It's serious
She: "There's money in this deep sea!"
Wu Fang: "That's not, there is no one of the best high schools in the city, or a key middle school, how many people admire it, this is going to be promoted to the state?"
Meng Yu is indeed a fraction of a head, and the deep sea is awesome enough.
She was also glad that she was able to come to this awesome school, even if it didn't come through due process.
On the way from the playground to the school building, many students saw the building under construction, and many people also talked about it.
A few people said: "Alas, I and you, I haven't been able to get the school's subsidy this semester." ”
Someone asked, "Why?"
The man: "Why else? Look at the fact that the school is going to be promoted to the state, there are still a lot of activities to prepare to entertain people in the state and the city, and now there are a few buildings to be built, where did you get so much money? I can only use the money donated by the foundation to do this, I am quietly with you, you don't go out, this is confidential." ”
Someone asked, "So where did you know that?"
The man: "Oh no! My brother is a teacher in the deep sea, can I not know?
......
Meng Yu went to find Mu Ye during the afternoon nap, she showed her the boy's painting, Mu Ye: "I have a little clue, but it's just messy, give me time in the afternoon and I'll sort it out." ”
Meng Yu exclaimed: "Do you really understand?"
Kino smiled: "What's so hard about me? And my drawings are even more difficult to understand than his, and not ordinary people can see it." ”
Meng Yu suddenly became interested: "Can you show me what you painted?"
Kino: "Absolutely. ”
After that, she took a few and showed them to Meng Yu, Meng Yu's pupils immediately shrank as soon as she entered her eyes, her breathing became extremely difficult, and her hand holding the paper trembled.
She couldn't help but retch after that.
Mu Ye asked, "Meng Yu, what's wrong with you?"
Meng Yu showed her the painting she had drawn, but she still couldn't help retching, she forced herself to speak: "I'm fine, I'm just scared by your painting." ”
Mu Ye took the painting and put it aside, helped Meng Yu sit on the bed, and then poured a glass of water for her to drink.
She smiled nonchalantly: "yes, I don't have many people who can understand my paintings, but I didn't expect to scare you like this, it seems that you are not suitable for these things." ”
Meng Yu asked, "Aren't you scared when you draw it yourself?"
Kino: "How can I be scared when I draw it myself? You may not believe that I am not even afraid of ghosts and darkness." ”
Meng Yu asked incredulously, "Really?"
She didn't believe that Kino was not afraid, she was not afraid of a girl who looked quite thin and needed protection? And she herself was afraid of the dark and ghosts, she was not afraid?
Mu Ye didn't answer and asked, "It looks like you're afraid?"
Meng Yu was a little cowardly, she felt that Mu Ye was like a friend, at least in terms of height, she was still her sister's feeling, but people were not afraid, but she was afraid.
Alas, there is no way, but she is not the only one who is afraid of people in this world.
After that, she didn't feel cowardly, she: "Yes, ghosts and black are quite afraid." ”
Kino: "Huh, what's there to be afraid of? Isn't the human heart the most terrifying?"
Meng Yu was stunned.
As if she hadn't seen it, Mu Ye came over and hugged Meng Yu: "I'll teach you a method of not being afraid of ghosts and not being afraid of the dark." ”
Meng Yu hadn't recovered from what she said just now, and asked in disbelief, "What's the solution?"
Mu Ye: "When you're afraid of ghosts, you treat him as a Rao being, ignore him, be your own, and if you can, you can talk to him, so it's much better." ”
Meng Yu was surprised: "Talking to ghosts?"
This...... Why does it sound so mysterious?
Kino nodded: "I've tried it before, once in junior high school, on the way home from school, I always felt very tired and tired, and I felt that there was always something behind me, but every time I looked back, I found nothing, until I walked under a tree, I let each other go, let's end it, and then there was a gust of wind, and then I was relieved." ”
Meng Yu asked, "You don't feel any more, and you're not very tired?"
Wood nodded: "That's right." ”
Meng Yu was still skeptical, and such a thing as a ghost was also a mystery.
