Fearless struggle
The first to appear was the group of people from the Gufeng Society, as well as people who played musical instruments such as guzheng and pipa, and their dresses and dances were all in the style of the ancient style, and after slowly changing their styles in the middle of the period, it was Meng Yu and others from the Animation Club who came on the stage. The people in the early stage withdrew, first Chen Shen's piano and Xu Yi's guitar sounded, and then the singing and dancing also sang and danced together.
Meng Yu danced with the others, she listened attentively to the rhythm of the music, and tried her best to let go of herself and try to show her best posture.
She glanced at Chen Shen many times, he was still playing the piano so quietly and peacefully, the piano really suited him, it was so quiet, it was so reassuring.
His slender and slender hands played beautiful notes on the keys, as if it was a kind of magic, Meng Yu listened and forgot everything, there was no trouble or pain, there was just the stage.
Some are just notes coming out of his fingertips, and some are just Japanese songs sung by Kino and others in front of him, and dancing with Wu Fang and others.
It's really good, everything is so good.
She's so happy.
All in vain.
It's the result of their hard work, it's the result of their non-stop training, it's really good.
It's good that she came, and it's good that she didn't give up.
She looked at Chen Shen's back and thought: Chen Shen, it's really good to be able to perform with you. Will you ever have the chance to perform with you in the future? Even if you don't, it doesn't matter, because this time is enough, because this time is already beautiful.
The middle period is over quickly, and the rhythm of the music is beginning to change, and the great fusion of the later period is coming, which is also the most exciting time.
It is unthinkable that the two elements can be fused together, and it is necessary to achieve the perfect seams of accompaniment, dancing, and singing, without flaws, but this is impossible for them to do!
The audience quickly applauded them, and their performance was really amazing.
It's just that the range of action in the later stage of the performance is a little large, Meng Yu heard a "click" of bones, but she didn't stop for a moment, now is not the time to think, she can only survive the time here to end successfully.
The performance was finished not long after the later stage, and many of the audience present did not react until they left the stage, and they were still immersed in their performance
When Meng Yu was backstage, she found that the situation was not as bad as she thought, and she could still walk, but it was a little difficult to lift her leg casually, but it was worth it.
She touched her back and forehead and saw that it was sweat.
Wu Fang ran over and hugged her: "Meng Yu, it's great! We succeeded! It's great!"
Kino also smiled with a high chest: "Yes, we did it!"
Jin Jing also came over and hugged her: "Meng Yu is so good! It's amazing! Thank you so much!"
Yang Zhu and Feng Qing and the others also came over to thank her, because she stood up and thought about all this, otherwise the others would have given up a long time ago.
But Meng Yu felt that what she did was not only for them but also for herself, she liked the atmosphere of the animation club, and she wanted to maintain it all the time, so she did this
After all, if there is no anime club, she doesn't know which club to go to.
After everyone thanked her, Chen Shen came over, and Meng Yu asked with bright eyes, "How is Chen Shen?"
Chen Shen nodded: "Well, it's good, it's just how is the leg?
Meng Yu shook his head: "It's okay, I can still walk, but I really can't do strenuous exercise this time, but I don't need to." After speaking, Meng Yu couldn't help but sneeze.
Chen Shen: "Well, it's okay, go back and change your clothes, it's easy to catch a cold at night." ”
Meng Yu nodded a fraction.
Everyone else took their musical instruments and put them on, and some people went to change their costumes, but Chen Shen didn't go, because he still had a symphony program, and Meng Yu thought that she would quickly change into a good place to watch him perform, but she couldn't miss it.
It's just that after she changed her clothes in the cloakroom, when she was about to run to the venue, a girl from the animation club came over, she knew Meng Yu, she gasped and said, "Meng Yu is so good to see you." ”
Meng Yu looked at her very tired, probably running, she asked, "What's wrong?"
