Chapter 4 Always Abandoned
Allure knows that his work is strong, if it continues, Allure understands that his body will not be able to support it, so he took a month-long vacation to relax himself, but Allure is reluctant to let the child go far away, a week Allure seems to be in the devil, locks himself in the room and does not go anywhere, calls for take-out beer, and even does not go out of the door!
For a whole week, Allure turned off his mobile phone, cut off all contact with the outside world, and drunk himself every day, doing nothing, not even washing his face and brushing his teeth!
This kind of Allure makes people look distressed, and Allure doesn't want to contact anyone for a week. Sleep when you're drunk, keep drinking when you wake up!The room is full of takeout boxes and empty wine bottles!
Allure is like a beggar living in a garbage heap, with a sour smell all over his body, but Allure is not the same thing!
Allure has actually always been strong, outsiders always force a smile, showing a look of indifference, Allure's performance at the moment can see how much she cares about that home!
Jiajia, a good friend of Allure, made several phone calls to Allure, but couldn't get through! Jiajia was afraid that there would be any problems with Allure living alone, so she left a spare key, and couldn't contact Allure Jiajia for a few days, and her heart was full of heart!
Jiajia doesn't know what happened in Allure this week? Jiajia quickly contacted their mutual good friend and went to Allure's residence to have a look!
Jiajia was worried that Allure would not be able to think about it, whether it would go to the extreme, several friends were nervous at the door, Jiajia's hand holding the key was trembling!
Usually hearing the sound of the door opening, he got up from under the coffee table dirty, and the moment he saw Jiajia, Allure's face was covered with stains and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, Jiajia made the house like this, I'll clean it up as soon as possible!"
Jiajia was very angry not because of the ruined appearance of the house, but because Allure gave up on herself and ruined her body! A few friends dragged Allure to the bathroom, and several of Allure's partners quickly cleaned the room that was messed up by Allure!
The room was quickly cleaned by friends in Allure!
In the bathroom, Allure recalled her childhood, a six-year-old girl hid in the bamboo forest and cried, watching her home being pushed by an excavator, so helpless, she looked for her parents everywhere, but she couldn't see it, not even her three-year-old sister!
Allure was full of people watching the excitement in front of him, and from their discussion of things, Allure knew that his parents had left with his sister and left him! Allure knew that he was abandoned by his parents, and he didn't know what to do but cry!
Allure's parents are patriarchal, in order to get the boy out to hide from family planning, Allure knew that family planning was very strict at that time, but the parents didn't care about the young Allure and insisted on going their own way!
Allure watched the house and home gone, and how much of a blow the young Allure had suffered in his heart! Allure curled up in the bamboo forest and cried for a whole night!
At that time, my grandparents thought that Allure was taken away by their parents, and the night in the countryside was very dark at that time, and Allure's small body was hiding in the bamboo forest, and they didn't dare to go, and their eyes were full of fear!
The next day, my grandmother was packing up her things at home, but she saw Allure lying in the bamboo forest, and she was already tired of crying at that time!
Grandma cried and hugged Allure in distress, and said sadly: "My hard-working child, why didn't your parents tell me, how did you spend this night?"
This incident left a big shadow in Allure's childhood, and at this time I felt that I would always be the abandoned child.
Because his parents wanted his younger brother to hide from family planning, they didn't plan to take Allure with them at all, so Allure lived with his elderly grandparents.
During this period, Allure's grandmother took Allure to meet her parents and knew that when Allure was in the fifth or sixth grade, her parents took her younger brother home!
Mom and Dad want to take Allure back, and Mom and Dad want Allure to take care of her young brother, so Mom and Dad have more time to do business!
Allure doesn't want to go back, and wants to continue to live with her grandparents, because of the disagreement of her grandparents, Allure's parents always quarrel with her grandparents, and there is no way for Allure to go back to that home in order not to make it difficult for her grandparents!
The days when I returned home were very miserable for Allure, and the happiest time for Allure was to live with my grandmother! Although the days were very hard, Allure always had time to accompany my grandparents to do farm work in the fields! My grandparents were never willing to follow Allure to the farmland, and it was always those delicious and fun things that let Allure play in the shade of the trees!
The kind grandmother loves Allure very much, but her parents always feel that their daughter should do things, almost all the housework at home falls on Allure who was only a teenager at the time, and her sister has never done these things, her parents have always loved her sister and brother, but they ignore Allure's feelings!
Allure, who didn't grow up with his parents since he was a child, always felt that he was redundant in this family!
What made Allure even more angry was nothing else, but when he divorced and went home to ask his mother for the household registration book! Allure went home crying, Allure thought that when he saw his mother, his mother would comfort himself a few words!
When my mother knew the purpose of going home, she was very unhappy to the end, and said teasingly: "When you got married, I knew that there would be such a day! Divorce is a matter of time, what are you crying about!"
When he heard this, Allure was so angry that his heart collapsed, as if it was not his mother standing in front of him! Allure yelled at his mother for all the resentment over the years:
"What was the reason for getting married in the first place? You should know it? Dad has been gone for so many years, I know that it is difficult for you, and you have been subsidizing the family! You don't have a penny! You know! Why did I get married, you also know!"
Mom looked at Allure and said, "This is the path you have chosen, and you can't complain about others!"
Saying that the mother handed the household registration book to Allure, Allure looked at everything in front of him was very sad, originally thought that when he went home, his mother would stabilize himself, and he had been married for a few years, but every time he was New Year, there was no lack of mother!
After taking a shower, Allure looked much more energetic, and Allure looked at his girlfriend embarrassedly and said embarrassedly: "I'm sorry for worrying you!"
Jiajia looked at the neat Allure and said, "Allure, how good is this! Why are you like that, don't you still have us wherever you go?"
Allure heard Jiajia's words with tears rolling in her eyes, hugged Jiajia and said gratefully, "Thank you!"
Allure gradually returned to normal, Jiajia pushed Allure away and said, "Change your clothes, let's go out to eat!
A few girls pulled Allure out like this, and Allure who saw the sunshine sighed with emotion: "Sunshine is so good, it's good to have you! I am not an outcast, I still have friends!"
Jiajia happily hugged Allure and said with a smile: "No matter what, we will not abandon you, everyone is right!"
Jiajia looked at Allure worriedly and asked, "Allure, you can't be like this all the time." Think about how to start over!"
Allure's beautiful eyes looked at Jiajia and asked, "What is the new start?"
Jiajia looked at the confused Allure and said, "Are you so busy planning to live a lifetime, didn't you say? Forgetting a relationship is starting a new one!"
Allure didn't know how to answer Luo Lonely and said, "Jiajia, I really don't want to talk about feelings now, I just want to make money!"
Jiajia knows that Allure is still sad and can't get out, and she still minds that the junior caused her divorce because she made more money!
Jiajia looked at Allure distressedly and comforted: "Not all men in Allure are the same as Ning Chen, don't mind!"
Allure smiled and said: "Jiajia, don't you understand, I'm for my daughter, maybe Ning Chen's virtue will change again one day! I don't want my daughter to grow up and her parents will embarrass her?"
Jiajia understands what Allure thinks, and also understands the hardships of being a mother! Jiajia doesn't know what to say: "Allure, no matter what you do, we will support you, and if you have difficulties, remember you and us, you are not alone!"