Chapter VI
- In 2019
After listening to Yan Weichen's roar, Song Luoluo looked confused, and she asked softly, "Weichen, what are you talking about?"
After that, Yan Weichen hugged him tighter and continued: "In order not to stimulate you anymore, our diary has been kept by me. At that time, your condition deteriorated for a while, and you were admitted to the hospital in your junior year of high school. After I went to college, I wanted to take you with me, but you still thought I was still in my third year of high school, and after I was discharged from the hospital, I stupidly looked for me in the fourth middle school for a year. I sometimes really suspect that you forgot about me during the summer vacation of your junior year of high school just to get revenge on me. ”
Song Luoluo still couldn't believe it, but he couldn't break free from Yan Weichen's confinement, so he continued to ask: "If these are true, how did I get admitted to university, I am still in the foreign language department, why do I know." Weichen, this joke is not funny. ”
Yan Weichen replied next: "I was the English tutor during the summer vacation of your third year of high school, but you still forgot about me, your condition had improved by that time, and you already had the ability to learn. So, your grandmother approached the school leaders and considered letting you into the school as appropriate. It's also because you wanted to go to Shanghai University at that time. Lolo, I beg you, remember me this time, remember us for a long time, your forgetfulness really hurts me. ”
So, after going back that night, Song Luoluo took two identical diaries, sat on the bed, and quickly began to flip through and compare.
—October 5, 2016
"You can't go out alone in the future!"
"But you're not here, I'm scared alone. ”
"If you're scared later, just call me, I'll be there at any time. ”
"Good!"
—October 6, 2016
"Who are you, don't follow me!"
"I'm Weichen, we wrote in the book yesterday, go to the doctor today!"
“...... You are Yan Weichen. ”
"Yes. ”
—October 7, 2016
"I don't want to stay in the hospital, I'm going to find Weichen, I'm going to find Weichen......"
"Luo Luo, grandma will go to him for you. ”
"Wei Chen, Wei Chen, Wei Chen......"
—November 6, 2016
"Weichen, I'm sorry, I'm in trouble again! I didn't mean to get lost. ”
"Don't say sorry to me, never say it, you're not wrong. ”
"Wei Chen......"
- In 2019
Song Luoluo turned halfway, she didn't have the courage to turn down again, she closed the diary vigorously, and tears also fell, in the face of this strange past, now there is only fear left, at this time, Yan Weichen heard the sound and entered, and saw Song Luoluo with tears in his eyes, he hurriedly stepped forward, wiped away her tears for her, and blamed himself, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said it now, Luoluo, I like you, and I'm more qualified to say I love you, I want to protect you, just like in high school." ”
Song Luoluo looked at Yan Weichen and said with a crying voice: "Yan Weichen, you are really cruel and selfish! I am already with you, why do you still have to say it, why do you let me face the strange past alone!"
"You're not alone, I'm here! I'll always protect you. Yan Weichen explained urgently.
As soon as the words fell, Song Luoluo stood up and wanted to escape, but was pulled tightly by Yan Weichen in time and said, "Where are you going? You can't go out alone." ”
Song Luoluo turned around and shouted reluctantly: "Please, don't treat me as a patient! I'm Song Luoluo, I'm a normal person!" With that, she shook off Yan Weichen's hand and ran out, almost knocking down Yan Zilin, who was eavesdropping outside the door.
Song Luoluo saw that she was fine, so she rushed out of the door, followed by Yan Weichen and chased out, the same snatched the door out, the street was quiet and frightening, Song Luoluo ran while crying, and didn't pay attention to Yan Weichen who was chasing her behind, "Luoluo, you stop, if there is anything to say, we will talk slowly, and if there is any problem, we will deal with it together!"
After running for a long time, Song Luoluo suddenly stopped, turned around and ran towards Yan Weichen, threw himself into his arms and cried loudly, crying from time to time: "Don't, I don't forget, I don't forget all this......"
- In 2016
Song Luoluo stood at the door of the psychiatric department of the hospital, waiting for Yan Weichen to come back with the medicine, watching people come and go, Song Luoluo became more and more anxious, she was about to leave, Yan Weichen came back, she hurriedly ran to him, and said weakly: "You are finally back!"
Yan Weichen pinched Song Luoluo's cheek dotingly and said, "Even if I want to run, I will run with you! I want to go to Shanghai to study at a university and go to a city with our memories." ”
"Uh-huh, let's go to Shanghai together!" Song Luoluo smiled sweetly at Yan Weichen.
Today's weather is good, the breeze is very comfortable, and the people around him are also very gentle, Song Luoluo couldn't help but stand on tiptoe and kiss Yan Weichen's cheek, and said softly: "Weichen, it's good to have you, if I forget you tomorrow, you must tell me!"
Yan Weichen let out an "um" and promised: "Fool, I will always be happy to tell you." After a pause, "Do you still like the stars?"
Song Luoluo thought for a while and said, "I hope you are holding the stars in the sky and your eyes are full of me and proposing to me." This is what you wrote down in my journal. ”
Yan Weichen touched Song Luoluo's head and said to himself: Luoluo, hurry up and think about it, okay? Then he asked: "Tomorrow Saturday, will I take you to take a photo? I heard that a large sky full of stars is planted in the suburbs." ”
"Okay, okay!" Song Luoluo was immediately happy when he heard that it was full of stars, and quickly nodded.
