Chapter 17 I don't do it as a third party

In Jin Feng's relationship, Allure found that Jin Feng was indeed a good man, but because he had been heartbroken and afraid of contacting feelings again, Allure only had a slight affection for this man. It's just that I'm willing to be friends with him, and Allure has no love in his heart for a long time! Allure also understands that after all, she is a woman who has been divorced twice and is not very honorable!

Allure was actually very inferior at this time, and felt that he was not worthy of Jin Feng, so he only regarded Jin Feng as an ordinary friend!

Jin Feng found that Allure was indeed a kind-hearted woman, so the divorce incident could have seen that Allure could have fought for more money, but because her mother-in-law treated her like her own daughter, and now she still has children to take care of, so Allure chose a peaceful divorce, not fighting, not grabbing, and not taking anything away!

After all, the family is already in debt, and I don't have to repay this debt, let the children live well, and I can give up everything I choose in the morning, and I can forgive everything, including the hateful third party!

Time continues little by little, Jin Feng's feelings for Allure are also constantly heating up, and Allure only exists and has a good impression of Jinfeng!

Allure also wants to try to accept a new relationship, although he doesn't feel worthy of Jin Feng, but he feels that since God has let him meet, he is ready to accept the try, and it's okay!

But when Allure was about to accept it, Jin Feng's six-year-old son was found to have muscular dystrophy during a school physical examination.

For this relatively obscure word, Allure was very confused, and asked with a worried face: "Jin Feng, what kind of disease is this? Why is it muscle atrophy? Can it be cured?"

Jin Feng looked at Allure who was sitting opposite, and said with sadness in his tone: "The child's uncle died because of this disease, it can be said that this is a genetic disease, the child's uncle did not live past 20 years old, I am worried about my son!"

Hearing this, Allure felt very powerless, and still asked: "Then did your ex-wife know about this!"

Jin Feng said with a sad face: "Allure, I'm here to say goodbye to you! I and the child's mother are ready to remarry, for the sake of the child, there is no need for the two of us to be entangled in the past, and the child's mother also knows that it was inherited from him! So I feel very guilty! Moreover, the child's mother has now sincerely repented." ”

Allure was a little embarrassed after hearing this, but he still showed a sincere smile and said: "Jin Feng, that's really congratulations, it's finally a blessing in disguise, at least the child has a complete home!"

The child's uncle may have gone so early because the medical skills were not developed in the past, and the treatment was not timely, but now the medical skills and medical equipment are so advanced, the child's disease can be controlled, you can help the child to be treated!"

Chengcheng, who said this, felt a little empty in his heart, he didn't expect that he would encounter such a situation when he wanted to be tempted again, but this matter really can't be blamed on Jin Feng's choice!

Allure could also see the reluctance in Jin Feng's eyes, but he still said firmly in the morning: "You better go back and take good care of the child, family! At least give the child a comfortable environment!"

The child is sick and needs a warm home, no matter what, after all, it is the child's biological mother, and he will take better care of the child!"

Jin Feng looked at Allure who was so empathetic and considerate of others, and felt sad in his heart, but he still said what he wanted to say!

Jin Feng looked at Allure with a solemn face and said seriously: "Allure, I originally wanted to give you a good future and make you the happiest woman in the world, but I didn't expect such a thing to happen to the child, if you have any difficulties in the future, you can come to me?"

Allure showed a helpless smile and said, "No need, I can take care of myself, besides, now that your child is sick, you are already too busy to take care of yourself, how can you take care of me!"

The child needs a lot of money when he is sick, and I don't have much money in my hands, so here is a thousand yuan to buy food for the child, all to express my little heart!"

Seeing Allure's move, Jin Feng was even more sad and said: "Allure, you are a good woman, you should have a good life, but I didn't expect to meet such a man one after another, God is very unfair to you!"

After hearing this, Allure said lightly: "Nothing will be unfair, maybe all this is providence!"

Of course, Jin Feng would not take Allure's money, sad and stubborn, and said: "In this case, no matter what, everyone is a friend, your mind is understood, you take good care of yourself, the child's matter, you are right, the child's matter is a bottomless pit!"

I don't know if I can save him, the last time I took her to check, it cost seventy or eighty thousand, I really don't know how to bear this huge economic background, he is my son, I am his father!

I can't let him get hurt at a young age!I want to take good care of the child, so Allure, the chance for us to meet from now on will be even more difficult, can I still see you?

Allure sneered almost indifferently and said: "Jin Feng, don't let me lose all my temporary good feelings for you, since you are ready to return to your family, don't have any thoughts about me anymore, we don't need to meet, time will dilute everything!"

