Hearing this, Chen Shu silently curled up his fingers, and his lips opened. Looking at Xiang Yang's eyes, he was panicked and overwhelmed.

Suddenly getting this news, she couldn't accept it for a while, and she felt her heart tugging, like climbing on a dense ant eating and biting, numb and itchy pain, very uncomfortable.

But with difficulty on his face, he pulled out a gentle and bright smile, and said blessedly:

"Well, I wish you all the best and a bright future in the future. I hope you can become a super super scientist in the future, I wish you to fulfill your wishes, hahaha......"

"Thank you. ”

Chen Shu's hand holding the book was slightly forced, restraining the sourness in his eyes.

She hadn't cried for a long time, and she couldn't remember how long it had been, but it seemed that since the evening when she chatted with the big guy in the corner of the teaching building, she secretly vowed not to encounter anything again, curled up, and was silently licking her wounds in a dark corner, and needed to trouble someone else to take care of her.

She wants to be a warm and bright person who warms others with a smile.

Yes, don't cry.

Holding back his astringent emotions, Chen Shu restrained his emotions and tried to maintain a bright smile on his face. Thinking of something, he took out a few clean and neat notebooks from the desk and handed them to Xiang Yang.

"Oh yes, big guy, you're leaving. Then, then I'll ...... next semester I don't have to help you take notes, hahaha...... Here's all the notes from these two semesters......

Although the big guy said that you borrowed my notes before the exam to take a look. But I was afraid that there would be some accidents, and I was not at school, and when I reviewed separately, you didn't have notes. So when I first wrote it, I wrote it down in two copies. Because the big guy you are rarely in school, I have always helped you keep it, this is the big guy's ......"

Chen Shu said with a smile, ignoring her slightly trembling jawline, which looked very generous, like a friend who warmly wished his friend to go away.

"Thank you......"

Xiang Yang took the thick pile of notes, the expression under the lens paused slightly, his expression was complicated for a moment, and he thanked him softly.

......

The week passed quickly, and Xiang Yang was not completely at school this week, and rushed back to school on Thursday to finish the final exam.

After Lao Chen specially prepared a farewell party for him and said goodbye to his high school classmates, Xiang Yang's high school career in No. 3 Middle School was completely over.

Looking at Xiang Yang's figure gradually disappearing at the door of the class, Chen Shu clenched his fists. Turning his head to look at the desk around him that was cleaned up and clean, without a trace of dust and nothing, he didn't know why his eyes were sour and uncomfortable, and his heart was empty.

Although this seat is always empty on weekdays, there are still books occupying the seats, and this desk retains the mark of the big guy. But from this moment on, this desk is just a desk...... He won't come back.

Chen Shu's white fingertips lightly touched the desk, and the temperature of the big man still seemed to be on the desk.

She doesn't want to have a lifetime of regrets, and if she doesn't say something, she will never have a chance in this life.

At that moment, I didn't know where to muster up the courage, Chen Shu didn't have time to pull up the zipper of the schoolbag, and pulled the schoolbag and chased it in the direction where Xiangyang left outside the classroom.

......

At sunset, the rainbow is woven into brocade, and the soft and warm light fills the whole sky.

The willow trees fluttering on both sides of the road, the low-rise buildings around the campus, the standing street signs, and the asphalt-colored cedar road...... All of them are dyed orange and red in the evening.

"I'm sorry. ”

Xiang Yang looked at Chen Shu in front of him, his eyes were a little helpless, and he sighed softly, but he didn't expect Chen Shu to finally choose to talk to him.

Looking down at Chen Shu's expression, his expression was a little complicated and unbearable, but in the end, he still refused.

Looking at Chen Shu, who hadn't cried for a long time, and looking at the way his tears fell little by little, he sighed slightly, took out a tissue and handed it over.

"I'm sorry. Xiang Yang repeated it in a low voice.

His friends in the main world say that he is an indifferent person, who looks very warm on the outside, but in fact he is very cold on the inside, and sometimes he is outrageously affectionate. Perhaps, he thought......

He just saw it very clearly, and he didn't want to hurt others, and he didn't want to torture himself......

He can't stand the feeling of being truly in love with someone only to see that person die before his eyes. I can't stand the death of the person I love, disappear completely, and after I leave that mission world, I take the memories of getting along with me alone, and replay and torture myself over and over again.

And if the floodgates are opened, his feelings are not restrained, there is Chen Shu in this world, and he can't guarantee whether there will be a second Chen Shu in the future world.

First, he didn't want to be like that, he didn't want to disrespect the girls he liked, and he didn't want to respect his feelings. Second, this kind of torture comes a few more times, and no matter how strong his soul is, he will also have an emotional breakdown and lose himself in a trance.

So he never had the idea of starting a relationship in the mission world.

......

After hearing this, Chen Shu's tears poured out of his eyes like pearls with broken threads, falling big drops, but there was a relieved look in his eyes. She said it, and she didn't regret it.

Tears flowed down his cheeks, and the corners of Chen Shu's mouth pulled up a relieved and gentle smile, looked at Jian Xiangyang with a smile, and asked expectantly:

"Jian Xiangyang, can we still be friends......? I mean, if I'm bullied in the future, will you still smash the bottle to help me out like you used to?"

"Yes. ”

"Life is long, and you'll meet a lot of knights who are willing to stand up for you, and I will do before they appear. ”

But others...... It's not you.

Tears rolled down the corners of his mouth, still smiling.

She didn't expect that she would crawl out of the dark corner, become dazzling, and have many friends and even suitors that she didn't dare to think of before. She is getting better and better, and she has become someone she couldn't have imagined before.

But the man who had pulled her out as she was huddled in the mud dodging the pain of her punches and kicks was now leaving her world......

That emotion was really complicated, he taught her self-esteem, self-love, and self-reliance, but left when she began to shine. She thought she would never meet such a person again in her future life.

A person who speaks coldly, but his heart is extremely gentle and warm.

"Okay, can I walk with you? I'll see you later, I don't know when. I want to send you can?"

"Good. ”

Chen Shu shrugged his nose, it was useless to hold a tissue, wiped his tears with his arm, held his schoolbag, and walked beside Xiang Yang in small steps.

As the sun sets over the western horizon, the color of the sky is like overturning the floating orange-red paint, and the beauty is like a splashed ink painting.

ps: Chapter 1, Chapter 2 will be OK right away.