Chapter 460: I Miss You So Much

"Are you sure you don't want to write one?"

Xu Chunqiu shook his head, and his eyes lit up to watch him write.

Lu Xiu made her look a little embarrassed, and she didn't fall after thinking about it for a long time.

"Don't peek, it won't work. ”

He tried to fool Xu Chunqiu with the words of Xu Chunqiu last time, but this time she actually did the opposite, arguing in an orderly manner: "What is said to others is called wish." ”

"It's been hidden in my heart, it's a secret at best. ”

Lu Xiuping smiled calmly: "Then let's take it as a secret." ”

He picked up the pen and wrote, and in three or two strokes he finished writing, tilting his head slightly and hanging it on the branches.

"It's written, let's go. ”

Lu Xiu hung up Ema and reached out to take her hand.

"What the hell did you write? ”

Xu Chunqiu's eyes widened curiously, and he gently pulled his sleeve and shook it.

Lu Xiu was silent.

Seeing that they were about to pass through the red torii gate and leave from the shrine, Xu Chunqiu suddenly stood still and politely called the uniformed scenic spot staff: "Where is the bathroom?"

The staff pointed in the direction of the shrine, and Xu Chunqiu hurriedly left a sentence: "Mr. Lu, you wait for me." ”

Lu Xiu was just about to say something, but he saw her disappear in a puff of smoke.

He looked down and smiled helplessly, standing alone outside the shrine, one hand in his pocket, and touched the silver lighter.

He sighed, pulled one out of the white-wrapped cigarette case, and lowered his head to his mouth.

The smoke was hazy and diffused before his eyes, and he stood tall and tall, looking down at the flickering lights on either side of the gravel road.

The night wind blew his hair, his long dark coat hunted, he closed his eyes and sucked hard, and the flame that burned in his chest was extinguished, and it was cold.

It's okay, he said to himself.

He could keep waiting, even if there was no end in sight.

It's okay.

......

Xu Chunqiu turned back the same way, she took hurried steps, trotted across the threshold, and returned to the shrine.

Her breathing was fluctuating, her heart was beating at a rate that seemed to be overloaded, and her mind was still a mess, but her heart was stirring involuntarily.

According to the position in her impression, she found the painted horse that Lu Xiu hung on the tree.

Probably due to his height, Lu Xiu's painted horse hung very high, and the small wooden sign swayed between the branches, even if Xu Chunqiu stood on tiptoe, he still couldn't touch it.

Just a little bit.

Xu Chunqiu lowered her center of gravity and charged her strength slightly, flew up neatly and lightly, kicked with the support of the tree trunk, and took advantage of the air to turn over Lu Xiu's painted horse.

There is no long speech, only a few words from beginning to end.

- I miss you so much.

When Xu Chunqiu saw the painted horse, he involuntarily missed a beat in his heart.

- Then let's take it as a secret.

When they stood side by side in the shrine, Lu Xiu's calm ridicule seemed to still linger in her ears, and at this moment, when she really saw what was written on it, there was something unpleasant in her heart.

What was the mood in which he wrote those four words?

Xu Chunqiu's heart was in turmoil, and the action of landing on the ground was also chaotic, and between the lightning and the fire, she suddenly lost her center of gravity.

In a panic, she raised her hand and grabbed it, and unexpectedly pulled down an ema.

The small bell jingles, the colorful rope is held in the palm of the hand, the wooden plaque is decorated with the pattern of cherry blossoms, and the back is a line of delicate small characters, or traditional Chinese.

- I hope that the next generation will meet him again.

Xu Chunqiu's eyes widened suddenly, and the payment was three words that she was familiar with, "Xu Chunqiu".

She unintentionally grabbed the ema she had hung up a few years ago.

Xu Chunqiu took a deep breath, the feeling of dizziness intensified, the autumn leaves of the forest blurred into a hazy color block, and the red torii gate was almost blended in, she stumbled two steps, almost unable to support her body, so she had to lean forward two steps slightly, supporting the wishing tree full of ema.

Her heart was beating as if it was about to overload, she breathed heavily, the familiar feeling of vertigo coming as expected, her every sense clamouring for discomfort, but her heart was thrilling.

Did she remember?

- What are you trying to do in pursuit of your C-position debut, working hard?

- Probably for ...... I don't want to embarrass Mr. Lu

She heard her own voice, drifting far away in her ears.

A plastic ring for a children's menu, a metal pull tab for a can, and a red gold agate ring that has fallen into her hands for the first time in nearly a hundred years.

- 20 million.

In the silent auction hall, Lu Xiu made a sound.

In the thunderous applause, he smiled lightly and reached out to hold her palm.

- I just wanted to tell you that you're not like them at all.

The first date, the first kiss, the first time without shying away from telling everyone that they love each other.

The montage of past images flashed like shots, and the fragmented memory fragments were rearranged and combined, and finally there was logic. Scattered memories are like puzzle pieces in place, and she finally finds the last piece of the puzzle.

Surprisingly, however, the expected clarity did not come as expected on the previous two occasions.

Xu Chunqiu found that the surrounding environment changed abruptly, with the red torii gate, the hand water house flowing with clear water, the autumn leaves dyed in the forest, and the trees covered with ema, all of which were distorted into a ball, and the whole world was plunged into darkness.

She vaguely guessed that she might be in another dimension, where there was no sun or wind, no life or water, nothing.

The darkness eroded everything around her, and Xu Chunqiu's heart chuckled and sank.

The next second, she felt a light shoot down above her head, and she stood in the light and saw a graceful shadow in front of her.

The shadow turned in her direction and looked straight into her eyes.

She was dressed in a costume embroidered with gold thread, with a tinkling pearl on her head, and a face as bright as a peach and plum.

The man in the shadow had a face that looked exactly like hers.

Xu Chunqiu stood in the light, feeling that the goosebumps on her arms were all erected, her pupils trembled, first stunned, and then thoughtful.

She had seen this face in her sleep countless times.

Light and shadow confronted each other silently, and a ridiculous guess gradually grew in her mind.

What's even more ridiculous is that she feels that this speculation is infinitely closer to the truth.