134. Previous life

Thousands of schools of fish leap out of the lake, bringing up waves, and the schools of fish dance and dance to the sound of the melody, which is shocking. It's like a special effect made by thousands of people in Hollywood movies, but this miracle-like picture is not a special effect, but a real reality.

It's too shocking.

But all the people around the altar seemed to have been immobilized, and none of them looked back.

......

"Brother......

Feng Dui reached out to grab something.

Ever since Yun Xiangyang began to play, the sound of the Yama clan's instruments superimposed on each other entered his ears, and he felt like he was being dragged into a dream by a gentle hand.

As more and more of the sound of the music entered his ears, he only felt that the picture in front of him had changed. Tears crept down the corners of her eyes.

"Brother, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I really refused at the time, I don't want your heart anymore. I just want you to come alive, I miss you, I want you to come alive......"

The memories seem to go back more than ten years.

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The wife of the head of the Feng family in T City was happy to have two sons, twin boys, the eldest son was named Feng Chenyang, and the younger son was named Feng Duan.

It would have been a very good thing, a sound and wonderful family.

But this world really does not suffer from widowhood, but from inequality.

It's as if the heavens played a little joke.

Obviously born at the same time, but the youngest son has a congenital heart disease. I can't stand any intense emotional stimulation, and I was very thin when I was born, and I had to die at any time.

The eldest son, Feng Chenyang, is very healthy, and even weighs almost twice as much as the younger son when he was born. Exceptional health.

At that time, the doctor said that the younger brother was robbed of nutrients by the elder brother during the critical period in the mother's womb, so the heart function organs did not develop well.

Speaking unintentionally, the listener is intentional. The parents of the Feng family did not hate their eldest son, but in the future, they still subconsciously took care of their younger son Feng Duan.

People always subconsciously prefer to take care of the weak.

So from the first moment of birth, Feng Chenyang atoned for his sins in other people's words, and spent his life to return the robbery of his younger brother's nutrition in the mother's womb......

What the Feng family's parents love to say to Feng Chenyang is one sentence, "It was your younger brother who asked him to order, this is what you owe him, if it weren't for you, your younger brother wouldn't have suffered from this heart attack and suffered so much." Over time, this preference became a matter of course.

People will always pay more attention to the things they pour into their emotions, and the one who is ignored loses from the beginning of being ignored...... destined to spend his whole life in this oppressive, unspeakable inequality.

Because Feng Chenyang is the eldest brother, he has been too sensible since he was a child. Feng's father pinned his hopes of inheriting the family business on him. He is very strict, so strict and harsh that it is not like a father and son, but more like a subordinate in the company.

I don't know if it's too sensible, but it's a fault. Everyone thought that Feng Chenyang could bear anything, and would pin, expect, envy, abuse, anger, and blame...... All the emotions that he had and didn't have were thrown on Feng Chenyang, thinking that he could digest everything and definitely grow and operate according to everyone's expectations.

But no one remembered that Feng Chenyang was still just a child. A child who has never enjoyed father's love or felt mother's love, in order not to be blamed, wants to get the same praise as his younger brother, covers himself with sensibility and maturity, and learns early to stuff any emotions into his heart and not show it on his face.

But because he was too sensible, Feng Chenyang didn't resist anything.

took the initiative to bear the expectations of his father, the burden of the family, the stubbornness of his younger brother and the naïve framing from time to time, the mother's punishment without asking the reason, and the provocation and difficulty of the side branches of the family...... It has become the most ideal appearance in the eyes of everyone.

In Feng Chenyang's planned life, the only thing he did was a little more extreme, that is, when he completely took over the power from his father, he privately formed an orchestra.

Regardless of everyone's accusations and abuse, he became a singer. While dealing with the company's affairs, he joined the band incognito and became an unknown singer. Everyone who knows thinks he's crazy, and he thinks he's crazy.

Feng Chenyang didn't know why he was doing this, he only knew that he needed a venting channel, a world where he could temporarily break free from the shackles and pursue freedom after being imprisoned for a long time.

Everything looks very good, and Feng Chenyang has also been redeemed by himself.

But I don't know that God has planned all the luck that everyone can enjoy in their life since they were born. And Feng Chenyang's life is only a little lucky, he was born to atone for his sins and feel depression and pain. The short-lived freedom and happiness that he had stolen had to pay for with greater pain and even his life.

The younger brother had a heart pectoris, was in a bad mood, and when he wanted to frame him, he didn't stand firm, fell into the icy pool of winter, and contracted severe wind chills. The already bad body was even worse, and the hidden heart disease that had accumulated over the years broke out at one time, and the line of life and death almost didn't survive, and he was sent to the ICU ward.

After looking for many years, the hospital did not have a suitable inventory to match Feng Duan, only Feng Chenyang's brother's heart could match, because they were identical twins...... How ridiculous.

For the first time, his mother stood in front of Feng Chenyang and begged him, begging him to donate his heart to his younger brother, begging him, saying that he was the most sensible, saying that he was willing to give everything to his younger brother since he was a child, and he loved his younger brother so much, he must not be able to bear to watch his younger brother die, and begged him to save his younger brother.

What a ridiculous thing, just because he is an elder brother, just because he is sensible, he gave up his life, and in the end, he even had to pay for his life?

Has anyone in this life asked his opinion?

But this is what Feng Mu subconsciously blurted out at that time.

Favoritism is chilling.

Feng's father watched from the side, although he wanted to say something, but looking at his heartbroken wife, lying in the ICU and not knowing whether he was alive or dead, his youngest son who had loved him since he was a child, and finally didn't say anything, just watched in silence.

Feng Chenyang's heart was completely dead, and his already desolate heart was completely lonely. He did not donate his heart, and it was his right and instinct as a human being to choose to live. He left the hospital.

In the end, the younger brother survived dangerously, but because of this incident, Feng Chenyang was also invisibly kicked out of the Feng family, and the already incompatible relationship was completely separated. The parents of the Feng family even publicly denied this son.

The company was also supported by the directors of the company who were still in the prime of life, and under the arrangement of the father, they took it back again.

Feng Chenyang, who was extremely dead in his heart, completely let go of himself, and it can also be said that he gave up on himself. Start playing rock and roll and sing as much as you want. A huge concert was held.