On the journey of life, it was you who ignited the light of hope for me, gave me the wings of ideals, and soared in Zhi Fanglei remembered that he and her shouted their dreams together when they were at the beach, and they only had themselves for each other at that time.

But after so many things, the two of them became more and more estranged, in fact, he didn't hope much, they could still be like before.

When Fang Lei ran to the beach, he saw Zhou Yuqian sitting quietly on the reef, and he suddenly felt that a stone in his heart had fallen, and he felt much more relaxed.

Exhaled, he slowly walked towards her, and sat side by side with her, Zhou Yuqian felt strange, turned her head and looked at Fang Lei in surprise with a puzzled face and asked, "Why are you here?"

Fang Lei looked at her and said, "I didn't hear that you ran away from home, so I came to look for you." ”

She was startled and said, "What!?, they all say I'm running away from home?"

Fang Lei was a little surprised, "Then you mean you don't?"

Zhou Yuqian immediately denied: "Of course not! I just came out to relax and think about things." ”

Fang Lei replied to her decisively: "If you leave without telling your parents, what's the call if you leave without leaving home?"

Zhou Yuqian's face changed suddenly, and Fang Lei could see that he was talking about her sore spots, which made her unhappy.

She whispered: "I don't know how to face my mother, she has been very strict with me since I was a child, my life and study are arranged by her for me, I have no choice at all, I can play the piano in junior high school, and in high school she only let me study, saying that I want to be admitted to Tsinghua University and Peking University, just because of this I quarreled with her, and then she also agreed to let me play the piano, but this time I gave up the piano after knowing my results." ”

Zhou Yuqian stopped, and Fang Lei didn't speak, because he knew that she would continue, "Actually, I know that she is all for my good, but she has never considered my feelings, and has not asked me if I want to make decisions for me, I think all my things can be gone, but I can't have dreams, she is my mother, I should support me, but everyone supports me, but my mother is the only one." ”

Zhou Yuqian didn't speak again, Fang Lei took a heavy breath and said: "Actually, I envy you, I've always been envious, you can say your dreams out loud, and you have a perfect home, and I don't have anything, I can't be managed, my parents left me when I was very young, in fact, even if they didn't leave, they wouldn't care about me, in their eyes, in addition to work, it is work, and your parents have always put you first in their eyes, and they only want to be good for you." ”

"I can't relate to how you feel," he said, "but I would say that what you get easily is the hardest for others to get." ”

Fang Lei continued: "Do you remember what you told me before? You said that dreams are to be said, if you don't even have the courage to say it, where is the courage to face difficulties, I know that dreams are very important in your mind, but this difficulty still has to be faced, you think about it." ”

Fang Lei suddenly stood up and shouted towards the sea: "Zhou Yuqian, do you know how much I envy you! You have everything I want, what else are you unhappy about!"

After shouting, Fang Lei turned to look at her, she was looking at herself with a confused expression, Xu was surprised by his sudden shouting.

They only sat for a short time and then went back, and Fang Lei still sent her downstairs as before, so he was relieved.

It's just that as soon as they arrived at the gate of Zhou Yuqian's community, Zhou Yufei and Wu Shiyuan greeted them, and Wu Shiyuan was the first to run over, followed by Zhou Yufei.

As soon as Wu Shiyuan approached, he opened his mouth and scolded: "Didn't you say that you just scolded you a few words? Why can't you think of leaving home? Do you know how worried your father and I are, it's too bad for you!"

Wu Shiyuan read Zhou Yuqian cracklingly, and Fang Lei stood next to him without saying a word and looked at them quietly.

Wu Shiyuan only had Zhou Yuqian in his eyes, so he naturally couldn't take care of him, but Zhou Yufei had already seen him, he smiled gently at Fang Lei, and he called politely: "Uncle."

Zhou Yuqian told Fang Lei a lot about her family, among which he knew best was that she had a strict mother, but her father was very open-minded, in fact, he could see it without her talking.

Zhou Yufei asked, "Did you find Xiaoqian?"

Fang Lei laughed and said, "Sort of, in fact, she didn't run away from home, she just went to relax." ”

"It's not her to blame for this, it's our parents who pushed her too hard. ”

"Zhou Yuqian is really good to have a father like you!" Fang Lei said bluntly.

