"When is the surgery?" asked Wangtaka.

"I'm not sure, I'll wait until the wound on my face heals. And when I was in a car accident, I lost a little too much blood, and now I am a little anemic, and I have to raise it for a while. "Sumaruko is a little gloomy.

Wang Taika nodded: "Actually, it's not bad, this time is not long, it is not short, but you are recovering so fast now, it's good." I remember when I came to see you, I had to push you in a wheelchair. Now you can walk slowly with the help of others, which is really nice. ”

When Su Maruko heard this, he asked, "Oba, I'm sorry, I can't help you with anything over there." ”

Wang Taika didn't care at all, but teased: "I didn't expect you to apologize to me this day! It's not easy, hahaha, that shows sincerity, say a few more words." ”

Su Maruko was helpless: "I'm serious, okay." ”

Wang Taika smiled: "I know, there are Juli and them on the XB side." And I was afraid that you wouldn't have anything to do. The location is reserved for you, and I will definitely come back when you are better. Hahaha, but that's not a paid vacation!"

"Profiteer!" Su Maruko was angry and funny, if it wasn't for the inconvenience of being injured now, he would definitely pounce on Wang Taika to show him how powerful he was.

The two of them talked and laughed, and time passed very quickly. When Wang Taika and Su Maruko chatted until they were a little thirsty, they realized that so much time had passed.

"Well, it's time. Then I'll go back. Wang Taika stood up.

Su Maruko was a little reluctant, but she covered it up just right, and just said in a relaxed tone: "Okay, it's this time, then you should be careful on the way back." Well...... You're going straight home?"

Wang Taika scratched his head: "Other than that, it seems that there is nowhere to go." What's going on?"

"No, I just wanted to ask. Su Maruko nodded, and then couldn't help but ask, "Then you...... Coming by car?"

"Otherwise?" Wang Taika cried and laughed, and then asked, "Are you reluctant to let me go?"

Su Maruko smiled and said, "Every time you say goodbye, you should be solemn, after all, ......"

"Come on, I have a hunch that it's not a good thing to say. Don't curse me, I'm also your life-saving benefactor!" Wang Taika said with a smile: "I'll help you back to the hospital bed first, and then I'll go." Otherwise, if you sit here, I won't worry. ”

Su Maruko was very obedient this time, and nodded: "Okay." ”

Wang Taika stretched out his hand and gently held Su Maruko's arm, and the other hand gently held Su Maruko's waist. And Sumaruko walks very slowly, step by step.

But after taking two steps, Su Maruko did not help his arm, as well as the hand on his waist, he suddenly felt a little gloomy, sighed and said a word.

"I suddenly regretted not agreeing to let you take me to the park. ”

Wang Taika smiled when he heard this: "I will come to see you in a few days, there is a lot of time." ”

After listening to this, Su Maruko suddenly sighed for no reason, and said: "I always say this, there is a lot of time, a long time, but many things are always things in the blink of an eye." When I was younger, I always hoped that time would pass quickly, waiting to grow up quickly, and it felt so far away. I don't know how lately, but I like to dream a lot. And when I dreamed at the beginning, I was before the crown, and I was actually a trainee, you remember, you know?"

Wang Taika held Su Maruko, feeling that Su Maruko's body seemed to be very light and light, and even a little thin, and agreed: "Well, I knew by chance before, and it is said that he was also selected for the reserve when he was young, and later quit because of some of his personal affairs." ”

Su Maruko blinked and smiled, "Yes." I was so young at the time, and I even miss the days when I didn't become a trainee before I came into contact with these things. Even if you have a lot of troubles, you can chase and run in the bright sunshine. At that time, I didn't realize what the concept of time was, there was no time to pass, there was no wind and rain, no sorrow, and there was no song that I wanted to sing or not. How simple it was then, as if as long as you keep running around, the contradiction will be lost tomorrow without any concept. ”

Wang Taika glanced at Su Wanzi in emotion, and suddenly his heart sank. Then he quietly asked, "And then, what's changed?"

"Now?" Su Maruko thought for a moment and said in a relaxed tone as much as possible: "Slowly, growing up to experience things that I don't want to experience, hesitation, frustration, and excitement....... All the unhappy words that I learned in class have slowly been experienced in reality. I feel that time will be quietly extended infinitely, and I began to accept the sweets and sorrows of life, and slowly learned to deal with problems and learn to tolerate. I always wonder if I can go back to the simple feeling I had at the beginning, but when I really try it, I feel bored...... That's probably it. ”

Wang Taika held Su Maruko and did not continue to speak. Because at this time he had realized a very bad thing.

Maybe others won't notice this, but as a person with bipolar disorder, Wang Taika understands very well what kind of psychology Su Wanzi is now.

It's the kind of thing that seems to suddenly get old, even in their seventies and eighties, and they begin to look less forward to the future, and only miss the younger days.

But this kind of thing is not normal for this kind of thing to happen to Su Maruko, such a young girl. Because it will only bring endless loss.

Because it's ...... A precursor to depression!

Wang Taika understands that although Su Maruko pretends to be okay on the surface, she is actually under too much pressure inside. It can even be said that compared to the wounds on the body that are still bleeding faintly, the shadow in the heart is an indelible serious injury.

However, this is also reasonable, after all, after a major setback, people will be enveloped in sorrow for a period of time. If it can be discovered and enlightened in time, then everything will quietly go on the right track.

But if you don't pay attention to it, then those invisible depressions will increase little by little, day by day. In the end, it is like a flood beast, which can no longer be controlled, destroying all hope of a person in a very short time. And with that outcome, the likelihood of being cured is already very low.

Many people only care about the scars on Su Maruko's body, but they forget that her heart is already full of scars and scars. Those pains are almost irreversible.

But the most terrifying thing is that Sumaruko hides everything very well. Perhaps, in her opinion, this is a kind of strength that can not worry the people around her. But this actually pushed me closer to the endless abyss little by little.

And these, if it weren't for the fact that Wang Taika himself also suffers from severe bipolar disorder, so he has some empathy, then he would not have noticed it in the slightest.

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