October 1

October 1st of the lunar calendar is a custom, always listen to adults will say that it is a day when ghosts wear clothes, in such days, I also have no confidence in myself, because my health is not good, this day, my mother still deliberately told me, you at night, don't go out, in this way, it will not be bad for yourself, in fact, what my mother said is true, on October 1st, in fact, such a day, it is also very scary to say, but I also believe it like this, so at night I have been staying at my own home and not going out, it is in such a night, I also found myself how tired,Soon fell asleep,Actually,Yes,In my most sleepy time,Especially when I didn't have a good rest a few days ago,It's the sleepiest time,In such a sleepy time,Or rest earlier,This is what I said to myself,But this Sunday's words are not very easy,Everyone has some time to correct the test papers,Saturday morning,Everyone is going to correct the test papers together,In this kind of marking the test papers,I also deeply found that in fact, I am really cold,The weather is very cold this day,But I also spare no effort to work,Although sometimes I also have some confusion, But when doing things, there is no ambiguity, such a morning, it has all ended, lunch at home, the meal is still very good, although it is just some simple meals, but the entrance is smooth, really good, such a meal, just some cold powder, but I also think it is delicious, in the background of such potato flour, I also feel that my delicious lunch is eaten like this, in the afternoon went to the county, first to find a doctor, my God?

I don't know what's going on with me in the last few days, I'm so unhappy, and then I start to think cranky, and then I understand a lot of things under such a cranky thought, sometimes when I discuss some things with my husband, I really didn't expect him to support me like this, and I've always supported me like this, I don't know why, anyway, at such a moment, I also feel like I have a great comfort.

I just made some simple meals in the evening, and after eating, I received a call from my mother, thinking what was the matter?

It turned out that this was the case, and I realized that I would still listen to my mother's words, make myself happy like this, and make myself happy all the time, this is what I think, so I am still so careful every time.

If your health is not good, don't torture yourself like this, treat your body well, the weather is already very cold, the ghosts are already dressed, not to mention people, you still have to add more clothes, but I will still be moved by the care of my family, in such a festival, I also know my own situation, every time I am cared for by my family, it is also a kind of happiness, people will still feel their happiness when someone is concerned, I am also a few days ago, I felt that in fact, the people around me still care about me, it is under such careI also gradually know that I should cherish these things, in fact, I have always been enjoying it unconsciously, sometimes think about it, behind your happiness every time, in fact, it is the hard work of others, in such a day, I also hope that I can cherish myself well, do not let my family worry.

Time flies quickly, it's already November, and there are still a few months to go, it's already the New Year, in the New Year, I also hope that I can continue to have a new and beautiful day, in such a day, I am also very happy, because although I have no achievements in the last year, but I can still live well, sometimes I also find that my wish is so small, sometimes I think about it, my wishes can not be counted as wishes, just want to let myself live like this every day, what kind of wish is this?

A lot of people can live like this, this is not a wish, I also found that I experienced the torture of illness, only to reduce my wishes to the dust, sometimes think about it, such a wish is also very beautiful, at least let yourself be happy for a while.

Every time I look forward to the New Year, but there is still more than a month to be the new year, in the new year, I still have to continue to improve myself, although the year after year slips away, nothing is left, just increase the wrinkles, but still every time I work so hard, work hard, this may be the characteristics of people, you say that you make yourself less tired, but in fact, you can't do it, or will be like this every time you can do as much as you can do all the time, there is no ambiguity at all.

What should we use to welcome the new year? Nothing, except for their own enthusiasm, the new year, at the beginning, there should be a lot of plans or something, but I also know, such a plan is just a statement, I know that such a plan is just a plan, can not be realized, so every time according to their own thinking like this life every day, in the past, when I just graduated, every year I also made some five-year plans for myself or something, but when I really graduated for a long time, I really can't make any decent plans, it's good to have a plan, but I don't know what my plan is, but I've been working hard, just have their own is the direction, that's all.

October 1st, this also reminds me of a lot of the past, sometimes I really want to see my relatives, but for various reasons, my family does not let me go, always feel that I am not well, the cemetery or something, will not let me go, so I have not been there for a long time, I really hope that I can get better soon, let myself be healthy, is the biggest benefit.

Health is the goal I give myself, and it seems that there is no practical standard for such a goal, but I still feel that my standard is a little too incredible, and sometimes I think about it, it is really like this, is it really something missing, will I feel that something is precious?

Those who are healthy will never feel that health is important, and when they really lose it, they will feel that there are things that they cherish.