Song Shenzhou NG six times in a row, and finally took this shot smoothly when he reshot it for the seventh time.

Tu Zi looked at the viewfinder for a while, and the entire crew all followed him with a sigh of anxiety.

He looked at it two or three times, his face finally looked better, and his tone became brisk: "It's over." ”

"Adjust your condition first, and start shooting the next shot in five minutes. ”

The staff was overjoyed, and Song Shenzhou looked visibly relieved.

"Teacher Xu, will you drink saliva?"

The assistant trotted to get her a coat and handed her a bottle of mineral water in her hand.

Xu Chunqiu unscrewed the cap of the bottle, hesitated, and did not drink.

"I'm going to shoot it right away, and I have to retouch my makeup when the lipstick is gone. ”

Halfway through the words, I saw Song Shenzhou ask the assistant to bring her a long straw, just like when they were filming "Spring and Autumn in the Pear Garden" before.

Xu Chunqiu turned around and was stunned for a moment, and then took it from Shanruliu: "Then thank you, Teacher Song." ”

Her cheeks puffed out slightly, and she took small sips to drink water through a straw, Song Shenzhou was silent for a while, and suddenly said, "I was really embarrassed just now." ”

Xu Chunqiu understood that he was talking about the six NGs just now, so he smiled and said, "No, no, everyone has a bad state." ”

Halfway through her words, she noticed that Song Shenzhou's gaze always fell on her arm.

Xu Chunqiu suddenly realized that it was because of this.

She didn't hide it, but generously rolled up her sleeves and showed her arms in front of his eyes.

"Teacher Song just played abnormally one after another, is it because of this?"

Song Shenzhou's eyes flashed slightly, and he suddenly said without answering, "What about that girl?"

Xu Chunqiu didn't keep up with his idea of jumping out, he was a little stunned for some reason, and asked rhetorically, "What?"

"What about the girl in the orphanage?"

He didn't know what happened to Xu Chunqiu's body.

There are too many contradictions in her past experience, Su Chaowei said that she grew up in France, but he clearly remembered that he saw her at the Yanshan Welfare Institute more than ten years ago, and there were photos to prove it at that time.

Could it be that there are really two Xu Chunqiu?

Xu Chunqiu smiled silently, she lowered her head and gently bit the upper end of the straw and slowly let go, as if she was brewing something.

"What if I say I'm her?"

Her voice was soft, as light as a feather, but the words she spoke carried a weight that could not be ignored.

Song Shenzhou looked away noncommittally.

"You're in a very different state than the last time you were shooting. ”

"I read the news on the Internet some time ago, I heard that Mr. Lu took you to Japan?" he paused and said firmly, "After returning from Japan, the crew started the film again, and your state is obviously different from the last time." ”

That girl, if the girl with the scar on her arm is the same person as Xu Chunqiu, who grew up in the welfare home, then who are you?

Song Shenzhou's hair stood upside down, and the whole person only felt creepy.

The rumors of "Tanuki for Prince" on the Internet are not groundless, and he doesn't even know who the girl standing in front of him is.

Is there really anyone who can see the sky with his hands and eyes and unknowingly replace Xu Chunqiu, a public figure who lives in the spotlight and flash, and lives in the sight of countless people?

Xu Chunqiu did not answer his question directly, but provoked another topic without asking.

"Do you suspect that I am not Xu Chunqiu at all?"

"Why are you so obsessed with her?" her tone was calm and calm, "Is the girl in the orphanage you remember different from me?"

Song Shenzhou bowed: "She is very inferior, much inferior than you, but she is not fragile." ”

"She was born in the sludge and longs for light more than you do. ”

They clearly only have one side, and even Song Shenzhou himself can't say why the glimpse of the Yanshan Welfare Institute always makes him unforgettable.

It's probably a skinny girl's cat-like eyes that are amazingly bright, and they always linger in the bottom of his heart.

Xu Chunqiu just smiled: "That's because you don't know me." ”

She carefully hid her inferiority complex deep into the bone marrow in the bottom of her heart, and only dared to leave a kiss timidly in the hospital room late at night.

"I'm not confident, I'm just confident. ”

Song Shenzhou couldn't tell the difference between the two: "Isn't that the same?"

Xu Chunqiu lowered his eyes and shook his head gently: "It's different." ”

Her confidence comes from the solid foundation she has laid down after more than ten years of hard work, if she is not lucky enough to be picked up by Gao Shenghan to return to the troupe, then the fate that awaits her will be the same as the fate of the scarred girl decades later.

If it weren't for this inverted overlap of time and space, the Yongding River in the winter of the 26th year of the Republic of China would be the end of her life.

They are obviously two memories of the same soul separated by decades, the world praises and pursues, blowing one side of her to the sky, and Song Shenzhou never forgets the other side of her.

If one day people learn that the omnipotent Xu Chunqiu has lost all her acting skills, and no longer gently and skillfully flips neatly on the stage, she is even so clumsy that she can't even cook a meal, and can only nest alone in the apartment, never knowing which corner to turn out a bucket of instant noodles that is about to expire, will they still like her?

No, it won't.

They substituted a certain part of themselves into Xu Chunqiu with real feelings, seeing her looking forward to the end of the day, seeing her flying the whole audience in variety shows, and seeing her climb up step by step, winning one honor after another, as if they saw another self to some extent.

Who would love an ordinary person with an unfortunate background? Even writers and movies will not use her as the protagonist.

But it's clearly her, but she's a little less lucky.

Some people love her brilliance in the spotlight, and some people pity her miserable experience in a welfare home.

Only Lu Xiu accepted her unreservedly and accepted every side of her.

It doesn't matter if you have low self-esteem, but also if you have self-confidence. Clumsy or clumsy, omnipotent or omnipotent. Even if one day she is dying of old age and confused to the point that no one can recognize her.

As long as she is Xu Chunqiu.

Just because she is Xu Chunqiu.

So people like her, chase her, run after her with a camera, and say "I love you" to her hoarsely.

And Lu Xiu is different, Lu Xiu loves her, although he has never pronounced these three words directly.

Thinking of this, Xu Chunqiu unconsciously lowered her eyes and smiled shallowly, she turned around to face Song Shenzhou again.

"Whether you believe it or not, I'm her. ”