Wang Ying always thought that before she became better, all the good things in this world had nothing to do with her.

She didn't dare to walk into a cleanly renovated restaurant or wander around a crowded mall, because it would make her feel the urge to hide herself. As if she didn't belong there at all, as if she belonged only to a dark and small place.

She doesn't like people's eyes or noise, but it's not because she likes to be quiet, it's just because she's afraid of being noticed.

So, Wang Ying wants to change.

She wants to be good enough before she goes after what she wants.

And until then, she will only remain silent.

Because she doesn't want to accept anyone's ridicule and charity, she wants to completely change her life through herself.

Until a teenager came into her sight.

At the beginning, Wang Ying also listed the teenager as an unapproachable object, but the development of things did not go as she expected.

As a result of one thing after another, the teenager approached her "inexplicably".

Gradually, she found that the other party also seemed to have an unhappy family, and the other party didn't seem to look at her situation differently.

The other party is like having experienced everything she has experienced, and can accept her in the most open way.

So, what the hell is that?

At the worst time, you met someone you shouldn't have met?

Chu Yan and Wang Zili were still doing their homework in the room, and Wang Ying walked into the corridor alone, wanting to come out to breathe.

She looked at the wind and rain outside, leaned over the railing, and blinked without saying a word.

Sometimes she also wonders what she would do if she could have a better background.

At the very least, it shouldn't be as unbearable as it is now.

Wang Ying has always been under a lot of pressure, and God knows how much time and sweat it takes for her to support herself and her sister as a student and to work part-time.

All she remembered was that she just carried it like that, and then she carried it until now.

Luckily, her mother left them a sum of money when she was in a hurry.

Otherwise, the situation of her and her sister would probably be even worse.

"What are you doing standing here alone?" At this time, a voice suddenly came from behind Wang Ying,

She looked sideways, just in time to see Chu Yan, walked to her side,

"The room was a little stuffy, so I came out to blow the wind. Moving her gaze back to the outside of the corridor, Wang Ying smiled and said slowly.

Chu Yan stood aside, raised his eyebrows and said with a smile: "Then this wind is strong enough." ”

"Definitely. Wang Ying hooked the corners of her mouth lightly and nodded: "It is estimated that classes will be suspended tomorrow." ”

"What are you going to do?"

"Reading at home?"

"Not bad. ”

After a brief exchange, both men fell silent.

Then, when a gust of wind swept by, Chu Yan spoke again.

"Your usual life should be very hard, right?"

Sure enough, is it coming?

Listening to Chu Yan's question, a wry smile appeared on Wang Ying's face.

She knew that Chu Yan would definitely comfort her next, or say something "nice" to let her get some "comfort".

Unfortunately, these were clearly not what she wanted.

She didn't want anyone's mercy, and maybe she could add a sentence now, especially Chu Yan's.

"It's okay, what's wrong?" replied flatly, Wang Ying lowered her head and waited for Chu Yan's speech.

However, Chu Yan seems to be born not to follow the wishes of others.

So much so that he still surprised Wang Ying.

"Not really, I just think you're doing a good job, or rather pretty good. Zili has been taken care of by you very well, if I were you, I would definitely not be able to do it to your extent. ”

Speaking sincerely, Chu Yan reached out and patted Wang Ying's shoulder.

As for Wang Ying, she was stunned for a while, and then slowly turned her head, looked at Chu Yan and asked.

"That's all you want to say?"

"Otherwise, do you want me to comfort you, and then hug you and give you some warmth?"

Looking at Wang Ying's stunned appearance, Chu Yan pulled his mouth and made a joke.

"Don't. Finally, Wang Ying laughed out loud with relief, and in the wind and rain, her smile was very bright: "Believe me, I'm most afraid of this." ”

"Wouldn't that be nice. Chu Yan leaned his back against the railing and looked up at the wall in the corridor covered with small advertisements: "I don't like to let others comfort me, because I know that they are well-intentioned, but those words are always hurtful." ”

"You have this in your own mind. ”

"That's right. ”

"It really should have been written as a slogan and pasted up. ”

"Huh. ”

"Haha. ”

"So, how long are you going to stand here, didn't you just say that you were going to hand me in my homework, and you want to quit so soon?"

"Didn't you already talk about those topics in class, and you didn't listen to them?"

"Have you told me?"

"Forget it, you don't look very smart, I'll tell you again. ”

"Hey, what's not very smart. ”

"It's just stupid. ”

"This is the first floor, right?"

"yes, what's wrong. ”

"If you dare to slap me on the head again, I'll throw you out of the window. ”

"Hey, are you really a man, be careful that no one will dare to marry you in the future. ”

"That's not your turn. ”

By the time the two of them returned to the room again, the atmosphere in the room had obviously relaxed a lot.

Even Wang Zili didn't know what Wang Ying had done to make Chu Yan's relationship with her so close at once.

It is undeniable that Wang Ying's learning ability is really high, and those problems in Chu Yan's eyes are not worth mentioning in front of her, which makes Chu Yan complained about this scholar several times.

During the break, Wang Ying's quilt was given to Chu Yan, and the sisters were ready to squeeze together in Wang Zili's quilt to sleep.

After Chu Yan took off his coat, the faces of the two of them were always red, and Wang Zili was also covered by Wang Ying's eyes.

It turns out that even the most precocious child is still a child.

Wang Ying's home is not big, but all kinds of things are taken care of by her quite clean and tidy.

The same goes for the quilt, which has obviously just been sun-dried, and smells of a faint special fragrance that makes it easy to sleep peacefully.

On this night, the wind and rain were shaking outside, but in the small room, there was a little silence in the sound of rain.

Even if it's crowded, it doesn't make people feel formal.

Looking at Chu Yan's sleeping side face in the dark, Wang Ying was silent for a while, and closed her eyes calmly.

In the final analysis, whether people's hearts are impetuous, it is still people's hearts that are seen.

When you clear all thoughts, the world is silent.