Jiajia and Xue'er knew that Allure was hurt too deeply, Jiajia and Xue'er couldn't shake Allure's heart now, and the two just watched Allure silently!

Jiajia's personality is naturally optimistic and cheerful, saying: "Allure is stronger than we imagined, she still believes in love, but the people I have met before are all scumbags, we have time to accompany Allure, Allure doesn't need to think, live your life well, maybe someone has been waiting for you!"

Xue'er looked at Allure with a sense of pity and said, "Allure's life is too bitter, and I haven't had a stable day since I was a child!"

Jiajia's voice was also a little low and said: "Yes, it used to be an economic defect, it was not good to eat and dress, but at least I had a good life!"

Three years ago, I thought that Allure had married a good husband, she would live well, eat well, and live well!

Listening to their conversation, Allure was very optimistic and said: "It's nothing, anyway, all the hardships will pass, what we have experienced in life is the past, we should look forward and strive to live in the future!"

Looking at Allure's positive and optimistic attitude, Jiajia and Whispering revealed admiration in their eyes!

Jiajia said with admiration in her eyes: "If it were you who I was, maybe I would have collapsed a long time ago!"

Allure's eyes were full of yearning, and he said helplessly: "Jiajia, I'm not afraid of your jokes, in fact, I have also collapsed, in the confinement of childbirth, I also experienced a collapse during that time, I once also thought about holding the child to die together, but thinking that she is so young, I don't have the right to deprive her of the right to live, if I really leave, I don't know how she will suffer, so I must be good for the sake of the child!"

Xue'er was inexplicably distressed when she heard this, and comforted her gently: "Allure, don't be sad, you can give her enough love, and the child's grandmother can also give her a superior life, instead of living in that kind of cold and violent family, it is better to let go, the child grows up in such a family has an impact on the child's mental health, so it is good for everyone!"

Allure smiled slightly and said: "Xue'er, I understand what you say, but for me, things still make me a little difficult to accept, but every time I go to see the child's innocent and brilliant eyes, I ask Mom, where have you been? I miss you so much!"

Allure's tears swirled in the circles of his eyes, and he couldn't let the tears fall out and said: "Every time the child's words can force my tears out, my heart is really uncomfortable!"

If this continues, maybe in this kind of cold and violent family, the child's psychology will be harmed, so for the child, at least the ex-mother-in-law loves the child sincerely!"

One of the funniest things that Allure thinks is that when he gave birth to a child, the child's father said directly to the child's grandmother: "Don't you want to hold your granddaughter? I have given birth to my granddaughter to you, and my things are done, you can do whatever I want, you don't have to ask me, and from then on, the child will not spend much time with the child until he is three years old!"

Whenever the child chases after someone else's dad in the playground and shouts for his father, Allure's eyes show sadness!

The child's grandmother saw all this inexplicably sad and sent a text message to the child's father: "Son, I watched other children come to the playground to play, accompanied by a father, every time your daughter is behind someone else's father shouting Dad, I am very distressed when I see it, can't you accompany the child?"

This feeling gives Allure a sense of gain and loss, and it is very important for the mother-in-law to have a say in the whole family, but Allure feels that what the mother-in-law said is right, and the mother-in-law is doing things right!

Mother-in-law is a cheerful and sensible person, every time she buys something, she will ask her mother-in-law's opinion, and Allure also likes this feeling, and her mother-in-law always chooses the best for herself!

Mother-in-law has always regarded Allure as her own daughter, mother-in-law once said that Ning Chen simply treats her home as a hotel, eats and sleeps at home, comes back late every night, sleeps until noon the next morning, and separates from you, I really wronged you!

Time passed little by little, and the days of Allure were not salty or light, Ye Feng, a good friend of Allure, told Allure that he could make money on the live broadcast platform without delaying his work!

With the help of Ye Feng, Allure directly downloaded this platform and learned how to play, Allure also passed the time when he was bored, but found that the people on the platform had outstanding talents, and they were eloquent when they opened their mouths!

And when I found that I was just silently in a daze, I didn't know anything, so I felt very helpless, and sometimes I was writing my own novel while looking at the platform!

