Chapter Thirty-Four

The rain of dawn after this long night.

The room was filled with humid air and unbearable excitement.

The firewood, which had been in nectar for a long time, ignited a raging fire again.

Two tired hearts, separated by a layer of skin, were tightly together.

.................. The heart of love that blooms in chaos.

Drunk and comatose for the scattered flowers.

The aroma of drooping nectar is sweet.

Corrupted by poison, you can only fall into it.

In the frolic on the bed, reach out and pluck the flower of immorality.

The scent of dyed flowers is so sweet that the hazy moonlight illuminates the darkness.

A girl dancing like a scattered flower.

Like a flower spirit wandering in the eternal night.

Seduced by the sweet juice, he waved his proud wings that stopped lightly.

For the awe-inspiring eyes, light up the heat.

...... softly Smile gracefully.

............ At the moment when his eyes were entangled, he fell in love.

A loud heartβ€”β€”β€”β€”β€”

Just looking at each other, just calling names.

Call names, exchange smiles, and be tempted............

In the frolic of the night, take it off.

A flirtatious blooming love heart.

Drunk and comatose for the scattered flowers.

Drip nectar, sweet aroma.

Corrupted by poison, you can only fall into it.

Even the disobedience has turned into enthusiasm and motivation.

For the atoning of the flower thief, he kept whispering about the love of the imaginary.

"If you want to know.

"I want to know.

Just expose it. 」

I'll expose it. 」

Slowly, the two fell into a chain of sin.

..........................................

If we hadn't metβ€”

If you don't noticeβ€”

The melancholy will be quietly dissolved in the darkness.

Even if you pretend you have no regrets.

Once the line of sight is opposed, it is no longer possible to hide.

When the gaze is entangled, the eyes are skimmed by the shadow falling.

"It's heartbreaking.

"Desirable.

If it's hypocrisy......

If it's a fault......

Even that heart longs to be completely abandoned.

................................................

A flirtatious blooming love heart.

Drunk and comatose for the scattered flowers.

Even if you love, you can't turn it into words.

I can't even touch it, I can only smile.

I can't convey it, I really miss it.

For the flower thief who atoned for his sins, he gushed out the love of the imaginary image.

"You found out.

"If it's what you think.

Please......

Just take me. 」

Playful words vanished into the voidβ€”β€”β€”β€”

Be real.

............ That morning.

Considering Feng Yu, who was still asleep next to the pillow, Li Huo opened his eyes gently.

Thought..................

All the while, I was thinking about how to escape.

But after meeting her, courage appeared in my heart.

It must be so, yes.

..................... I'm going through a kind of test.

Once again, the joy of being alive came to me.

I'm going to work hard...... Stay alive!

............ After that day.

The two have also kept in touch, supporting each other, listening to each other, and supporting each other's work.

Soon, Li Huo left the dimly lit hotel and moved into Feng Yu's home.

The boring work and life continues, every day.

But at the same time, they can see each other's faces every day.

Feng Yu's complexion looked much better, and Li Huo also picked up the dance he hadn't danced for a long time and changed his mood.

He swayed from side to side in the not-so-spacious living room, and after a circle, he raised his hands to the sky.

Li Huo was in a good mood.

He found that just by having someone he liked, the air would be fresh and the sky would look blue.

One person is called lingering, and two people are called each other.

Hey, happiness is just like misfortune, it will suddenly fall from the sky.

And in this world, there is no one who can escape from fate.

.................. In the blink of an eye, a few months have flown by.

"Did you know that if you continue to ignore it, it will only want to ask for more from you?"

Feng Yu was lying on the bed, with Li Huo's arm under his neck.

At this moment, her cat is licking Li Huo's other hand.

Li Huo looked at the black and white cat, ignored it, and did not drive it away.

"Well, but at some point, it's going to find a lesson," he said. ”

After speaking, he gently kissed Feng Yu's head again.

"My grandmother has always had cats," she said...... Cats can see dirty things that people can't see, ghosts, and monsters............ It can also warn the thief to come and chase away strangers in the house. ”

"Really?"

Li Huo raised his head slightly, reached out and poked around the cute spotted cat, rubbed its nose with his joints, and then touched its head.

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It seemed that they were already very close.

"I think your cat is broken. ”

Hum hum ..................

The two laughed sullenly, and Feng Yu touched the cat's neck again, scratching it.

Smack.

The spotted cat ran out of bed.

"Have you ever wondered...... What will happen in the future?" she asked.

Li Huo put his arm around Feng Yu's shoulder.

"You mean...... Next life or something?"

Feng Yu pushed Li Huo's shoulder and motioned for him to stop joking.