In the end, it may be that Wu Shiyuan figured it out or was persuaded, and she didn't scold Zhou Yuqian much, she talked to Zhou Yuqian and took her home.

When Zhou Yuqian left, she turned around and waved her hand to Fang Lei, and said, "Fang Lei, thank you very much today! It's not early, you should go back early!"

Fang Lei looked at her back until she walked away and couldn't see it anymore, and he didn't leave.

After that, he thought for a long time, maybe there are many things to fight for by himself, and if he doesn't try, how will he know what the road ahead will be.

The summer vacation passed quickly, and Fang Lei mixed with Yang Shengli and Zhao Yiwei almost every day, except for playing basketball or playing games, and so on.

And Zhou Yuqian's situation has improved, she can practice the piano again, Wu Shiyuan also found a cram school with her, and while practicing the piano, she is also blindly making up for lessons.

Soon the first day of school came, and Fang Lei unexpectedly received an email from Fang's mother, which read:

Dear Xiao Lei

Mom knows that you have started school, Xiao Lei's grades are also in the eyes of his mother, now in the third year of high school to work harder, although your parents have taken care of the school for you, but no good grades are still not good, parents also believe that you can get good results, then our family can be reunited, after Xiao Lei finished the college entrance examination, my mother will come to pick you up.

At the same time, Xiao Lei should also take good care of himself, autumn has come, it is a little cool, Xiao Lei must remember to add more clothes, don't let yourself catch a cold, if you have any discomfort, you can call your parents or tell Uncle Wang, don't hold back alone and don't want to say it, this will only make everyone more worried.

Mother who loves you Zhou Yuqian arrived at the classroom early the next morning, Li Zhenyi and Fang Lei had not yet come, which made her even more panicked, and she still didn't come after waiting for a long time.

Just as she was about to run out of the classroom to see what was going on, she saw such a scene - Li Zhenyi held Fang Lei's arm, the two of them were together for a long time, and stood outside the door like this, Li Zhenyi looked at Zhou Yuqian with straight eyes, as if sarcastic, and Fang Lei was expressionless without saying a word.

When they passed by Zhou Yuqian, Li Zhenyi whispered, "I won." ”

I won, but the simple three words contain a lot of feelings in it, yes, if she wins, it means that Zhou Yuqian lost, and lost completely.

What made Zhou Yuqian sad was that Fang Lei only glanced at her when he came over just now, and he didn't even shout at her.

When did they become so strange, or did it always be like this, he always liked Li Zhenyi.

At this moment, Zhou Yuqian felt so painful, tears flowed out unconsciously, she secretly wiped her tears, but she was still seen by Yueqi.

Yueqi came over to comfort Zhou Yuqian, it's okay not to be comforted, but once she comforted her, she was still energetic, she was wondering if there was no pain if she didn't like it, but she did like it, and she was really in pain.

Soon, the whole class of Fang Lei and Li Zhenyi being together had already spread, and Zhou Yuqian's secret crying didn't know who saw it, and it also spread.

The classmates in the class all said this, just because Fang Lei and Li Zhenyi were together, so Zhou Yuqian was so sad that she cried, so the role she plays now is Xiaosan.

This made Zhou Yuqian very unhappy, but she had to admit that this was the case, and it was not once or twice that Li Zhenyi scolded her junior in front of her classmates.

That day, Zhou Yuqian was standing in the corridor thinking about things, and Li Zhenyi suddenly walked over and said, "How about it, does it taste good like this?"

Zhou Yuqian didn't look at her, continued to look ahead and said, "You can try." ”

"It's a pity that I can't understand it in this life, because Fang Lei is mine, and no one can snatch it away, if you want to blame it, you like someone you shouldn't like. ”

Zhou Yuqian asked, "What should be? What shouldn't?"

