"It's four o'clock in the afternoon. ”

"It's four o'clock in the afternoon?!"

Pan, who was standing in room 20 to greet the new patient, was in a trance and unbelievable for a while.

Today was too smooth.

In smooth water.

The silence scared him a little.

"I, am I going to lie here?"

A weak voice rang in my ears.

Pan Anesthesia tilted his head slightly and saw a thin boy.

The one-size-fits-all hospital gown was worn on him, and he was stunned to wear a king-size feeling.

Thin arms and thin legs, a little uneasy rubbing against each other.

The skin on the face is somewhat dull, and the cheekbones are slightly protruding.

Perhaps it was the environment in the operating room that made him not very comfortable, the boy's eyes were dodgy, and occasionally he raised his eyes, but only looked at Anesthesiologist Pan.

He had an impression of this doctor.

It was the doctor who had come to the ward last night to talk to him about the risks of anesthesia for a long time.

In this unfamiliar environment, when the attending physician was not present, the anesthesiologist who had a good relationship and spoke well was like a straw for him.

"Lie down. ”

Pan came back to his senses and guided the boy to lie down on the operating table.

"Come, put your head here, take off your shirt. ”

The anesthesia intern skillfully took over the chores and began to connect the various leads to the patient.

Pan glanced at the digital clock on the wall again.

Only then did he take a deep breath and start to mix all kinds of medicines again.

A hint of surprise and excitement gradually spread in his heart.

This kind of stable life......

It's amazing!

......

"I'm going to stress to you again the risks of laparotomy. ”

While the anesthesiologists were busy dispensing and adjusting the machine, the chief surgeon walked to the side of the operating table.

"Laparotomy is not a routine operation, and your gastrointestinal bleeding, gastroscopy and colonoscopy have not seen the bleeding point several times, and the possibility of finding the bleeding point by laparotomy is very low, and it may be a blank cut.

You have to think about it.

It's too late to regret it now. ”

The boy's eyes on the operating table were still dodging.

He was actually scared.

Especially when he walked into the operating room where the air conditioning temperature was extremely low and there were only indifferent eyes as far as he could see, lying on the cold operating table.

Next to him were the cold instruments that glowed with cold light.

The smooth mirrors distorted the reflection of his body, which was trembling slightly from the cold or fear.

But he gritted his teeth.

The taste of rust seemed to fill his mouth again.

He hated the taste.

Very nasty.

But in the past few months, his mouth has been filled with this taste almost every while.

He kept vomiting blood.

Sometimes I'm laughing and messing with my buddies.

Sometimes I am shooting with people who hate each other.

Sometimes I pluck up the courage to stop the girl I like.

Then, without warning, "poof"

And then, there is no then.

He hated the frightened looks of his classmates.

He hated the sympathy in the eyes of his rivals.

He hated the little step back that glowing girl.

I also hate the nickname that I don't know when it started, but it spreads rapidly like a virus - "Sister Lin"

He is not surnamed Lin.

It's not a sister either.

All these annoyances add up.

overshadowed his fear of surgery.

At one point, he even had an even crazier and more pessimistic impulse—

Even if it ends up on the operating table......

The boy's lips seemed to be bitten.

His voice trembled, but firm.

"Please, doctor. ”

"Well, good. The surgeon nodded slightly, "We'll look for it carefully." ”

But whether you can find it or not, not necessarily.

The surgeon went to wash his hands and disinfect his hands.

The anesthesia intern helped Pan with everything sorted out.

"Surgeon, can I start anesthesia?"

"Yes. ”

"Teacher, shall we begin?"

Pan replied.

Pinching the medicine, bend down.

In front of him, it was the boy's arm that connected the venous access.

It's a tremor that the other party can't suppress and can't hide.

Why bother?

Pan sighed and picked up the infusion tube with his free fingers.

"Okay!"

Zhang Tianyang's voice seemed to sound faintly in his ears.

Pan's anesthesia produced an instantaneous stress response.

It bounced up with a "brush".

"Isn't he already gone?!"

Why can you still hear his voice?

"Teacher, how do you ......?"

The anesthesia intern looked at his teacher with a puzzled expression, "Aren't we going to be numb?"

"Wait a minute. ”

The glimmer of joy on Pan's face had long since disappeared, replaced by a hint of panic and a vague ...... Just relax?

Why do these two contradictory emotions appear in a person at the same time?

"You!"

Pan anesthesia directly ordered the intern, "Go, you go next door to see if that Dr. Zhang is there!"

"Oh, oh good. ”

The anesthesia intern ran out in confusion.

The patient on the operating table couldn't hold back.

"What, what's wrong? Why don't you go numb......"

The courage he finally mustered.

It's hard to do a good job of mental construction!

Wouldn't it be good to give him a knife directly?

Waiting is the most painful!

"It's fine. ”

Pan shook his head slightly.

He wanted to suppress the uneasiness in his heart.

But without warning, he shivered.

"Shhhh

When the surgical gown on his back was tightly attached to the skin, Pan Anesthesia realized that he didn't know when he was in a cold sweat.

Something is wrong, something is very wrong!

The intern is back.

"Teacher, I said that Dr. Zhang has returned to the department, and he has already left. Are you looking for Dr. Zhang?"

Pan Anesthesia shook his head slightly.

He was starting to doubt himself a little.

Could it be that auditory hallucinations?

Is it because it went too well today?

And then because of PTSD, subconsciously I always feel that something has to happen?

What's the matter.,Do you have a tendency to shake m??

I didn't find it before!

"Teacher, teacher, shall we start anesthesia?"

The anesthesia intern is starting to get a little anxious.

Hurry up and get off work!

Pan was shocked and gritted his teeth, "Wait." ”

Wait a minute.

Wait a little longer.

Pan himself didn't know what he was waiting for.

But his instinct was to wait.

In just a few seconds, he quickly went through the patient's information in his mind.

Male, 15 years old, anemia, multiple episodes of unexplained hematemesis......

That stinky boy isn't in the operating room anymore, but he's here today.

So, what if, the accident he brings is late?

If the problem is the patient, what is the problem?

It's just an open belly probe......

But yesterday's autumn card was just a simple autumn card......

Pan anesthesia felt a little crazy.

But he still refused to be anesthetized.

No, it still doesn't feel right.

Or, do you want to call your own director to watch together?

But for what reason?

Tell the director, I think something might happen?

Then the director of his own house must not kick it over directly?

"Whew-"

Taking a deep breath, Pan felt more nervous than the patient.

"What's your name?"

Anesthesia Pan began to repeatedly confirm the patient's information, the last time he ate and drank, and how he was feeling.

I asked three times in a row.

The boy on the operating table went from an uncontrollable tremor (fear) to an uncontrollable tremor (anger).

"Doctor, didn't you say you were going to anesthetize me?"

Eventually, the patients themselves began to get annoyed.

He frowned and glared at Pan.

"Why don't you ...... yet?"

"Hmm......"

The patient's face changes abruptly.

Pan's face also changed dramatically.

"Poof!"

In the next second, a mouthful of blood spurted out.

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