The girl: "That's right, after they finished the performance, a lot of people scattered, and no one took the borrowed instruments and rented costumes to put them away, I have a lot of them in my hands now, you can do it, help me put the instruments away." ”
Meng Yu suddenly didn't want to help, if she changed to the usual one, she would help, but she was afraid of delaying Chen Shen's show later.
The girl continued: "Please, help me, okay? I can't finish so many things." ”
Meng Yu asked, "By the way, how many programs are there now?"
The girl shook her head: "Not yet, it is estimated that there are two more who have just arrived at the symphony." ”
That's good.
Meng Yu: "Okay, I'll help you, but where should I put the instrument?"
"Great, thank you so much. The girl: "It's in the second room on the second floor of the building opposite." ”
Meng Yu nodded: "Okay." ”
After that, she didn't stay any longer and left, although she promised the girl, but she thought that it was better to go and come back quickly, what if she missed it.
It's night, many people have gone to the venue, the teaching building is empty, Meng Yu walked to the building in the dark, she has a feeling that she has never been here.
But if it's a stack of musical instruments, she's really out of here.
It's just that it's not going to be so dark on this big night? There are no people, and there are no cherry blossoms in the lights
How could she not know that schools are so energy-efficient and money-saving?
She didn't care, she could only rely on the faint flash lights on the other side of the venue to walk in the dark.
She wanted to find the second room and go back, it was horribly eerie, and there was no moon tonight.
When he walked to the corridor, a gust of wind blew from nowhere, and Meng Yu shivered, and then was stunned in place for a few seconds.
Don't scare her.
Could it be that what the hell can't be done?
Impossible, impossible, she constantly comforts herself.
It's just that the images of those female ghosts in the movie always flash in her mind, and maybe a grimace will appear in front of her when she turns her head, or a female ghost in red clothes will hang on it when she turns her head.
Ahh
She asked if she hadn't offended anyone, right? Those ghosts couldn't have come to her?
She felt her legs tremble, but she couldn't run because of the leg pain, and she didn't dare to shout.
She had to slowly speed up her pace, but she also found that the wind was blowing stronger and stronger from nowhere, but fortunately she found the next two rooms, the door was unlocked, and she went in as soon as she opened it, but before she could put the instrument away, the door suddenly closed inexplicably.
Meng Yu quickly became anxious when she heard the voice, she hurriedly put down the instrument and was about to go over to open the door, because she was panicked and anxious at that moment just now, and she forgot that her legs were in trouble, so she used more force when she took a step, and soon her legs were paralyzed and fell to the ground.
She didn't know what else she had bumped into, and then she heard something "squeak" open, and Meng Yu looked up and suddenly saw what she was most afraid of and the least likely to see.
It's a cabinet!
I just heard the creak open of the doors on both sides of the cabinet!
How could there be?!!How could there be a cabinet here?!
Don't!
Her legs couldn't stand up, and now she was in a panic, and she just wanted to open the door and get out quickly, but her legs didn't work, so she had to crawl over with all her strength, and she didn't dare to look at the cabinet the whole time.
She felt so uncomfortable that the air seemed to freeze and suffocate, and she heard the sound of her heart pounding and the sound of beads of sweat falling to the ground.
She was so panicked and scared!
I just want to get out quickly.
For some reason, as soon as she saw the cabinet and saw such a dark room, she was scared from the soles of her feet to her body and mind, and the chill that bred her did not know where it came from.
She was now swept away by fear and fear, uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that it suffocated her.
It took a lot of effort for her to climb to the door, and the process was so difficult that she felt like someone was pulling her from behind, but she still wanted to push forward.
When she reached the door, she reached out to open the door, but found that the door could not be opened, and she understood that this door could only be opened on the outside and could not be opened on the inside.
What to do?!What to do?!
What should she do??!!
She knocked on the door with her hand and shouted, "Is there anyone? Is there anyone outside? Who's going to save me?
Because I was so nervous, so scared!
