It's hard to live, but it's not so easy to die.

Ding Huifen is not a hard-hearted person, and in the face of the crying and screaming of the two children, her heart softened into mud, and while speaking, she hugged the sister and brother tighter, took off her padded jacket and wrapped Chen Yang tightly, and took off the scarf to wrap Chen Song around, and rubbed her frozen red face distressedly: "Look at you, what are you frozen?"

"Mom, let's go home!" Chen Yang begged in a childish voice.

"Okay, let's go home......" Ding Huifen nodded and took her son's soft little hand.

The so-called home is a double room separated by wooden boards on the second floor of the garment factory's warehouse, which is occupied by a wardrobe, a desk and a bed, and a piece of the kitchen is barely set aside next to the door, which is small and dull at first glance.

That's it, the leaders of the textile factory were reluctant to give alms to Ding Huifen.

If Chen Shiming hadn't left Ding Huifen and hooked up with the factory director's daughter, the factory director was afraid that the reputation of his daughter would be ruined, and he tried his best to suppress the matter, and the place where the mother and wife settled would not have come so easily.

Ding Huifen took off the heavy cutting board, broke a small half of the old ginger and carefully washed the mud, sliced and chopped, and put it in boiling water to boil.

Ginger was cheap, but sugar was expensive, so she scooped a spoonful from the glass jar, pursed her lips, and added another spoonful.

The ginger soup in the pot was bubbling, and the sweet fragrance soon filled the room.

Turn off the heat, get out of the pot, the soup was put into the bowl without a drop, Ding Huifen took out two spoons, and when she looked back, she saw that the little one was already wrapped in clothes and fell asleep on the table, and the big one was looking at herself with a pair of clear eyes, and she didn't know how long she had been looking.

"What's wrong?" she really couldn't fathom the emotion in Chen Song's eyes.

Although this girl is carved out of the same mold as her, her temperament is not like her at all, but she is not as ruthless as Chen Shiming, I don't know who she looks like.

"Mom, Chen Shiming is going to get married tomorrow, what are your plans?" asked Chen Song.

Ding Huifen's hands trembled, and some of the ginger soup in the bowl spilled out.

She lowered her head and took a rag and rubbed it on the old wooden table that was too old to distinguish the color: "What else can I do, I didn't have a marriage certificate with your father at the beginning, and now who he wants to marry, how can I care......

"He's not my dad," Chen Song corrected, "I don't have such a dad." ”

Ding Huifen sighed: "It's my mother who has no ability, what if ...... If I had conceived your brother earlier, maybe this marriage certificate would have been tied up a long time ago, and our family would not have ......."

"This has nothing to do with you, it's Chen Shiming's bastard. He first said that you can't enter the door if you can't give birth to a son, and when you give birth to a younger brother and feel that you are already a member of his Chen family, he didn't run away, while asking you to serve his wife as a cow and a horse, and at the same time spending a lot of time outside to hook up with three or four, this kind of dad I take out It's a shame!" Chen Song said this, and felt a lot better.

When this happened in the last life, she was still young and didn't understand the twists and turns in it, and she listened to her grandmother Sun Peiyao scolding her mother in a different way all day long, and thought that her mother was cowardly and incompetent, so she let a good family break up, so she never said half a word of comfort.

This also became a hidden pain in her heart when she grew up, and by the time she finally understood the truth, the person who needed her comfort was long gone......

And at this moment, her mother was standing in front of her, still fresh in her memory, although her eyes were red, but she was unscathed.

It was difficult for Chen Song to suppress the emotions in his heart, but fortunately, Ding Huifen was only surprised, and did not think about it in detail: "You kid, who said these words to you?"

"No one told me that, I thought so," Chen Song was worried about goofs, and quietly diverted the topic, "Mom, as soon as the marriage is done tomorrow, Chen Shiming will be the rightful son-in-law of the factory director, will he continue to let us stay here at that time?"

These words woke up Ding Huifen.

Previously, Chen Shiming kept saying that he would break off the relationship with Yan Man, the daughter of Director Yan, but she believed it to be true, and what she waited for was the news of the marriage of the two, so she couldn't think of it for a while.

Seeing that the two of them were about to cook the rice, Ding Huifen came back to her senses, but it was too late - Chen Shiming had been hiding and coaxing and refused to tell the truth, just because he was afraid that he would make trouble in front of others. But now that he and Yan Man have quietly completed the marriage formalities, no matter how much trouble they make, it will be useless.

So what will he do next?

Kicked yourself out of the textile factory and completely cut off your thoughts?

Where should a pair of children go?

If they are taken to the so-called new home, can Yan Man, the stepmother, be good to them?

Ding Huifen felt that she was really confused, but fortunately she didn't jump just now, otherwise she wouldn't even have to take the regret medicine.

Even if you don't think about yourself in the second half of your life, you should think about the two children, and expecting Chen Shiming to raise the two children well is simply a fool's dream!

Seeing his mother's frowning thoughtfully, Chen Song breathed a sigh of relief: "Mom, don't worry, this day will be fine." ”

No matter how hard it is, no matter how desperate it is, as long as you are willing to calculate, you will not have no way to live.

In the last life, she witnessed her mother jumping from the rooftop for a hundred years, and the factory lost a lot of money in order to settle the matter, and the wedding of Chen Shiming and Yan Man was still held as scheduled.

However, there is no impermeable wall in the world, and the dirty things of scumbags and in private will soon be known.

Chen Song thought that the dog man and woman would be drowned in spittle, but it turned out that she thought too simply, and those who made mistakes had a hundred ways to cover up for themselves, and there were even a thousand ways to splash dirty water on innocent people.

Chen Shiming released his words to the outside world, saying that the two children were born to Ding Huifen behind his back and a wild man, so he never pulled a marriage certificate with this woman who did not abide by women's morals.

Dead people can't defend themselves, and Chen Song's "children's words" are even more unheard and believed. As soon as the rumors spread, no one blamed Chen Shiming for being negative or Yan Man for interfering, and everyone was scolding Ding Huifen for being unethical, and he deserved to die......

Chen Song, the daughter of a "bitch", has been poked in the backbone and thrown stones since she was a child.

She gradually understood that some of the black in this world is not black, and some white is not white, because some people's hearts have long been rotten and smelly, and their eyes see dirty things whether they look at the sky or the earth.

Memories were like a dark brown swamp, and Chen Song struggled to pull out of it.

Mother sat at the table with a long sigh and a sad face, and after the sourness in her heart subsided, an irrepressible joy gradually swelled up, as if a little rain oozed from the long-frozen ground—she never thought that she could go back to the age of eleven, back to before everything had happened......

"Mom, you just have to resign, isn't Aunt Feng's tailor shop recruiting, your skills are so good, you will definitely be able to hire them." She made the next step for her mother.