Chapter 287: I, Be Your Star! (Ask for a monthly pass, ask for a full subscription)
There wasn't much in the small box.
There was only a pair of white dancing shoes.
But these three things that have been swallowed up by time and eliminated by the times made Li Suzhen's whole person tremble slightly!
There will always be a time in everyone's life.
This time will be put aside in a long and impetuous life, but it will never be forgotten.
In the dimly lit room, Li Suzhen trembled and picked up the pair of small and delicate dancing shoes.
With the rustle of her dancing shoes, time seemed to be like a tape that was a little hoarse because it had been played too many times, and all of a sudden, it was almost receding to that distant summer;
The sun was so big that it hung high in the sky like a fiery hedgehog. The sun-dung man couldn't open his eyes, and everything in the street was gilded with a brilliant layer of gold.
After a long time, Li Suzhen stood in the alley accompanied by the sound of cicadas.
The hair on the head of the commissary owner Qin Zengshou is still there. He was shirtless, with his tanned belly exposed, wearing large pants and flip-flops, and shaking a shabby banana fan.
The VCD in the shop is full of pirated discs, full of popular hits and Hong Kong films from Guangdong and Hong Kong flooding to the mainland, and the ice cream in the hands of children at the door is melting.
The disc occasionally jammed, and in the blazing sun, the horror movie didn't look so scary.
"Ah, you're really back?"
"School's out? Yo, new dancing shoes, are you going to compete again?"
"Tsk! He's really handsome again. It's true, let me be my daughter-in-law when I grow up!"
"Hey, Lao Guo, even your son who failed the exam is worthy of us? Uncle Li told you that at the age of three, he will look at it for life, and that kid in his family can't do it! In the future, I will play more with my brother Ming, ah!"
In the greeting of the neighbors, Li Suzhen saw a person like a princess of a small kingdom, with a peacock-like proud smile and walking through the narrow and warm street.
At the end of the street is a low house.
"Dad! The school asked me to participate in a dance competition, and I will give out my dancing shoes today! The teacher asked me to bring five yuan in the afternoon. ”
In the sound of bursting pots, Li Suzhen followed the figure and stood at the door together......
Smack.
The sound of tears hitting the floor seemed to be the fast-forward button of the remote control, and it was fast-forward twenty years at once.
Looking at the dancing shoes in front of him, which were already as yellowed as the old days, Li Suzhen wiped the tears on his cheeks.
In the makeup mirror at the head of the bed, the proud princess twenty years ago has become a fat pig of almost 300 pounds.
"Why?"
Holding the old white dancing shoes tightly, Li Suzhen's obese face was full of tears.
"Why do you remind me of this? Why ......"
"Senior sister, are you okay? The show has begun, and the teacher has already appeared!"
Outside the door, Ann's voice came.
Hearing An Xiaoxiao's muffled voice, Li Suzhen shrank into a ball like a pangolin in danger and covered his ears tightly.
Don't listen.
Don't listen!
Li Suzhen, you have to recognize the reality.
There is no going back to that time, you have to accept your fate, you have to accept your failure, you have to accept the fact that you are a waste!
However, just when Li Suzhen closed himself up, a tablet computer slid through the crack of the door.
"Let's go!
With An Xiaoxiao's coquettish "ha", the tablet slid impartially and slipped to Li Suzhen's feet.
In the picture, the barrage is full of abuse and humiliation.
"You stinky old man, don't come out disgusting!"
"What the hell is this jumping?!, get down, get down! I want to see the little brother, I want to see the little brother of the fairy face!!
"Damn, where did this old tease come from!? Go to the stage of the trainees to dance the square dance!"
In this barrage full of malice, the man who is several times older than in his memory is following the rhythm of the music, doing unprofessional and not even skilled dance moves.
"The most beautiful flower of the grassland, the fiery Sarilang ......"
Crappy shoulder shaking, exaggerated shrugging, too rich facial expressions......