She said: "Anyway, you have lost, Fang Lei likes me, so the person who quit is you, and you don't know yet, in fact, you have always been just a stand-in, Fang Lei is good to you, that's because he sees you as me, do you know what the two of us are most alike? That is, that firm face is so similar, and you just appeared when I left, and it was when Fang Lei was sad, so he got condolences from you, and completely regarded you as me." ”

She said: "There is also Wu Junwen, he also sees you as Li Zhongxue, I was not there when you were fighting, I also heard from Wei Li, I heard that Wu Junwen was still sick at that time, but he received a call from Fang Lei, and he said on the phone, 'Li Zhongxue's matter will be repeated again' It is precisely because of this sentence that he ran desperately to save you, I think you also know that Wei Li can't do anything to Wu Junwen?" What's more, it's you, but it's precisely because of you that he reminds him of Li Zhongxue at the beginning, and forgot to say, Li Zhongxue and I used to be good friends, and she also learned musical instruments, playing the piano like you, and it was precisely because of this that Wu Junwen went to learn the piano, so you two don't look like each other? Zhou Yuqian, I really feel sorry for you, you are just a stand-in, after all, you still can't get anything, now you know your own value!

Zhou Yuqian was taken aback, feeling that what she said was unrealistic, but recalling the various behaviors of Fang Lei and Wu Junwen at the beginning, she also had to admit that she was a stand-in in their eyes, in short, a substitute. "The third year of high school is a new stage, and you have to work harder. This is Wu Shiyuan's original words, and Zhou Yuqian understands that the countdown to the college entrance examination has been started since the first day of school, and what she is about to block is her dream and the road of life.

The first two weeks of school passed quickly, and everyone was in a state of tension.

Class 3 was also adjusted, and students with poor grades were assigned to other classes.

Among them, many people were separated, Xiang Chenxi, Yang Shengli and others were transferred, and these two people were transferred away because their grades were declining sharply.

Xiang Chenxi's grades have been declining since Liu Yan stayed away from her, and so has Yang Shengli, but more because of his and his junior high school classmates.

In Zhou Yuqian's opinion, it is a lot of benefits for Yueqi that he is gone, and it will not be so embarrassing for the two to meet.

Liu Yan was almost transferred away, but fortunately, he was saved in time, and it was precisely because of this that he treated his studies more attentively.

Since the beginning of the school year, Zhou Yuqian has not had a lot of contact with Fang Lei, on the contrary, there has been a lot of contact with Wu Junwen.

Because there is a performance of the National Talent Contest in November, this time the talent contest is more grand and magnificent than before, there are many items in the competition, but it is very strict, you have to go through layers of screening to enter the finals, you have to select the best one from each province to go to Beijing to participate in the national competition, so even if you can win in your own province, you may not be able to win before the national competition, and then you will participate in the winners from all over the country.

For this reason, Zhou Yuqian felt very gratified, even if she couldn't win, she could see the world, she had participated in a lot of large-scale competitions from childhood to large-scale competitions, but it was really the first time for her to participate in such a large scale.

Zhou Yuqian continued to go to the music room to practice the piano, and at the same time she was practicing when she returned home, and the piano at home was also bought by Wu Shiyuan for her during the summer vacation, and the price was naturally her grades.

Wu Junwen is not a piano but a guitar this time, he is good at the guitar, and he loves the guitar very much, almost the same as Zhou Yuqian's love for the piano, so he wants to win with the guitar, Xu Jingan said that it is important for both of them to enter the finals, and she also said that Zhou Yuqian's biggest opponent will only be Fang Pinrui in the second middle school, so let her force practice.

It is developing in a good direction, but there are problems in the relationship.

After the competition on Sunday, she turned on her mobile phone and saw that the class group was discussing Li Zhenyi and Fang Lei, and she was a little unsure.

Later, I asked Yueqi, Yueqi told her that Li Zhenyi wanted to confess to Fang Lei, and when she heard it, she was stunned and completely dumbfounded, not Li Zhenyi's behavior shocked her, but worried that Fang Lei would agree.

She was really afraid that she had never been so scared from beginning to end, not that she was not confident in herself, but that Li Zhenyi was indeed a tricky opponent.

With an anxious heart, she didn't sleep well all night, she wanted to ask Fang Lei, but after hesitation, she still didn't ask.

She thought that she would have to go to the school tomorrow, because she knew that if Fang Lei promised her, then she would definitely do something.