She kept knocking and shouting, but there was no sound outside to answer her.
How could there be?
Everyone is at the venue, how can anyone come?
What to do, what should she do?!
Fear, fear grew deeper and deeper in her heart, but there was no way, she didn't know what to do, the only hope of opening the door and going out was now shattered.
All that's left is despair.
What to do?!
Sleep to save her???
She kept shouting, knocking on the door, even if there was no hope, she still had to try, but the voice behind the shouting became lower and lower.
Suddenly, she felt something in the cabinet sound, Meng Yu was startled, she quickly stopped speaking, but looked at the cabinet with extreme fear.
It was dark and there was nothing, but faintly she heard something.
Meng Yu stared quietly for a few seconds, and then the child's cry came: "Woo woo woo, woo woo"
After hearing this, Meng Yu suddenly screamed, and his head hurt.
Yes!!!
Here it is again, and the intermittent images in my mind are here again, only this time it is more painful than ever, sad as never before.
She held her head and kept screaming on the ground, rolling uncomfortably.
In her mind, she saw the child crying again, similar to the cry in the cupboard, and she felt that the child was so uncomfortable and painful.
But now she is the same, and she feels the same way as the child.
Why?!Why is this happening?!
Why is she so uncomfortable?
Why?
Her heart was aching, she couldn't calm down, she kept screaming, she kept crying.
It's uncomfortable, it's uncomfortable, what to do, whoever comes to save me, anyone can do it!
She felt like she was dying in pain, but now she felt worse than death.
After screaming like this, I don't know how long, the crying in the cabinet stopped, and Meng Yu shouted so loudly that his voice was hoarse.
She had no strength, but she still cried, still shed tears, and her heart was still uncomfortable.
It's just that the picture no longer flashes in her mind, and she slowly calms down, but she still holds her head, and her head is still in chaos.
She muttered, her eyes hollow, "Why? Why did you hit me?"
"Why? Why am I hiding here?"
Her eyes are out of focus, and the words she says are not under her control, she is now one with that child, she is now that child!
She felt that her body, her own consciousness, was no longer her own.
"Why are you arguing?"
"Why are you fighting?"
"Why did you hit Mommy?"
"Why did you pull me out of the cupboard and beat me?"
"Woooooooooo
She cried and muttered, and the tears never stopped.
"Who's going to save me? who's coming? Anyone can help? Please, help me, help me!"
"It's uncomfortable, my heart is so tight, it's so dark all around, there's nothing, there's nothing, it's just endless darkness, why? Why is this happening?"
The only thing visible to the naked eye in this space was her shrunk on the floor and the cabinet standing opposite, and it was open.
She couldn't tell who she was, which child it was, or her Meng Yu.
I can't tell the difference......
Who's coming?
Who's going to save me?
Anyone can!
I'm so uncomfortable!
I'm so uncomfortable!
Mom and Dad, where are you?
Then she smiled, no, you can't save me!
No, you can't save me.
No one can save me.
I am in darkness, and no one can save me without light.
The thought of her parents chilled for some reason, and then she calmed down, and she looked at the cabinet with empty eyes, looking around.
It's dark everywhere, everywhere, and she's been in the dark all the time
Suddenly, she heard a voice say to her, "Do you want to conquer the darkness?"
Meng Yu was speechless, just stunned.
"The best way to beat the darkness is to adapt. The voice added.
yes, adapt to the dark.
How can you not hate and be afraid of something that you hate and fear?
That's adaptation.
Force yourself to adapt to the darkness, force yourself not to be afraid, even if it's annoying, but you have to adapt.
Adapt to your own numbness.
Adapt to yourself and merge with it.
Adapt to no longer be dominated by the fear it brings, to adapt to make yourself stronger.
Meng Yu no longer shouted or cried, but sat on the ground blankly, looking at the darkness inside with very empty eyes.
She no longer struggles fearlessly.