When I wrote these words, I also had a warning to myself, in the past few days, I also got up early and touched the dark as usual, but I didn't do anything, even my favorite reading was not done, at such a moment, I also know that in my daily life, I gradually deviated, but also because there are more things at work recently, but this can't be an excuse, since Wednesday have been busy, but also busy with some things that have nothing to do with themselves, I don't know what happened to me this semester, always become unusually enthusiastic, even I don't know myself anymore,I really don't know what's going on.,Sometimes I want to help others.,But it's also in the case of what you can.,I'm not in a good situation at all.,It's also because of my own.,Sometimes I think about it.,A person's success is not just a kind of persistence.,Or you need a lot of other conditions.,For example.,I want to read and write wholeheartedly.,But after a long time.,During that time,I also want to take a self-study exam certificate.,I don't know why I'm so whim.,Just bought a book.,But did you read it. ？

Yes, I read it, I just read very little, before the exam, I just read a dozen pages of a book, just go to the exam like this, like going to try my luck, sometimes I will still find some excuses for myself, I also need to pay attention to it, in this matter, when I came down to the exam, I had a total of four subjects in that exam, but all four of them failed, which made me have some psychological pressure on this matter, at this time I also felt that I wanted this certificate, and it was okay not to want this certificate, so I didn't want it, and then I threw the book aside and didn't read anything, Now looking at my own pile of books on the ground, sometimes I think about it, but also find such a pile of books, really pitiful, I made them so pitiful, sometimes I think about it, under such a pressure, I don't know what to do, in such a matter, and then I decided that I will never mention this matter again, just like this, everything is over, don't think about it, it ends unexpectedly?

This still leaves some scratches on my soul, not like after some things, everything is forgotten, sometimes we really deliberately remember things but we can't remember anything, and those things we don't want to remember, always try to forget when we want to forget, or really can't forget, think about it, maybe it's a joke that God played on us, sometimes, I will still say to myself, do it wholeheartedly, so as to succeed, in such a process, it is indeed very complicated, some people start other things at such a moment, and some people start another thing from other moments, but does it make any difference?

The problem is,No matter when you start to do what you want to do,It's a failure.,It's understandable.,I'm also in such a thing.,Sometimes I look at my own big pile of books.,I don't know what to do with it.,Sometimes I think about it.,I don't take the exam anymore.,It's okay to deal with the book like this.,This book was bought on Taobao.,It's not too expensive when you buy it.,So I'm still cheaper to deal with.,But at the end of the day,I still found that it's really not good. ？

Still not disposed of, although the price is very low, but only within the range I can afford, this is the price I can grow, I remember when I used to do Taobao, sometimes for promotion, sometimes for some other things, I remember once, in order to be able to sell some goods as soon as possible, but also to brush up on their own sales, so I did a loss-making business, some of a commodity, I think I will still sell at a very low price, once I did make a mistake, under a product actually marked out 0.01 yuan a, that person took a hundred in one breathOther merchants also saw my mistake and told me, yours can't do it, I said what's wrong, they said how do you sell it so cheaply, what is the situation?

I said, "What should I do?" Do you ship the goods? People said, "Forget it, don't you lose your money?" I think it's really like this, a commodity is originally one yuan?

But I don't know how to write it.,It's 0.01 when it was written.,But you need to have experience to do anything.,No experience.,It's the first time.,It's also like this.,The buyer still has been urging me to ship.,I said let her apply for a refund.,Said it's no goods now.,But people don't agree with anything.,In the end, I still reluctantly refunded.,But I also know.,In front of anything,It's still good to have experience.,If you don't have experience.,What do you do.,It's always going to be very troublesome.,It's different from others.,Sometimes think about it. In fact, in such a situation, I also know, in this case, other businesses are not convinced, what do I say, how can I do it, how to make others a little calm, in fact, I also regret it, because of some of my own mistakes and made such a wrong thing.

This is also a small episode in my life, in fact, in the half of my life, because I am only in my 30s, there is still the second half of my life, in the first half of my life, I am also in the constant persistence and abandonment of wandering, in fact, I know, no matter what one thing, as long as I stick to it, I think the effect should be good, and I don't have a good persistence, sometimes, obviously my mouth always says, persistence is victory, whatever, etc., my life dictionary did not give up these two words, but still in some inadvertent times, can't help but want to give up。

In this way, I gave up, I persevered, I also gave up, I also engaged in a lot of careers, but under such a profession, I didn't know how to face time and my age.