Chapter 501: Trying to Live!
Chu Yun stayed in the hospital for a week. That's it, but he was still held back by Chu Hongye and refused to let go.
Otherwise, Chu Yun would want to return to Beijing after staying for three days.
His physical qualities are solid and excellent.
Divine Doctor Xue's worries and worries did not happen to Chu Yun.
And the most outrageous thing is that Doctor Xue has been observing in Baicheng for a week. Far from deteriorating, Chu Yun's state of mind became stronger and stronger.
Except for the occasional nausea when you eat too much.
Before leaving, Divine Doctor Xue concluded: "The eldest young master's physical condition should be fine. Before, it was true that I had too many concerns. ”
Chu Hongye got such an answer. A hanging heart is completely relaxed.
"Do you want to go back to Beijing with me?" Chu Hongye asked.
"I want to visit the grave of an old friend. Chu Yun smiled.
Chu Hongye understood the meaning of Chu Yun's words.
What so-called old friend does he have in Baicheng? That is, Luo Yin.
The two don't know each other, and they have invisibly cultivated a year-old friend.
Now that the Locke family has been destroyed overnight, the discussion of this top wealthy family in the city has long fallen from the peak to the bottom.
The world of the rich is not something that ordinary people are qualified to discuss. At most, it should be an after-dinner conversation. And after a few times, it's boring and crooked. The enthusiasm doesn't last long.
Sending his aunt back to Beijing, Chu Yun drove to the hotel where he stayed. The fox who was supposed to leave, but he didn't leave an inch. His eyes stared at Chu Yun with complicated eyes. The red lips opened slightly, but he didn't say a word.
At this moment, she only needed to be by Chu Yun's side, it was enough.
She didn't want to say what she shouldn't say, and Chu Yun shouldn't want to listen to it.
Had afternoon tea at the hotel and had dinner.
Chu Yun went to the cemetery where Luo Yin was buried.
It is said to be a cemetery, but like the living rich, there are not only independent units. Even the environment and location are more magnificent than ordinary cemeteries.
Rich people die, and they live more spacious than ordinary people.
At night, a faint glow shrouded the cemetery.
I don't know if it's a psychological effect or if there is really a yin qi, the cemetery is eerie and terrifying. It's terrifying.
But Chu Yun seems to be perfectly integrated into this gloomy cemetery. Even when he was walking, he was like a lonely ghost, and the people who watched it were covered in hair.
The fox god has long been accustomed to the smell of death.
For the cemetery, she will not be resistant.
She's been in even the most eerie places. Naturally, I don't think it's scary here.
Smack.
Chu Yun lit a cigarette and half-squatted in front of Luo Yin's tombstone. In the dark eyes, there was a faint red glow.
It was as if his hands were full of blood, like a demon possessing him.
"Before you die, you should have known that this son was not your own, right?" Chu Yun let out a puff of smoke. The hand holding the cigarette trembled slightly.
He longed for inner peace.
But these days, he has not been calm for a moment.
If it weren't for a strong psychological quality, it would suppress the negative emotions flowing in the body.
Maybe he has to be transferred to a psychiatric hospital before he gets his discharge certificate.
Afternoon tea this afternoon.
He threw up before dinner.
Dinner though only had some vegetable salad. But it still wasn't controlled.
It all spit down the toilet.
And the reason why he does not want to stay in the hospital any longer. Just because every time he finished eating, he had to endure the churning of his stomach and pretend to be satisfied.
Then when no one was around, he rushed into the bathroom and vomited.
Now Chu Yun would feel a strong sense of discomfort even if he just took a sip of water. It was as if it was not a glass of water that was drunk, but a bowl of oil, a cup of rich and pungent blood.
It's obviously a piece of cooked meat, but when you eat it in your mouth, it's like you're gnawing on a disgusting piece of raw meat.
All these symptoms suddenly erupted on the first night Chu Yun woke up.
He didn't tell anyone. Except for the fox god.
He needs someone to help cover up.
I'm also afraid that my aunt will be worried when she finds out.
Even on Divine Doctor Xue's side, he was so secretively hidden.
When Chu Yun noticed these symptoms, he experienced a brief period of consternation. He realized the seriousness of the problem.
This is not a purely physical ailment.
It is also psychological, a kind of backlash in martial arts life.
He has been through a hundred battles, and his body has been devastated in countless ways.
Finally, his profligacy was retributed. His body instincts began to work against him.
this week. Chu Yun can only sleep an average of three to four hours a day. And the quality of sleep is extremely poor. Even if you fall into a deep sleep, you will have nightmares and nightmares. It's all bloody killing images.
His emotions will always fluctuate for no reason, and the irritable factor seems to be integrated into the blood. Even if it's just someone sneezing around him. It will also anger him instantly.
Although it was not his instinct.
But his emotions, his state, are basically uncontrollable.
Chu Yun was sick.
His body showed symptoms.
Psychological symptoms are more severe.
He couldn't figure out what was wrong with it. But this is probably what Doctor Xue and Aunt Xue have been worried and worried about, right?
His realm in martial arts has indeed broken through.
This is something he was able to realize when he first woke up.
But his martial arts life has indeed fallen into endless darkness.
At least for the time being, Chu Yun can only silently endure all these symptoms and backlash. There is simply no feasible plan to resist and fight.
In the long run, sooner or later, Chu Yun will collapse and will be completely abolished.
Chu Yun smoked two cigarettes. Accompanied Luo Yin to talk about the conversation. It's a last ride for the old guy.
Then he rubbed his trembling arm, slowly stood up and said, "It's time for me to go." Your place is too yin. It gives me an inexplicable sense of intimacy. I'm not dying. It's about to become a devil. ”
Neither of these is what Chu Yun wants to face now.
Chu Yun took a deep breath and tried to calm his state of mind on the verge of collapse.
Every day, he faces this state of mind countless times.
And then with his tenacious heart to fight, to fight.
But he didn't know how long this inner torment would last.
The only thing he can do is do his best. Then leave it to fate.
Maybe tomorrow, when the inner torment suddenly increases a hundredfold, then he should be easily crushed, and then completely scrapped.
"It's not a way for you to be so stubborn. The fox god's eyes showed a rare look of worry.
But such a look has appeared frequently in recent days. Even the fox god himself has a bit of a sign of becoming Sister Lin.
"Are you suggesting that I commit suicide?" Chu Yun said with a smile on his face. "Only dead. to put an end to this. ”
The fox god's delicate body trembled: "You will never die!
"I know. Chu Yun nodded, trying to get even a moment of peace in his heart. "So I'm trying to stay alive. ”