In the evening, Shu Yan's two best friends, Ning Huixin and Zhao Mei, called her respectively, Zhao Mei was her junior high school classmate, and Ning Huixin was her high school classmate, and she made the three of them connect together and become good friends.

Normally, Shu Yan would always chat with Ning Huixin for a longer time.

"Yan Yan, I should have told you directly that I was going to go together. Ning Huixin said that she experienced a major event at the beginning of this year, and her mind and body have been in recuperation for most of the past half a year, and she knows that Shu Yan is not easy to speak even if she wants her to accompany her.

But in fact, Shu Yan really just wanted to go alone this time, "Huixin, I'm only going to go for three days, and the remaining two days are for my mother, go for a walk on the street or something, I just want to accompany her anyway." ”

"Yes, I also remembered when I heard you say that, how long has it been, and I haven't gone shopping with my family. Ning Huixin paused, and then asked again: "Then, didn't she tell you that she wanted to go together, Auntie?"

"No, neither of us took the initiative to mention this, in fact, when my cousin talked about Wang Haiping, my mother was also there. Shu Yan said.

"Then when you arrive in Shanghai, will you want to meet him?"

Shu Yan was silent, "Actually, frankly speaking, I can't say it well now, it depends on how I felt at the time." ”

"Still, I guess not. But she was quick to add.

Ning Huixin said: "Speaking of which, Auntie's attitude towards him at the beginning was indeed quite average, but later they were so good to him, but you still broke up again. ”

Shu Yan said: "Huixin, if it's to see people, I don't want to admit it, but if I just want to take a look at that restaurant, it seems to be contrived, right?"

"Well, yes, anyway, as soon as we all heard that you were going to Shanghai, the first thing we thought was that you might just want to give him one more chance. Ning Huixin said.

Shu Yan smiled faintly, "Huixin, let's not talk about what he thinks, for me, I can't go back with him." ”

She admitted that she had that thought at some point in the first two years, after all, she was still young at that time, and since she truly loved someone, she naturally wanted to make him a lifelong partner, but as a result, he was not, so she needed time to accept and face this fact.

And in this process, I used to have such a fear, and in the end, what made me feel more regretful was not that I had missed a good person, but that when I met another person later, I couldn't give a good self, so I would have to miss more.

It's just that there are many things that don't get it done while it's hot, and when it's cool, you don't want to ask for it anymore.

"Huixin, you know, when Wang Haiping first met me, he wasn't too particular about food, and I was always the only one who liked to eat and even wanted to open a restaurant. ”

As a result, it turned out that he had opened his own restaurant. ”

"What about me...... It's really a complicated feeling, a large part of which is of course just their own loss, but in addition, it is inevitable that there will be some so-called small deeds in the success of others, and a little vanity that is very self-righteous. ”

"I can't help but feel to myself that the restaurant has a little bit to do with me. ”

"Life is always a little too unremarkable, isn't it? ”

"If he starts this restaurant and starts to succeed, then don't you think I have something to talk about. ”

"Look at what I said, what kind of little vanity is this, it's obviously too vain. Shu Yan said a lot in one breath, and said it with a smile, but after speaking, he felt a little wet feeling in his eyes.

I once had a goal that was not so ambitious, but I never achieved it, and when you heard that the person you once loved, who you have said this goal many times, and now he has achieved this goal, in your heart, in fact, you are really not sure whether you are hoping that this thing is more related to you, or not more relevant.

Maybe the fact that she went to Shanghai was just that.

If you love each other, you will definitely leave a mark, but since you have been separated from each other for a long time, you will only be farther and farther away in the future.

"Huixin, I really just went over to take a look, and came back after seeing it. She thought about emphasizing to Ning Huixin again.