Meng Yu asked what he was most interested in: "What about the dark, is there any way?"
Kino: "When you're in the dark, do you feel like you're surrounded by demons?"
Meng Yu nodded: "Almost." ”
Kino: "At this time, you stare at it first, so that you try not to be afraid and afraid, and then you can also talk to them, treat them as friends, not demons, and you won't be afraid if you think of them as good." ”
Treat them as good friends?!
Earnest?
She couldn't help but think that this Kino was really big, but she didn't feel like she was joking.
Quite serious.
Meng Yu wanted to ask her something else, especially about the things in the painting, but at this time, the head of their dormitory spoke: "Meng Yu, our dormitory is about to go to bed, you should also hurry back to your bedroom to sleep!
Meng Yu heard it, the tone of their room head was not very good, and Mu Ye also looked back in a very bad tone: "It's like you don't usually bring your friends!"
Their head glared at Kino, who glared at her too.
Meng Yu felt that this posture was wrong, and thought that it would be better to slip away quickly.
She: "I'm sorry to bother you, I'll go back now, I'm sorry." ”
Soon fled in the wilderness.
She can see that Kino and their head of the room are not on good terms.
When she returned to her bedroom, she found that the other three had slept, and Meng Yu quickly climbed into bed to sleep.
It's just that the paintings that Kino had drawn and her words still flashed in my mind.
What kind of person is she?
It must be very dark inside to draw a picture like that.
Although she only glanced at the paintings that Mu Ye showed Meng Yu, she wrote them down.
Her drawings were all black, the first one was a girl walking down an empty aisle, with a large, dark eye staring at her behind her, and a hand about to touch the hem of the girl's skirt, which was painted with black nail polish and had long, pointed nails, as if it were the hand of a demon.
There is also a picture of a girl with a very bad smile, holding a gun and shooting a plush toy, all of which are all black, but Kino's painter is simply flirtatious, and the girl's eyes and smile are painted very well.
There was also a picture of the same girl holding a gun to her head, and at her feet were the corpses of Rao that she had killed, as if they had been shattered.
Meng Yu in the back couldn't think about it, either perverted or dark. She couldn't believe that Kino would draw such a picture, she couldn't think of it.
She also discovers that there is a girl in each picture, and those girls must be Kino's own imagination of herself.
And her sentence, what is more terrible than the night and ghosts is the human heart!
What exactly did you go through to make such a statement?
The more Meng Yu thought about it, the more uncomfortable she felt, she was uncomfortable, she was also about the same age, but what did they see?
Meng Yu didn't know, but she didn't want to know, she just felt that it was terrible and far away from her.
......
After the afternoon class, Mu Ye came to Meng Yu with the boy's drawing: "I've solved it all, this is simply not challenging." ”
Meng Yu was surprised: "You really solved it, do you know what it means?"
Kino nodded: "This is not difficult for me." ”
Meng Yule was broken and asked, "What do you mean?" Is it a painting or a word?"
Kino: "It's both a painting and a word, first of all, the picture on the wall means that I don't want to talk to you, and the one in the book is that I hate you and all the good things." ”
Meng Yu was shocked: "That's it?"
Kino: "yes, that's it, are you sure you drew it as a child? It's not challenging for me, but it's still quite meaningful. ”
Meng Yu asked, "What's the point?"
Kino: "He's very good at matching colors, and I know how important it is, and I suddenly want to get to know this kid." ”
Meng Yu was shocked, she could actually say these words so easily?
But since she can understand the boy's drawings and maybe she can communicate well with him, in that case, it is okay for them to meet him.
Meng Yu: "Okay, since you want to, it's naturally no problem, but it's only time on Saturday and Sunday." ”
Kino smiled: "I'm okay with that." But I've done you a favor, shouldn't you treat me?"
Meng Yu: "It's necessary, by the way, the two of us rarely go to eat desserts, otherwise let's do it, we'll go to the dessert shop later, you can pick whatever you want, I'll treat you!"
