I have always felt that the desolate desert should be very cold, and it is also very lonely, and I also deeply understand this truth, but then I also found that my heart is sometimes like a desolate desert, why describe my heart like this?

In fact, it's really like this, when I am really sad, I also find that my loneliness, such sadness, sometimes it really seems like a lonely desert, and such desolation is not developed.

But in such a desolate desert, you can still add some vegetation, sometimes think about it, because it's too desolate, so it's not easy to plant anything, but once it's really like this, it's been rooted in your heart, it's not that you don't know how to give up, you can even say that you're stupid, you won't give up, in such a heart, I am also hurt and hurt by others again and again, in fact, I also know, I am different from others, I was still thinking just now, many people always feel that they can't throw away a piece of heart when they meet others, so in many times, They are not very good at showing their hearts to others, and it is not easy to reveal their sincerity, but then I learned that in fact, I am also different from others, no matter what kind of person I meet, I first give my sincerity to others, and then what?

I don't know what people are doing, what kind of choices they will make? I don't know, I don't know if they will deceive me, but I also understand it this way, when you first met others, why did you dare not trust others?

So so generously believed, but what about afterward? After really getting along, I know that sometimes people's hearts really can't bear to look at it directly, sometimes, you are obviously very attentive to pay, sometimes you are obviously doing it very carefully, but others still won't appreciate it, or will be so don't know your sincerity, don't understand anything, such a time, I am also every time I am injured, I put away my heart, in the strangers I met, I also threw my sincerity, but then I knew, in fact, when I really understood, I also found that it was really strange, I didn't dare to pay my sincerity。

Maybe it's scared. I also ask myself every time, do you really know yourself? I don't have the answer myself, I don't know what kind of person I am, I don't know myself, and what about the people around me?

They don't know me, they really don't understand, some of them have been together for several years, but they don't understand anything, many times, I don't know about others, and sometimes, people don't understand me, I really don't understand, or I don't know how the other party will choose, what to do?

I don't know, I don't know about other people, and I don't know about other people, and I don't know about myself.

It's weird. But it is also many times, when I know that my heart is very painful, I know that I am still alive, which is the most beautiful mark, because only when I feel my pain can I know that I am alive, otherwise I don't feel anything?

People are like this, when it hurts, it feels so obvious. Perhaps this is the depth of the pain.

I remember that Sanmao went to the Sahara, but I also want to go, but I am not a free person, and I can't travel like Sanmao and Jose who want to go, life is like this, but I also know, because I am concerned about too many things, and there are so many things I am concerned about, so I can be so uneasy, sometimes I think about it, although I am a free person, I can go wherever I want every day, but I am still unhappy, and even in many cases, I am also wandering in the shackles I give myself, and I have been wandering like this, and I don't know why I am so constrained？

Is it your own feelings or other ties? I don't even know why I am like this, but since there are so many bonds, then keep such bonds well, cherish it, I don't know if I am so in order to fulfill others and wronged their own practice is suitable for themselves, sometimes I think, people and people's circumstances are different, ideas are also different, so in this environment, I still think that sometimes what others say is right, but just can't do it, some people say that life should live for themselves, in fact, I also think, who doesn't want to live for themselves, do whatever they want, but in many casesIn fact, if you really do this, I think your relatives, those who love you, they can understand, but in this case, they don't suffer much?

Are you really happy like this? Are you really happy? Actually, in this case, I don't think we will be happy, those who only think about themselves, they can give themselves a trip that they can go, and even give themselves a life that they can go, but I can't, why can't, even I don't know where the reason is, it's just simply not possible.

Then let it go with the flow, I will be happy when I am happy with others, I have always thought that if I am happy with others, I will have some happiness in my heart, in this way, I can also make myself happy every day, and I have been making progress like this, it is some other things, I also understand myself, but after that, I also found that I still have to continue to be better to myself, in this way, it is the greatest gratitude to myself, not only to be grateful to others, but also to be grateful to myself, because I can give myself happiness every time, give myself some things I want。

It's better to keep yourself in a good mood every day, this is my expectation of myself, in fact, in the past few days, I have also found that my mood is still good, every day is so happy, so make yourself happy, give yourself a simple happiness.