Chapter 424: First Love Is So Sweet
But Chen Yuan knew that as long as he couldn't let go of his obsession with those lives and always regarded them as his own sins, he would never be able to eliminate this demon.
But can Chen Yuan? Even if those people deserve their crimes, is he qualified to judge and control their life and death?
Is it just because there is a reason for things that you can tolerate yourself to commit heinous murder?
The answer is definitely no, since Chen Yuan saw Qin Yang, and then saw the scene of the tragic death of Huangfu Zunlong and others, he felt as if many things had become complicated.
But he didn't mind the complication, and liked it.
This means that Chen Yuan no longer sees himself as a visitor to this world, but as a part of it.
But who would have thought that the growing pains would come so quickly.
Taking a deep breath, Chen Yuan closed his eyes and forced himself to think back to that night.
Scenes flashed in his mind, Chen Yuan's face began to become extremely hideous, the sweat of the bean slipped down from his forehead drop by drop, his hand was held fiercely, and a few traces of blood quietly flowed out of his fingers, mixed with sweat and dripping on the steps.
Tick, tick, tick......
It seemed like it was just a moment, and it seemed like a long, long time had passed.
A warmth enveloped Chen Yuan's clenched fists, and in addition to the ticking sound, Chen Yuan heard another soft tone.
"I'm not afraid of obsession, I'm just afraid of not waking up. ”
The mountain of corpses and the sea of blood in his mind suddenly disappeared, and was replaced by a picture of everyone in the "Shadow" organization running after him alone, and then it was infinitely magnified until Chen Yuan could see everyone's faces clearly and savor everyone's different expressions.
or fierce, or dazed, or flustered, or in high spirits...... It seems that all the states of life have shrunk in front of Chen Yuan's eyes.
Next, Chen Yuan seems to see his own imagination, and when he looks at someone, he will see the bits and pieces of that person's life, including happiness and sadness, reunion and clutch.
Everyone's life seems to be proportional to good and evil, and the difference is only whether they are happy or not when they are good or evil.
In the end, Chen Yuan saw himself, the self who was still standing in place and had not moved.
Covered in blood, his expression was indifferent, and his eyes were empty.
Why run away?
Chen Yuanleng was stunned, yes, why did you run away?
So Chen Yuan slowly walked towards him, and coincided with the Chen Yuan who was covered in blood.
At this moment, the practice of "Washing the Marrow Sutra" was running quietly, and a vast sound seemed to sound in Chen Yuan's heart, but Chen Yuan listened attentively but couldn't hear anything.
He slowly gave birth to an idea, and he had to face it bravely.
There was a roar, and the voices suddenly became clear:
All things are not all things, they are the same as me, they conjure up all forms, and they help to become business...... People are not as good as things, they are only greedy for food and clothing, forget life and death, and be able to stop cravings.
Everything and I are the same.
The "Washing the Marrow Sutra" has finally been completed!
At this time, Chen Yuan also quietly opened his eyes.
The first thing I saw was the spiritual power between heaven and earth, which was like a substance, swimming around him non-stop, like a fish entering water and a bird flying into the sky, extremely happy.
Secondly, he saw Mo Ru, who was squatting on the low steps in front of him, gently holding his hand, his eyes full of care.
But what attracted Chen Yuan's attention was the black barrier on Mo Ru's body, which isolated all the spiritual power of heaven and earth outside Mo Ru's body, without the slightest infiltration, and also exuded bursts of black qi.
His heart sank, but Chen Yuan didn't show it on his face, he blinked and turned off this special vision.
"You
What happened just now?"
Mo Ru looked at him as if he was fine, and asked softly.
Chen Yuan smiled slightly and said softly, "It's okay, it's all over." ”
Mo Ru was silent for a long time, and after a while, she suddenly said very seriously: "I like you." ”
As if expected, Chen Yuan didn't react otherwise, still smiling.
"I know. He paused, "But I've killed people." ”
“...... I know. ”
"Many, many people. ”
“...... Well. ”
"I'm going to be tired, and I want to carry the life they deserve. ”
As he spoke, Chen Yuan stood up, his body clicking.
He chose to face it, and finally consumed the rudimentary form of the mind born from the heart demon, but the heart demon did not disappear, as long as Chen Yuan had a trace of escape in the future, his heart demon would fill Chen Yuan's heart with a more powerful attitude.
But Chen Yuan was not afraid at all, but snickered in his heart.
Since it hasn't disappeared, it has to be used, right?
He had already thought about what martial arts he should learn next.
At this time, Mo Ru's words pulled him back to the real world in front of him.
"I want to be with you. ”
Looking at Mo Ru's determined expression, Chen Yuan smiled and rubbed her head.
"It's still early, silly girl!"
Then he pulled Mo Ru out of the villa, and looked up, the sky was clear and the sun was just right.
Ten minutes later, Chen Yuan and Mo Ru were squatting on the side of the road with black lines on their faces.
The people were all gone, leaving them with a car.
Looking at Mo Ru's eager expression, Chen Yuan resolutely said no.
So Mo Ru pulled her shoulders and dialed Mo Sheng's phone, and after getting Mo Sheng's promise, the two walked to the side of the road and began to wait.
