20. Taking risks in order to achieve the goal (2)
In the kindergarten, the children were eating snacks, and Shen Xi looked at the articles she posted on the Internet on her mobile phone, and there were more than 5,000 comments on the post. When she was studying before, Shen Xi had never published even a single tofu block, and in terms of writing level, she couldn't even compare to Yi Chengfang, but she understood that netizens were not attracted by her literary talent, but the facts she revealed.
Yi Chengfang is one of the few parents in her class who can talk to her. Yi Cheng Fang learned Chinese, temperament is quiet, unlike other parents, as soon as she opens her mouth, her husband and children's parents are short, she will talk to Shen Xi about the literary works she is reading, where a new cheap and delicious restaurant is opened, or do not speak, the two of them sit there drinking a cup of black tea and eating two biscuits, both feel very beautiful.
Shen Xi was angry with her mother-in-law all the year round, and later suffered from her husband's domestic violence, and like Yi Chengfang, she didn't want to talk about family affairs. Occasionally, they also poured out their worries at work, like a little girl who had just graduated, and Yi Chengfang told Shen Xi that she had ten classes a day at most, and almost had to use adult diapers, but the school still did not fulfill her promise to let her live in that building.
Although Yi Chengfang is from a Chinese background, her language learning ability is particularly strong, and she can sing English, Japanese and French songs, which she usually learns after listening to them twice. Her voice is pleasant, her expression is vivid, her language organization skills are good, and she knows how to teach in simple terms, Shen Xi followed her, and without much effort, she learned a lot of foreign songs, and Yi Cheng was able to become a gold medal teacher, which is indeed well deserved.
As for Yi Chengfang's abuse of Lu Longing, Shen Xi thought it was not true, just like her mother-in-law went around telling people about her, those words were not true. The reason why Shen Xi wrote such an article is because he is a woman, as a friend of Yi Chengfang, for Yi Chengfang, and for himself.
Because the road was not coming, there was an extra snack next to the piano: a bottle of yogurt, a small bag of biscuits, two banana muffins, and a peeled pomegranate. The cookies and muffins were given by a parent in the class, and she said that they were freshly made in the morning, and her daughter thought it was delicious, so she wanted to invite her classmates to try them together.
This parent is a stay-at-home mother, with fair skin, likes to wear cotton loose clothes, always has a smile on her face, and the whole person looks very comfortable and soft. If half of the mothers in this world want to be the elite in the workplace, then the other half of the mothers probably want to be like her.
Her daughter Xiaojin dresses up beautifully every day, has a different hairstyle every day, sews famous brands and hairpins for her daughter, knits small backpacks and dresses, attends cooking classes, regularly participates in mothers' gatherings, and cooks exquisite desserts and many complex and delicious dishes. I heard that she invited two aunts at home, one specialized in cleaning, the other cooking, and her husband had a good income.
Shen Xi didn't say that grapes were sour because he couldn't eat grapes, but realized this objective truth, when people reach a certain stage, they can always summarize some truths that they have to admit although they can't be changed. She took a bite of the golden muffin, the delicate dough, the rich buttery flavor, slightly sweet, melted in the mouth, and the dripping stomach finally got a little comfort.
She searched for Li Po all night, although she didn't know why she wanted to find such a mother-in-law, but her education told her that it would not work if she didn't look for it. A man desperately ran in the vast city, the city is so big, I don't know where to start, went to the overpass, the park around his home, saw a small hotel and pushed the door in to ask.
In the park in the middle of the night, there was a group of young people gathered there to smoke, so frightened that she ran away, the owner of the small hotel looked at her with strange eyes, doubting her true purpose, just walking alone, the soles of her feet grinding out blisters, so tired that even fear could not wash away the fatigue, but the fatigue did not dare to stop.
Early in the morning, her daughter Xiaohe called her and told her that her grandmother had come home to get clothes, and Xiaohe also asked her mother why she hadn't come back yet, and whether she didn't want her anymore.
There was still a moon hanging in the sky, and Shen Xi sat on the side of the road listening to her daughter's immature voice, and tears fell with tears. obviously wants to raise her daughter to be a lively and cheerful, physically and mentally healthy child, but Xiaohe is fragile and sensitive, sentimental, and has lost her innocence and cuteness prematurely. Obviously taking life seriously, trying to play every role, daughter, wife, mother, teacher, trying to meet everyone's requirements, doing everything for the sake of others, but the harder you work, the more messy life becomes.
After living for more than thirty years, it seems that at the age of thirty, the flowery life came to an abrupt end, followed by embarrassment, shame, and a sense of powerlessness that matched the body's metabolism that began to decline. In her senior year, the college recommended her to this bilingual kindergarten, and the teachers of the whole park came to her trial class. She sang and danced with the children, and was so happy that she was hired when her classmates were still preparing for the kindergarten recruitment exams.
Perhaps the good fortune of a person's life is limited, and the good fortune that belongs to her is all used up in the first thirty years, and in the rest of her life, it seems that everything is powerless to change. Writing this article may not help Yi Chengfang much, but Shen Xi just wants to write it down for everyone to see, so that those who label them as "bad women" can seriously think about what qualifications they have to evaluate them.
Why did the head of the garden ask her to deal with the family conflict, why did he conclude that it was her fault, the relationship between the mother-in-law and the daughter-in-law is not good, and the daughter-in-law has to be a person with her tail between her legs, is the "mother-in-law" a natural weakling, and the daughter-in-law should bury her head in the soil and bow down. Shen Xi's mother, a woman who has instilled traditional ideas in her since she was a child, often teaches her: "You just take some soft, mouth dessert, and say a few more good words and you don't lose." Your mother-in-law is an elder and helps you take care of the children, you have to respect her, what's wrong with being wronged, don't be like a big lady, you can't bear any hardship. ”
If being beaten by her husband to almost become deaf is considered "a little bitter", then Shen Xi is powerless to refute it. What did she do, but she found her husband's unit leader, saying that Qin He seemed to be under a lot of pressure recently, and hoped that the leaders would care more. She prepared a thousand words on the road, planning to denounce her husband's despicable behavior, planning to peel off the coat of the skin of the other face and disgrace him, but when she really sat opposite her husband's leader, she thought of Xiaohe.
This man is not only her husband, but also Xiaohe's father.