"No, I mean tomorrow, until we die. ”

After speaking, she turned over, propped her elbows on the bed, looked at Li Huo's face, and asked him, "Do you believe that there is an afterlife?"

Li Huo blinked and shook his head again.

"I don't know, really. ”

"All I know is ...... There's a lot more I don't know. ”

Feng Yu's eyes rolled, and her dark circles had faded a lot, and her eyes seemed to be very large.

"Well, that sounds reasonable, it's not at all. ”

Hehe............

Li Huo laughed twice, then propped his head up with the palm of his hand, leaned on the pillow, and looked at Feng Yu with interest.

"Okay, little ghost, do you know what will happen to you when you die?"

"Yes, I'm clear. ”

She just looked directly into Li Huo's eyes like that, and nodded her head to show how sure she was.

"Okay, what will happen?"

After a slight pause, Feng Yu gave her answer.

"It's going to rot. ”

"When you die, you rot. ”

Li Huo frowned and said, "Are you so sure?"

Feng Yu's eyes widened. That's unquestionable.

"Yes, this is a fixed pattern, everything has an end, this is a law of physics that does not change for thousands of years. ”

As he spoke, Li Huo gradually got up and propped up the sheets with his elbows.

"So, you don't believe anything?"

Feng Yu shook his head, still staring into Li Huo's eyes.

"There's nothing to believe here, there's nothing to believe. ”

"Believe me, I know, I've seen it through. ”

"My parents believed in everything, the Father, the Son, the gods, the Holy Spirit, the ghosts, the monsters, the souls illuminated by Godβ€”β€”β€”β€”"

Feeling that this example would go on endlessly, Li Huo interrupted Feng Yu's list.

"How old were you?"

A trace of nostalgia and innocence flashed in Feng Yu's eyes.

"At the age of ten, they told me everything, they told me every chapter, every verse, every sentence. ”

"I fell asleep every night listening to a very magical story that said that there is a thing in the world called spiritual power, and everything in the world is made of spiritual power, and it makes everything possible. There are gods who protect people, and there are humans who rebel against the gods and are sent to hell. It's as if the gods have the final say. ”

At this point, she let her body fall to the bed with her own strength, her eyes staring straight at the ceiling.

β€œ...... Then one day, you find out that Santa Claus is not real. ”

β€œ...... I also found out that the tooth fairy was not real. ”

"And there's no 'remote farm' for old dogs. ”

As he spoke, Feng Yu's brows became tighter and tighter.

She shook her head and denied it all.

Then I started looking at the history books and realized that Jesus wasn't real either. ”

She put her hands in front of her eyes, and quickly parted, staring through the gaps in her fingertips at the identical ceiling.

"It's as if the things that make this world magical are just ............ Stories. ”

"It's like that deceitful panacea snake oil, but it's going to be a little worse, because snakes are real after all. ”

Hmph............

The two laughed a few more times.

"I wanted to believe in those magic again...... But one day I accepted the reality. ”

"I can't believe it anymore because life isn't that interesting. It didn't interest me that much. ”

Li Huo closed his eyes, nodded slightly at Feng Yu, and nodded............

He could understand the feeling.

The hustle and bustle of life has long since wiped out the enthusiasm and dreams.

That's when people become boring............

"It's okay, unlike those magic, psychics, and Santa Claus, I'm real, and I'll always be there for you. ”

After listening, Feng Yu turned over, faced Li Huo's face with a smooth back, and was silent for a long time before turning around.

She stared at Li Huo's face with a dim look in her eyes.

She knew that such a promise was just a whim, and she just said it casually.

It's no different from all that magic, psychics, Santa Claus.

"Don't look at me like that. - he said.

"How?", she asked.

"It's like you're a lost puppy. ”

............ After a moment of silence, Feng Yu's eyes when he looked at Li Huo still did not change.

The big eyes of the water spirit were full of doubt, disdain, and disdain.

"You don't believe I'll always be there for you?" - he asked.

"I don't believe it. β€”second answer.

Hearing Feng Yu's very affirmative answer, Li Huo immediately sat up from the bed, sat on the edge of the bed and began to get dressed, looking ready to leave.

Feng Yu didn't know what he wanted to do, so he kept looking at Li Huo with that look.

After thinking about it, I thought that the lie was discovered, and I was going to leave.

Unexpectedly, after he got dressed, he stretched out his hand to himself.

"Okay, let's go. ”

"Where are you going?"

Feng Yu, who was already puzzled, was even more puzzled, but even so, she didn't shake off Li Huo's hand.

That big hand made her feel reassured......