Everything is so joyful.
He didn't dance well, but the confidence and pride on his face, in just an instant, shattered Li Suzhen's scarred inner and outer walls, layers of walls!
In a trance, her memory suddenly returned to the noon accompanied by the sound of bursting pots;
In the kitchen, the man in his apron, with his black hair and a very good look, leaned out.
He smiled a little surprised, "Going to the competition again? Oh, my girl is awesome! Girl, what kind of dance are you dancing this time?"
"This time, the teacher asked us to dance the folk dance, and I still led the dance. ”
"Hurry up, give Daddy a dance!"
"Oh Dad, it's hot, I don't want it!"
"Tsk, this kid!
"I can't help it. ”
Smiling, Li Suzhen watched the proud girl put down her schoolbag and put clean dancing shoes that could amplify the sunlight on the two petite feet.
There was no backing music, but she danced so well!
On the fair and clean face, the smile is better than the sun.
The soft and light body shook the shoulders of the Mongolian people in song and dance, shrugged their shoulders, and walked flat...... Every action is done perfectly.
Standing in front of the girl, Li Suzhen saw it.
Her eyes were full of pride...... And self-confidence!
"Senior sister, senior sister, Teacher Li has a new song! Hey!
Just when Li Suzhen covered his mouth and tried not to cry, a mobile phone wrapped in a Pikachu phone case slid over again.
What is playing is an audio file.
Li Shixin's low and old voice came out.
"This song is dedicated to the most beautiful girls in the world. He used to be lively and cheerful, innocent. The starry sky was not as bright as hers, but now he was mired in darkness, unwilling and unable to come out.
She had heard countless truths and thought she had seen through the essence of life.
She had suffered so much malice that she thought life was an unanswered question.
I hope this song can bring a trace of light to her life.
"The Brightest Star in the Night Sky", I hope she can like it.
Really, you're your father's pride, always.
No matter what the past is, no matter what the future holds, don't be afraid, don't despair.
Even if the whole world is dark, I am willing to be the brightest star in your life!"
After a period of monologue, with a beautiful and soft prelude, Li Shixin's magnetic singing voice slowly flowed out of the room;
"The brightest star in the night sky, do you know
Where are the figures that once walked with me?
The brightest star in the night sky, do you care.
Will you wait for the sun to rise, or will the unexpected come first......"
"I'd rather keep all the pain in my heart than forget your eyes!"
Give me the courage to believe again, oh beyond the lies to hug you!
Whenever I can't find the meaning of existence, whenever I get lost in the night.
The brightest star in the night sky, please guide me closer to you......"
With the song so gentle that it can melt people's hearts, Li Suzhen can no longer support it.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... I said something like that the other day, it hurt your heart, I didn't mean it, I really didn't mean it, really, really, really, I'm sorry!"
"Thank you, thank you, thank you...... Thank you for still caring about me. Thank you...... You haven't ...... yet Give up on me...... Thank you, thank you......"
Covering his face with those big fat hands, Li Suzhen let the tears that had been suppressed for a long time flow wantonly.
In front of Li Suzhen's room.
Wu Ming, Zhao Jinzhi, and An Xiaoxiao listened to the muffled singing in the room and glanced at each other in unison.
"Why are you crying?" Wu Ming looked at the closed door worriedly, "It's going to be okay, right?" Oh, this kid, Su Zhen, you open the door, Auntie will say a word to you!"
"You locked the door, Auntie is a little panicked!"
Listening to the unsuppressed and cathartic cries inside, Zhao Jinzhi stood up from the ground.
Smoothing out the folds pressed out of the cheongsam, she smiled slightly and patted Wu Ming's shoulder.
"Let her cry well. It's good to be able to cry happily. ”
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Meanwhile.
Li Shixin's trainee homepage.
With the release of the full version of "The Brightest Star in the Night Sky", netizens in the comment area have exploded!
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