She is terrified every time, because she doesn't trust Qi Huixian, Qi Huixian is not a mother who will maintain the dignity of her children, she will only hurt Wang Zhao's self-esteem again and again. At the relatives, Wang Zhao has long been faceless, but the teachers and classmates don't know about her family's affairs, she is afraid that they will know, relatives can not be seen, learning is not to go, learning is her spiritual sustenance throughout her youth.

However, she was afraid of something, the head teacher was still talking on the podium, but Qi Huixian quarreled with the parents of her classmates, and the teachers of the whole school came to persuade her, but the parents of the classmates did not want to quarrel with her.

Qi Huixian became famous, and Wang Zhao followed suit. The students of the whole school are passing on her mother's glorious deeds, Wang Zhao did not participate in the parent-teacher meeting, the spittle stars of your words and my words are splashing from all directions, no matter if she doesn't want to listen, she can't do it, in these words, she assembled it, and repeatedly reviewed Qi Huixian's glorious deeds.

When the principal came back from a business trip and learned about it, she had a gloomy face for several days and called all the teachers in her class to the office for a talk. The teachers didn't say anything to her, but Wang Zhao felt that the eyes of the teachers looking at her had changed, and they had become weird, as if they had seen through her family and what kind of mother she had.

Wang Zhao went home and questioned Qi Huixian, Qi Huixian said that those parents scolded her, Wang Zhao asked her what she scolded, she didn't say whether she was alive or dead, Wang Zhao said that if they scolded you, you will tell the head teacher, why do you want to beat people.

Qi Huixian argued that the head teacher didn't listen, and they didn't give her a chance to explain.

Then you cry, aren't you very good at crying, Wang Zhao stomped his feet in anger, as soon as you cried, grandparents, uncles and aunts, uncles and aunts all had to listen to you, and even grandma's dog didn't dare to gasp.

I'm not for you, I'm so angry for you, Qi Huixian cried, knelt on the ground and cried and shouted.

She's here again, she's here again.

She will never be able to communicate, and she will always be annoying to people.

Wang Zhao began to be more taciturn than before, before silence was disdainful of participating in small groups, was active, and had more or less the pride of being an honor student, but now no one wants to take the initiative to talk to her, play with her, she is passively abandoned. This is what it was like when I was a student, female classmates love to follow the crowd, if any girl is on Wang Zhao's side, then this girl is destined to be ostracized, no one wants to take risks for one, just a classmate's Wang Zhao.

After the final exams, the school selects 10 students from each grade to participate in the summer camp, and the school pays for the camp and rewards the best 10 students in each grade. Wang Zhao especially wanted to go, she could leave home temporarily and leave Qi Huixian when she went to the summer camp, she thought she was also qualified to go, and she also took the first place in the whole grade in the final exam, and she was excellent in sports, labor, and art, but she was not in the final list.

The class teacher's explanation was that the top 20 students in the grade were voted on, and the list was determined openly and fairly.

Wang Zhao said that this voting system is unreasonable, and the head teacher said that there is no perfect system, as long as most of the students approve it.

Wang Zhao asked her again how many votes she had won.

The head teacher was silent for a while, and then asked her to go to the bulletin board on the playground to look at it herself. She rushed to the playground and stood in front of the shop window staring at the black letters on a red background, her self-esteem shattered once again.

Wang Zhao: 1 vote.

That vote was cast by herself, each main teacher had one vote, no teacher voted for her, she got the highest score in the whole grade, and the mathematics was directly fifteen points higher than the second place, but she was no longer a student that the teachers liked.

Qi Huixian made a big fuss at the parent-teacher meeting, and the math teacher reached out to persuade her, but Qi Huixian bit her arm and her skin was broken. The math teacher who loves beauty, her skin is as light as a light bulb, she has an inconspicuous pimple on her face, and she will apply some acne liquid from time to time after class.

Out of the first class, not rated as an excellent class.

All kinds of things, the teacher is also a person, Wang Mingbai. If she is selected as a summer camp student, the teachers will have to meet with her parents again and ask Qi Huixian to sign for approval. She didn't want the teachers to see her mother, but the teachers cooperated with her, and if they could, they wouldn't see her.

She understands it all.

But Wang Zhao was not convinced, whether it was Qi Huixian's behavior, or the alienation of other classmates, what did it have to do with her personality, conduct, and studies, and what did she not meet the requirements of the summer camp students, fourteen-year-old Wang Zhao rushed directly to the principal's office and asked the principal in person.

The principal called the head teacher.

The final result was that she replaced the girl who won the tenth place in the vote, and the girl was going to go on vacation with her family, which Wang Zhao only found out afterwards. She was immersed in a victory without happiness, sitting alone in the last row of the bus, playing games with the team leader, living in a room, and eating at a table.

There were no surprises, and I didn't meet new friends, but I just changed places, I was in a daze alone, watching the sky, and I suffered the same pain as when I lived under the same roof with Qi Huixian. But not being happy does not mean regretting, this quota originally belonged to her, it was her thing, others couldn't take it, and she had to snatch it back if someone else took it, even if she tried her best, even if it was meaningless to snatch this thing back.

Because this kind of thing is an affirmation of her life.

Han Xiaoyin ran over with a smile, her ponytail flung into the sky, and Wang Zhao came back to his senses: "It's done?"

"Well, I heard that I was your assistant, and the director opened a green channel for me. ”

"Don't get involved with me, you're going to be a legal aid lawyer, not me. ”

The two talked back to the car, and just as school was out, groups of students crossed the zebra crossing. A woman who is about the same age as Wang Zhao, if she gets married and has children before the age of twenty-seven or eighteen, the child will also reach the age of elementary school, and when she is in her thirties, she will still think about the little things when she was studying, and she will remember the purpose, and her mood will fluctuate, and she seems to be sentimental.

But she is a memory, not nostalgia, what she recalls is the humanity that changed her entire personality and the trajectory of her entire life. In the young years, a little thing is enough to shake the desperate spring, summer, autumn and winter of a teenager, because the economy is not yet independent, the mind is not mature, where there is a way to escape, can only be carried in a cruel, cold, uncontrollable environment, day by day to lower the head lower, day by day into another self.

"Mr. Wang, you really should take the time to work here for half a day, compared to us being robbed of business, the people who go to the assistance center for help are more pitiful, I just met an old man, his daughter is suspected of committing a crime, and he can't afford to hire a lawyer, so apply for legal aid." ”