As a result, it turned out to be neither a career nor a life.

If his work can be a little easier and a little more time, for example, he also goes to be a civil servant and does a 9-to-5 job in the morning, then he and Fan Qi will have another ending.

She was frightened by the assumptions that popped up, and the lawyer who had only been working for a long time quit and said that she loved her job. But as soon as the name Fan Qi came out, it lingered, and he couldn't help but take out his mobile phone to open WeChat, Fan Qi only posted one circle of friends today, it was Xinjiang cuisine for dinner, taken from all angles, and made up nine pictures, he often sent food in the circle of friends, and today is no exception.

For Han Xiaoyin, the afternoon was unpleasant, but for him, it didn't matter.

Déjà vu experience, if it weren't for this circle of friends, she hadn't remembered it, in the era when there was no WeChat and Renren.com was prevalent, there was a boy who followed her to self-study every day, and bought her supper from the stall at the school gate, she seemed to think that this boy had a little meaning to her, but nothing happened, and then he had a girlfriend, not her.

People are often talking about themselves when they get to the bottom of it, Han Xiaoyin's mentality has not collapsed, but it is uncomfortable, very uncomfortable. She wanted to delete Fan Qi's WeChat, but she felt that deleting it seemed stingy, so she didn't delete it, it wasn't not, it wasn't deleted, it was uncomfortable anyway. A subway came, but she couldn't squeeze in, so she had no choice but to wait for the next one, and a group of people came, which was more crowded than just now, but she was not in a hurry, and her mood was quite low.

"You're a lawyer at Jingcheng?"

The person who asked was a strange young man, dressed as a salesman, Han Xiaoyin glanced at him, pretending not to hear, afraid that he would sell, although he was curious how he knew which law firm she was.

The man continued: "I saw the bag in your hand, no offense, sorry. ”

Han Xiaoyin reacted, she was carrying a canvas bag engraved with the name of the law firm in her hand, and glanced at the man again in a polite way to a stranger, he looked tall and sven, not like a bad person, but who knows, she had no intention of taking care of him.

"I have an old classmate who is also a lawyer at Jingcheng. ”

It won't be a pick-up, Han Xiaoyin turned around and wanted to leave, but the man stepped forward two times, stuffed her with a business card and said, "You can come to me if you need it, thank you." ”

Han Xiaoyin looked at the business card and walked faster, he was really a salesman, and he sold a wide range of products, skin care products, feminine products, and even pregnancy tests.

Lewd, she casually threw her business card into the trash, knowing that there was no good man who took the initiative to approach her.

Finally got on the subway, transferred, the skin on her face became more and more oily, and the little girl sitting next to her was wearing a wide knitted thick sweater, wearing headphones and hanging her head, and her gentle long curly hair was the appearance of being favored by the world. Han Xiaoyin looked at the car window, the silence around her was depressed, she obviously wanted to empty her head and not think about anything, but tomorrow's work arrangements were squeezed in one after another, this is what she experienced as a night.

At night in the city, ordinary families live ordinary years of firewood, rice, oil and salt.

Shen Xi arrived home early today, went to the vegetable market to buy a lot of vegetables, just dead river shrimp, the price is half cheaper than live river shrimp, buy it back and burn it quickly, it tastes very fresh, discounted lotus root, put some meat and water chestnuts to make lotus root balls, Xiaohe ate three in one go, and ate very happily, after the meal, she accompanied Xiaohe to practice the piano.

It's rare to have a mother to accompany her, Xiaohe plays quite hard, in fact, Xiaohe doesn't need her to accompany her when she practices the piano, her level is no longer able to guide Xiaohe, and Xiaohe is a child who is very determined to play the piano, unlike other children to keep an eye on, Xiaohe is very conscious, no distractions when playing the piano, completely immersed in it.

Seeing that her daughter's piano skills were getting better and better, Shen Xi's anxious thoughts came up. The savings on hand are not much, and learning the piano requires a steady stream of expenditures, how much money to spend is the head, even the piano teacher can't say, living expenses all need money, money everywhere, is it a curse to fall into the eyes of money, no, this is a portrayal of a mother's realism.

The more anxious she became, the more chaotic her heart became, she sat down next to Xiaohe for a while, and then got up to do housework.

An idea popped up: if she had to take on the responsibility of raising children alone, would she become like Yi Chengfang, so busy that she had to wear adult diapers and beat Xiaohe. Shen Xi thought about it, he was so anxious that he sweated, hey, maybe menopause is early, Xiaohe is her life, she will never spill her anger on the child, and Shen Xi firmly believes that Yi Chengfang is too.

"Mom, Teacher Chen said that she couldn't teach me anymore, and she wanted to introduce me to her teacher as a student. In between breaks and saliva, Xiaohe practiced fingering on the piano while talking to Shen Xi.

"Why can't I teach you?"

"Teacher Chen said that I can practice Liszt's supernatural etudes, but she can't teach them, and her teacher has won awards in the country, and the level is very high. ”

Shen Xi sighed in his heart, such a famous teacher, how much does that class cost.

"It's difficult to learn a tune, it doesn't mean that you can play it well, Chopin has so many tunes, isn't it enough for you to practice, you can learn with Mr. Chen for another two years. ”

"Mom, I promised Mr. Chen, Mr. Chen said that learning the piano should be done as soon as possible, and it will be delayed later. ”

What theory! Shen Xi's anger suddenly rushed up: "Who asked you to agree to Teacher Chen?! Have you gotten my consent?! How old are you to make your own decisions!"

The piano stopped abruptly, and Xiaohe ran into the room.

Shen Xi's heart was distressed, can this be blamed on the child, where does the child understand about money, the teacher is right, no matter how hard it is, the child can't be bitter, so who is to blame, she can only blame her for her incompetence, she threw the dishcloth into the pool fiercely, touched a bowl by the pool, and the bowl shattered on the ground.

Xiaohe's cry was heard.

Shen Xi's tears rolled down, and she hurriedly wiped them with her hands, but she couldn't cry, as soon as she cried, it was a mess, and she had to bear it. I took a tissue to wipe my face, and it was wet again and after wiping it, and I wiped it again and again, and finally adjusted my mood to appease Xiaohe: "It's my mother's fault, my mother will go to Mr. Chen tomorrow, and my mother will apologize to you." ”

Xiaohe opened the door and threw herself into her arms and cried.

Shen Xi went from a sore nose to a throat, what to do, what to do, since I promised the child, I have to do it, what to do, she hugged Xiaohe hard in her arms, and said sorry, Xiaohe stopped crying, muttering about her mother, I couldn't breathe, Shen Xi was in a trance and didn't hear it, searched his stomach and wanted to solve the piano fee, he didn't dare to overdraft his credit card, let alone borrow a loan, he didn't have money to pay back, and the speed of making money couldn't keep up with spending money, so borrow from others, borrow from whom.

No, go to my brother's house and see if I can borrow some.