Jin Feng knew that he wanted to be on both sides, he had a wife at home to take care of the children, and he could occasionally meet Allure to chat, looking at Allure's attitude and knowing how ridiculous his idea was, he said: "I can't afford it! I'm sorry!"

Allure put down the 1,000 yuan and said very categorically: "Jin Feng, no matter what, I am also a mother, and I can't help anything with the child, but the child is sick or not, it is the result we don't want!"

Now things have happened, we try our best to give the child the best life, although this thousand yuan is not much for you now, it can't do anything, but you can buy some food for the child, it can be regarded as our acquaintance, do a little heart!"

Early in the morning, he had already said this, and Jin Feng was not shirking!

Allure understands that in the choice between love and children, Allure will also choose children! Allure is very rational and said: "Jin Feng, I won't blame you for your choice, you treat your children well and treat your family well! At least give your children a healthy and comfortable environment, and I hope that children can live a normal child's life!"

You and I don't want to contact each other in the future, I can't be friends with a man who has thoughts about me and a family!"

After Allure finished speaking, he really didn't want to stay any longer and turned to leave!

Allure, who returned to his residence, felt very innocent, and his brain kept recalling the child who was kicked out by Wang Haoyu and had a miscarriage, and then thinking of his daughter!

Allure sneered and said sadly: "This may be the punishment I received for abandoning that little life, but the original situation did not allow Allure to have extra thoughts, muttering to the air, even if I choose again, I will give up on you!"

It's not because I don't love you, but I'm afraid that you will come to this society and suffer with me!"

Life in Allure has returned to peace. I went to work during the day, and at night I came home to cook a little food and have some dinner!

The way of writing is not a whim for Allure, but a matter of careful consideration!

At the age of thirty, Allure understands that everything cannot be done overnight, everything must come step by step, step by step, only this down-to-earth can do things well!

Allure also asked a lot of friends for advice, knowing that as long as you firmly believe in your beliefs, as long as you write it, you will leave to read it, and more and more people will read good stories!

Maybe life is strange, Allure likes to write and write books since he was in high school, but at that time, he really didn't understand the power of the Internet, and later because of the death of his father and the blow of his family, these cruel realities shattered his dreams!

Now Allure is smiling and giving himself a big encouragement: "No matter what, I have to pick up my dreams." ”

Yes, Allure knows that his current meager salary can only cover his own food and housing expenses, and Allure doesn't dare to buy other things at all!

But for the sake of the child, for the sake of others in the future, what do parents do when they ask about their child! And the child can proudly say, "Writer!"

Allure decided to take a gamble on his hobby, and Allure began a long road of writing.

Allure sat in front of the computer, a little panicked in his heart. I don't know how to start, this computer is still a friend who sees Allure bored by himself, and takes the computer he doesn't use to Allure!

Allure knew that many of the things he was using now were sent by a few girlfriends, and Jiajia suddenly ran to her room!

Jiajia has the key to the house in Allure, and always sends herself some food and drink every once in a while, by the way, take a look at your own situation, Allure is very glad that she has a group of good girlfriends who send charcoal in the snow!

Allure smiled and said: "It's nothing, don't you just want to pick up my childhood dream, go write a book and read a book, while there is still time." ”

Looking at Allure's positive appearance, Jiajia smiled happily and said, "Allure, this is finally alive and out of the haze!"

Allure, do you still know Cher, Xue'er is now breaking up with her husband and getting a divorce?"

After hearing this, Allure wondered and was surprised: "Xue'er, Jiajia, are you mistaken, didn't we just attend Xue'er's wedding not long ago?

Hearing this, Jiajia rolled her eyes and said, "It's not that Sun Xiaodong went to the class reunion not long after they got married and met her first love, and his first love complained about how unfortunate his marriage was at the wine table!"

So Sun Xiaodong didn't know why the ghost sent the god to comfort his so-called first love, and then somehow, the two got together. ”

The divorce of Allure just told Xue'er lightly, and Allure was afraid of disturbing Xue'er's life!

Xue'er didn't particularly care about her own affairs at the beginning, it turned out that he himself had encountered such a thing, and Allure said helplessly: "I didn't expect all men in the world to be like this, no wonder I always say that all men in the world are the same, and the world is as black as a crow!"

I remember that Sun Xiaodong gave us the impression that he was not tall, not handsome, honest and honest! Xue'er was gentle and so beautiful, I thought Sun Xiaodong could be better to Xue'er, but I didn't expect such a thing to happen. ”

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