I have long thought that this year is coming to an end, and I am also counting the days and looking forward to the arrival of annual leave, but to put it mildly, it was also two weeks ago, I have asked myself many times, in addition to the money I earn every year can only support myself, there is nothing left, counting the days to pass, and finally I know that year after year, just the increase in age, this is what the years have left, and the others have not left, I really don't know what to summarize, in the face of those summaries handed in every time, what has been done in a year, but in fact？

After downloading from the Internet, and then modifying it according to their own reality, and in fact, a few years ago, I still set some small goals, so that I know if I have achieved my goals, the goals I gave myself in previous years have already been achieved, these years, maybe because of inaction, so I didn't even set a goal, in the end I think about it, of course, I don't have to think about anything, it's just a confused life.

But now every year, what kind of goal should I set for myself? I still have a very hazy feeling, and I don't even know anything, I really want to have some specific goals in the new year, a goal has been achieved, and a goal is set, such a life is still very clear, but now I find that life still has to go on, there is so much pressure, what should it be like?

In the end, it's not about making yourself more progressive, but about the goals you set for yourself before, what has a car, what has a house, etc., and so on, what is the result?

Yes or no, it's still the same, nothing has changed completely, it doesn't matter if there is or not.

I don't know when, I became such a person, I became such a mentality, I don't even want to set a goal, I don't want to go to the end of the year, to see if I have achieved it, to see how far away from the goal, just very mechanically living every day, in the expectation of every day I have spent month after month, or in this expectation, I have spent year after year, and even in such expectations, I have spent year after year, growing up day by day, growing old day by day, such a time, what do I have to summarize？

Where is the harvest? Maybe it's an intangible harvest that I haven't even discovered, or maybe it's not only my age, but also my own life experience and experience?

Maybe after people reach the age of 30, they will gradually become mature, and they have their own ideas and models for doing things, but when some things are not handled properly, they can continue to reflect at that time, whether there is a better way to deal with it, but life will still have some surprises, or at some point, let you be caught off guard and make mistakes, after such mistakes, I always feel that there is a better way to deal with it, but I can only wait for the next time, but the next time, maybe it is strategizing, or it is also a hasty end of an event, so after many times of wandering, you will also find that life is so urgent, I don't even realize whether I am growing up or not, time is passing bit by bit, we have all grown years, grown years, and increased the marks engraved on our faces by the years!