Allure found that he didn't have any talent at all, and earning extra money on the platform was a waste for Allure, so he still thought it was better to do something real!

Writing novels is sometimes not what Allure wants, first of all, because of dreams, and the main reason is that sometimes Allure feels that writing something to enrich his head and have something to do, so that he won't think about his daughter and suffer from lovesickness!

In the first few days, Allure really had insomnia every day, thinking about his children, and during that time, Allure had to rely on alcohol to numb himself every day to fall asleep!

It's time to meet the child again, and on this day, Allure came to the child's grandmother's house, looking at the clothes of other women in the former marriage room, Allure sneered, and snorted coldly in his heart: "It turns out that in your eyes, I am just a passerby, not long after this divorce, Qinghan has already taken the woman to the house, don't you know how much harm this has done to the child?"

The child's grandmother said with a sad face: "I can't say anything about this matter, I have said what I should say, and I should scold!" Your father has scolded and scolded, but no matter how he says that he is my son, he doesn't want to make the family jump, I don't want to have any more conflicts with him, and I don't want the child to live in fear and quarrel!

We won't support him financially, it's up to him to do whatever he wants, I just need to raise the child to adulthood!"

Allure just smiled at these, and concentrated on accompanying the child to guide painting, and every time Allure will accompany the child to learn English and draw!

When I was with my children, Allure was very happy.

Time flies by a month, Allure has been accustomed to the life of two points and one line during this time, after work, go back to his rental house to listen to music, read books, write books, try to enrich himself, occasionally classified as a small gathering, and then it is a thunderous to see the children!

Allure took two months, from the original unwillingness to slowly relieved to the current radiant spirit, as if it was a different person!

Colleagues and friends watched the changes in Allure, and Jiajia was even more curious and asked: "Allure, what made you change?"

Allure said with a smile on her face: "Maybe it's because of motherhood, I want to protect my daughter from being bullied by anyone, at least I have to tell her what her mother does, so that she can be proud of her mother in the future!

For the sake of my daughter, Allure has been searching for information day and night, reading books! Because I didn't know much about writing books at the beginning, but as long as I learned seriously and actively, I may not have the talent in this area, but I think I should be able to do it!

During the Qingming Festival, it rains a lot, and it may be a holiday for others to go to the grave of the elderly, but for Allure, it is an extremely sad and sad day!

In the past few days, Allure has missed his father very much, if his father is alive, maybe his life will be different, but things have happened, and there is no way to change the facts!

On this day, Allure's mood was extremely depressed and depressed, and Allure inadvertently came to the online platform, ready to find someone to confide in his sorrows, so maybe it would be better!"

Allure is looking for the person who can confide in his heart in the live broadcast room, whether male or female!

It also happened that a man entered Allure's sight, Allure looked at this scene, and some didn't know what to do, but when chatting with the man, Allure felt that this man spoke more sincerely!

The man asked about everything in Allure in the process of chatting, and Allure told the man his address!

On the second day, Allure had long forgotten the agreement with the man, thinking that it was all a virtual world thing, and he couldn't believe it!

At the appointed time, the man really came, and this scene made Allure very puzzled!

The man also prepared a sumptuous lunch for Allure, Allure's impression of this man is still relatively good, knowing that both parties are single, the other party's vision of Allure is different!

After a meal, Allure thought that the two would not have much intersection in the future, but within a few days, the man actually came to Allure's residence with a large bag of luggage.

Allure looked at the man's appearance, and asked in surprise and depression, "What's wrong with you? What are you doing here?"

The man said solemnly and unceremoniously: "Seeing that you live in such a big room alone, can't I come and help you share the rent?

Allure looked at this uninvited and self-asserted person, and was very angry, and said in an estranged tone: "Who are you? Why do you want to live with me? I don't want to live with you, you leave quickly!"

The man took Allure's words as the wind in his ears, and threw everything into Allure's room, and Allure was dumbfounded when he looked at this scene!

There are still people in the world who want to rent their own house, although this house is very large, and the two-bedroom and one-living room are indeed a little empty to live in!

Allure was going to find a girl to share a house, but she didn't want to find a boy, but this man actually didn't say hello and came uninvited, which made Allure feel very disgusted.