Kino smiled, and smiled purely: "Okay." ”
......
Meng Yu found time to chat with Jiang Zi about the boy's painting cracking, Jiang Zi was also shocked, what she couldn't crack herself was actually cracked by a student?!
She's too useless.
can be envious to envy, she cares more about Muno's situation.
Meng Yu understood Mu Ye's situation and suspicions with her, and Jiang Zi came to a conclusion: "According to your words, this Mu Ye must also be suffering from some kind of disease, and it is very serious." ”
Meng Yu asked, "What kind of disease? Is it the same autism as the boy and Chen Shen?"
If that's the case, can the relationship between her and Chen Shen be resolved?
Jiang Zi shook her head: "It shouldn't be like this, she has social skills, and she can do a lot of things with friends, she doesn't exist in a self-enclosed state." ”
It's just that Jiang Zi thinks that I'm afraid this is a more serious symptom than autism.
Meng Yu asked, "What is that like?"
Jiang Zi shook her head: "I don't know very well, but since she promised you to go to the welfare home with you this Saturday, I will observe it when the time comes." By the way, you can ask her more about her and let me know later. ”
Meng Yu nodded in agreement.
Jiang Zi felt more and more that many things recently, not many cases, had become more and more strange, and her imagination and cognition had become more and more subverted.
A boy of a few years old who has autism and who has not been subjected to domestic violence or other forgiveness before this feels like he has closed himself off.
And Chen Shen, who Jiang Zi listened to at the beginning, was already amazed enough, because he had a rejection mentality, and he was extremely unwilling to trust others, and he was unwilling to ask others more about his own affairs, and to discuss his family's affairs, all for Meng Yu.
Now there is another Mu Ye, and among those that Meng Yu revealed to her, not only Meng Yu felt curious about her relationship with Chen Shen, but even she herself was curious.
In addition, she is also very curious about Kino this person.
What exactly is it that makes them have these mental illnesses.
will make them endure so much at such a grade.
It's hard to imagine that you can say something like "It's the human heart that is more terrible than the night and ghosts", and that you can draw those perverted pictures.
As a psychiatrist, she suddenly felt like a failure.
However, it has to be that in recent years, there has been a common phenomenon that many people are unwilling to come for treatment even if they have serious mental illness, of course, some people are because they can't afford to pay, and some people don't want to even if they have money, because they don't want to be treated like "crazy" and "mentally ill", and some people are specifically rejected by psychiatrists and Darao, most of these people are teenagers, because most of them are forced by their parents.
The rejection of psychologists by these adolescents is also due to the rebellious phenomenon that exists at this stage and the disapproval of psychologists.
......
At night, in the "110" dormitory.
Chen Ying, who hadn't played with her mobile phone for a long time, began to play with her mobile phone again.
Meng Yu didn't bother to care about her when she saw it, complaining about her, anyway, someone has a boyfriend who gives her a make-up class to study.
Meng Yu asked Wu Fang: "Fangfang, is it not good for Mu Ye to have a bad relationship with the head of their dormitory?"
Wu Fang was rubbing skin care products: "Yes, it's not good, and they often quarrel, what's wrong?
Meng Yu: "Almost, anyway, the tone of the two of them is very bad, do they have any festivals?"
Wu Fang: "It's not like this, to be honest, their head of the room is quite annoying, arrogant and conceited, and he also has a habit of cleanliness, often letting Mu Ye take out garbage and mop the floor or something." ”
Meng Yu asked, "They don't care about the rest of the people in their dormitory?" ”
Wu Fang: "The people in their dormitory, one is busy with falling in love, the other is busy studying, and even if they see who dares to do anything to their room leader, their room head has a bad temper and is fierce, but don't look at Mu Yeting's person, but she is also very energetic when she scolds people." ”
Meng Yu asked, "Didn't they have a good time with Mu Ye in their bedroom?"
Wu Fang shook his head: "No Sakura"
Although Meng Yu has been before.