He waited from two minutes to five minutes, and from five minutes to ten minutes.
Finally, when Chen Yuan was thinking about letting Mo Ru drive it once, the sound of "da-da" came from above, and the two looked up to see that a helicopter was rapidly approaching.
Chen Yuan turned his head, and Mo Ru raised his chin with a proud expression.
Okay!
After returning to Tianmo Mansion, Mo Ru informed Mo Sheng of what happened that night, but concealed the situation of Chen Yuan's demonic attack.
Mo Sheng nodded as he listened, and secretly wrote down a lot of names.
When he heard Mo Shaohui admit defeat and withdraw, Mo Sheng finally raised his eyebrows and looked at Chen Yuan with interest.
After the two finished speaking, Mo Sheng found a reason to break Mo Ru apart, and asked jokingly: "Okay, you are quite powerful, you can actually convince Shao Hui, I should be impressed by you, right?"
Chen Yuan didn't speak, his expression was very flat.
Mo Sheng's face gradually became serious, and he spoke again: "I know the temperament of the second child, what have you done?"
From Mo Ru's words, Mo Sheng didn't know about the bloody events that happened in the villa, only what happened later.
"I killed someone. ”
Chen Yuan was very calm, as if he didn't regard killing people as a very important thing.
"How much?" Mo Sheng asked softly, narrowing his eyes.
"If you count those three things, forty-six F-class elites or so. ”
Rao is Mo Sheng was also frightened when he heard this number, but his face only trembled slightly at the corners of his eyes.
"You don't feel anything?"
"Do you think I'm not human?" Chen Yuan frowned, he understood what Mo Sheng meant, "I don't like to kill, if I can,
I'll try to avoid it, just like I didn't kill Mo Shaohui. ”
Mo Sheng nodded secretly in his heart, which was why he could still chat with Chen Yuan calmly.
The Mo family can fight and grab, but there is no reason for their own family to kill their own family.
"But if I do kill someone. Chen Yuan paused, his tone was very serious, "I will remember him, no matter what his previous grievances with me were, I will always remember him, even if it is just a face, I have to tell myself that you are living with his life on your back, and your life must create greater value." ”
After speaking, Chen Yuan didn't wait for Mo Sheng to speak, but turned around and walked out of the door, and continued in his mouth: "The reason why I am willing to tell you this is just that I hope you will not doubt it, after all, I am still your daughter's bodyguard." ”
After a while, Mo Sheng reacted from his stunned state, looked at the empty office, shook his head and smiled bitterly: "The future is terrible, the future is terrible." ”
At this time, Chen Yuan suddenly appeared from the door again.
"Mr. Mo, what did you just say?"
Mo Sheng's face was black.
Chen Yuan walked over with a smile, and he could get the praise of this old fox, which was not a loss.
"There's one more thing I'd like to ask. ”
Mo Sheng said lightly with a cold face: "Say." ”
"When you were old enough to find out that Mo Ru couldn't practice martial arts?"
As he spoke, Chen Yuan straightened his face and did not smile anymore.
Mo Sheng also became serious, and his eyes sank into memories.
"When she was three years old, Xiaofu took her to kindergarten, and other children could vaguely feel the spiritual power, but she didn't seem to know, and the teacher was also very anxious, thinking that her teaching method was not suitable, until I personally took her to check it out, and found that this child seemed to be born unable to release spiritual power and unable to cultivate. ”
After a pause, a rare trace of regret appeared on Mo Sheng's face.
"I thought this was the case at the time, so I asked Xiaofu to tell the teacher the reason, just hoping that the teacher could take more care of Ru'er. ”
"But?" Chen Yuan frowned, he could already imagine the next plot.
"But the kindergarten children began to isolate her, and even bullied her, she didn't tell me, just fought with those children, I didn't find out until Ru'er went to junior high school, one day Ru'er suddenly told me that she had a good friend, a boy, the kind of ...... that was very popular in the class."
"Alright, alright. Chen Yuan hurriedly stopped Mo Sheng's memories, he didn't know why, he felt that if he listened to Mo Sheng talk about Mo Ru's relationship history, it would be like he had really become a father-in-law and son-in-law, "Needless to say, and I can probably guess it in the future, you can tell me if there is anything weird about Mo Ru before she was three years old, right?"
While speaking, Chen Yuan slandered.
MD, sure enough, the children of rich families can afford to go to kindergarten!
You must know that now to discover children's martial arts talents, cultivate children's ability to learn martial arts kindergarten, the tuition is ridiculously high, at least half a year is 200,000 starts, many children do not even go to kindergarten directly to primary school, and only Moru, Ma Tengyun This kind of rich child knows what kindergarten looks like.
And Chen Yuan, who grew up in the slums, didn't know what it was like.
Mo Sheng, who was interrupted from his memory, didn't see any unhappiness, but said lightly: "Really no, do you think I don't want to cure her? ”
Chen Yuan nodded, this is indeed the truth.
The next moment, Mo Sheng suddenly laughed strangely.
"You really don't want to know Ru'er's first love?"