The next day, Song Luoluo got up early, but went to the appointment in a school uniform, Yan Weichen saw it, covered his face and cried and laughed, which provoked Song Luoluo to cover his cheeks shyly, "What are you laughing at!" Coincidentally, Yan Weichen captured this scene, and when he checked it, he said in unexpected surprise: "It's so good-looking." ”
"I'll see. Song Luoluo stepped forward to take a look, but frowned and said, "Is it good-looking?" Facing Song Luoluo's question, Yan Weichen replied with a serious face: "Of course it's good-looking." ”
Song Luoluo ran into the flower field with a smile, satisfied like a child, in a posture that was pleasing to Yan Weichen's eyes, but Bai Mumei at this time was very different from the laughter at this moment.
- Bai Mumei's diary
Ah Wei, it has been decades since we were separated on Xiaoshan Island, where are you? I deeply feel the helplessness of distance, I miss you, I miss you, I want to rush to you immediately, hug you tightly, feel your temperature! If there is still a chance, I still want to follow behind you, help you pick up the book that Mr. threw on the ground, I still want to wipe away the sweat left by the exercise for you, I still want to make you one set of clothes after another......
When Bai Mumei finished writing the last word, tears fell on the notebook, she got up and pulled out a tissue, left the product of heartbreak on the paper, and threw it into the trash.
At this time, the doctor called, "Hello, Ms. Bai. ”
"Doctor Zhao is you, what's the matter?"
"Your granddaughter's medical records, we handed over to Dr. Li, who is studying overseas, and he said that your granddaughter's condition may not be 'Alzheimer's', and he will go to Beijing next month and he wants to see you. ”
“...... I'm sorry, but I don't want my granddaughter to go to the hospital to suffer again, and I feel sorry for Dr. Lee. ”
"Okay, you still have a month to think about it, feel free to contact me if you can. Excuse me, goodbye. ”
"Okay, goodbye. Bai Mumei, who hung up the phone, was very entangled, she wanted Song Luoluo to recover her health, but she didn't want her to go to the hospital to suffer.
At the same time, in the suburbs of Beijing, the camera was still "clicking", and Yan Weichen was still happy, "Yes, stand there...... Bow your head slightly...... Lean a little ......"
Everything is so beautiful, pink, white, purple, blue starry sky, but even more set off Song Luoluo's beautiful flowering age, but God has never liked the most perfect results.
"Luo Luo!" Yan Weichen hurriedly threw down the camera and ran to Song Luoluo, who suddenly fainted with a nosebleed, and just after he left with her in his arms, the blood re-dyed the stars in the sky!
【Hospital】
Yan Weichen anxiously paced back and forth at the door of the emergency room, and after a while, Bai Mumei also hurried over, and she asked Yan Weichen urgently: "Weichen, what's going on?"
Yan Weichen explained: "We were taking pictures, but Luo Luo suddenly had a nosebleed and fainted!"
At this time, the doctor came over, and Bai Mumei asked anxiously, "Doctor, how is my granddaughter?"
"Did your granddaughter have any previous illnesses? After our investigation, she may have a cerebral infarction!"
"What?" Yan Weichen looked puzzled, so he stepped forward and asked, "Doctor, how did she get a cerebral infarction? She had a family of 'Alzheimer's disease' before!"
The doctor explained: "Cerebral infarction and Alzheimer's disease are very similar in the first and middle stages, so mistakes are common. I recommend hospitalization and observation for a while. In this way, you will know what kind of disease you have. ”
Bai Mumei suddenly thought of Dr. Li, so she refused: "I don't agree, after my granddaughter wakes up, I will take her away!" With that, she walked past the doctor, pushed the door in, and sat on the edge of Song Luoluo's bed. But Yan Weichen asked the doctor, "Doctor, what will happen if she keeps taking memantine?"
"If you don't find out the condition and take medicine indiscriminately, it will aggravate the condition and even reduce your lifespan!"
Yan Weichen was frightened, he hurriedly ran to Bai Mumei's side and told the doctor what he said, but Bai Mumei said: "What kind of illness my granddaughter has, I know in my heart, Weichen, don't listen to the doctor's nonsense!"
Yan Weichen wanted to continue to dissuade, but was interrupted by Song Luoluo's awakening, her expression was dull, terrifying like a doll in a painting, motionless, Bai Mumei was frightened by the scene in front of her, she gently shook Song Luoluo, "Luoluo, Luoluo......" but Song Luoluo continued to whisper to herself: Weichen!
Yan Weichen hurriedly went to the other side of Song Luoluo, shook her hand and said, "Luoluo, I'm here, don't scare me!"
As soon as the words fell, Song Luoluo suddenly screamed, sat up, and laughed: "You are all deceived by me! What can I do!" After that, the three of them fell into a quiet atmosphere, Song Luoluo timidly looked at Bai Mumei and then looked at Yan Weichen, all with a serious face, so he had to bow his head and say aggrievedly: "I was wrong, I shouldn't make this kind of joke!"
Bai Mumei poked Song Luoluo's head, and said slightly angrily: "Dead girl!" Then she looked at Yan Weichen and said, "Weichen, you look at her, I'll pay the bill." ”
"Okay. ”
After Bai Mumei left, Song Luoluo tilted his head to look at Yan Weichen, and said with a flattering smile: "Weichen, do you want to eat sugar?"
Yan Weichen couldn't help but smile, and said helplessly: "Next time it's like this, I'll sell you!"
"Pork is worthless!" Song Luoluo blurted out anxiously.
"I didn't say you were a pig. ”
"Ahh