But these are not known today, I have long been clear about Li Po's personality, and I have long realized that I have nothing, and the reason why I am falling into the abyss now is also due to my own stupidity. If it weren't for Li Po's arrival, if it wasn't for her saying anything "on behalf of her son", Shen Xi would still be waiting for the man who said that he swore an oath and also beat her with a heavy hand, and gave her a little mercy when the two parted ways.

Relying on this bit of pity, he delusionally thought that he had loved himself, and she Shen Xi was a woman worthy of love.

Does she still love Qin He? Firewood, rice, oil and salt, working day and night, I am afraid that every woman who is like her who takes the responsibility of raising her children by herself will not often think about the ethereal questions of "does he love me" and "do I love him", love has become a "sense of ritual" placed in the circle of friends during the festival, and gifts such as flowers, candlelight dinners, and jewelry are signs of "he loves me" or "I love him".

When love is objectified, it transforms from an emotional experience into an object with a price tag. And the throbbing heart of youth, people talk at night after dusk, and the situation when love sprouts is far forgotten in the years. It's not so much that Shen Xi still loves Qin He, it is better to say that what she loves is the joy of the family, what she loves is the children who grow up healthily in this family, and what she loves is the love she thinks brings about a perfect home state.

She walked across the bridge and remembered what Han Xiaoyin had said that "domestic violence is favorable evidence in divorce", and her feet suddenly became heavy as lead. Leaning on the edge of the bridge, I called Yu Zhen, my college roommate, who is now also a teacher in a kindergarten.

pinched the index, the two have not been in touch for more than half a year, and the days are passing day by day.

"Zhenzhen, what's going on with class?"

"No, I'm in the hospital today. ”

"What's wrong with you?"

"My son broke his head and just got stitches, and it me off. ”

"Huh, you fell in kindergarten?"

"I fell at home, there are a lot of things in the kindergarten in the past two days, I asked my husband to take the child to sleep at night, he was good, he fell asleep first, his son fell out of bed so loudly he didn't hear it, the child cried wow, he snored, you said that you are not angry, and you don't have a long heart when you are a father. ”

Shen Xi smiled awkwardly, she originally wanted to find someone to talk casually, but now she has become Yu Zhen's emotional trash can, how can she be qualified to evaluate other people's husbands, so she said lightly: "What are you busy with in the garden?"

"It's not because something happened to your principal, we have to write a moral guarantee letter, what kind of prevention plan, you say that the male teacher writes it, and our female teacher still has to write it, really. There is no old man at home to help, and my husband is not strong, I am going to work every day to take other people's children, and come back to get my own children, the dogs are not as tired as me, but fortunately, the children are fine, if I fall well, I will have the heart of divorce. ”

"Have you really thought about divorce?" Shen Xi just wanted to say that she wanted to divorce, but Yu Zhen interrupted her and said: "No way, you said that I didn't have a pair of fiery eyes before I gave birth to a child, how do you know that my man will be lazy to become such a virtuous person, hey, your life is the best in our dormitory, your husband can earn money, and he is good to you, her daughter is versatile, you are simply a winner in life, you will show affection in the circle of friends in the future, and it will sour us to death." I don't expect the person in my family to send me flowers and gifts, he can share some of the burden for me, and I will be Amitabha. ”

Shen Xizhen couldn't wait to get into the ground, it turned out that she was such a person in the eyes of her friends, she really lacked something to show off.

She prevaricated a few words, but Yu Zhen's bitter water couldn't be spit out, and she couldn't turn her mouth anymore, so she reluctantly hung up the phone.

She called her brother Shen Ming and said that the money would be repaid later. Shen Ming was hesitant for a while, yawned for a while, the keyboard crackled, I couldn't hear his attitude, he was kind, Shen Xi could feel warm, he was indifferent, and he could find a reason to be angry, but he just didn't like to match, you said I would accompany you to chatter, if you don't say it, I won't say it.

He didn't even think about the purpose of Shen Xi's call, and he didn't even seem to care who he was talking to.

"Brother, where is Mom?"

"Mom, Shen Xi!" Shen Ming hurriedly handed over the phone.

Qian Xinmei came up and said: "Shen Xi, when will you pay back your brother's money! Your two nephews are going to take interest classes, waiting for the money, Mom is really not partial, now it's different from before, if your sister-in-law knows, she can't quarrel with your brother." ”

It's not that Shen Xi doesn't understand his mother, which married woman doesn't understand a little bit of human sophistication. Qian Xinmei lives with her son, and her relationship with her daughter-in-law couldn't be better, her sister-in-law can coax Qian Xinmei around, that is Zhou Yao's ability, Shen Xi is not jealous. What Shen Xi minded was why Qian Xinmei didn't ask what she was borrowing money for, Qin He was so able to make money, why did she come out to borrow money.

Yes, in the relationship between her and Qian Xinmei, it is normal for Qian Xinmei not to ask, and she has no such habit, but didn't Qian Xinmei say it, now it is different from before. Now Shen Xi is surrounded by people who are not related to her, it is a strange family that she only came into contact with in her twenties, hasn't Qian Xinmei also been married, hasn't she also given birth to children, why can't she teach her some experience.

Shen Xi said in a daze: "Mom, what happened when we separated from our grandparents?"

"What are you asking for? ”

"I'm curious. ”

"You have nothing to do to live your little life well, care more about Qin He, respect your mother-in-law more, have a good daughter-in-law in the family, three generations of happiness, have an evil daughter-in-law in the family, and suffer three generations of sin. ”

Inevitably, high-sounding. Shen Xi gave up, she felt that even if she tried hard to get close to Qian Xinmei, Qian Xinmei would stride back to keep the distance between the two of them.

She said, "Mom, hang up first." ”

Qian Xinmei advised: "Pay back your brother's money early." ”

Shen Xi sweated, hollowing out his body temperature, even the roots of his teeth were cold, almost suffocating, and he really had to leave here quickly to stop the urge to jump off the bridge.

I have to pay the piano tuition for Xiaohe, I have already asked, the new teacher has 1,000 yuan per lesson, and the tuition fee has doubled. She has to work to earn money to pay back, earn money to renew her tuition, and commit suicide? She is not qualified.

Wang Zhao didn't look at Lu Ying, stared at the file in front of him, and hurriedly flipped through it.

"Auntie. ”

"You call Sister Han Xiaoyin, call me Auntie, am I that old?"

"Sister. ”

"Call me Lawyer Wang. ”

"Lawyer Wang. ”

"Don't you have to go to kindergarten today? Your mother has entered the detention center, and you can't go to school?"

"I'll go when my mom is decided. Lu Xiang stood cheekily, his little hands clasped on the corner of the table, and his expression contained a subtle stammer. It has always been the child who makes mistakes, and the parents ask people everywhere to beg for help, but her role is reversed.