The young man continued to speak, and then he suddenly got up and walked in one direction, as if there was his family there.