It's just that you're so beautiful that I can't honestly say I love you, here's a conversation that fits my thoughts, and I'll give it to you: "How much do you like me?" asked Midoriko. "All the tigers in the forests of the world are melted into butter. - Norwegian Woods

There may be a lot of thorns in the long or short metamorphosis process, but don't give up. I hope you take it with you

Soon the hot July came, and the departure period made Zhou Yuqian a little overwhelmed, and the piano did not practice well. The force is not on this.

The final result was that he failed to win the first, the first was preempted by Fang Pinrui, she and Wu Junwen were the second, Wu Junwen could actually take the first, but he didn't particularly like the piano, and his favorite was the guitar, so it didn't matter what other things he ranked, but he had to get the first place on the guitar.

In Zhou Yuqian's opinion, he and Fang Pinrui are still very similar, both of them like various musical instruments, but they have their own pursuits.

After winning the award, Fang Pinrui came to Zhou Yuqian and scolded her, which was nothing more than saying that she didn't concentrate on the game and didn't take the game seriously.

Zhou Yuqian also had no choice but not to sort out her emotions recently, and brought her emotions to the stage, and finally ended up like this.

There was something worse later, the results of the final exam really surprised her, and she took twenty places, which was so much regression at once.

The first is Li Zhenyi, she is also the first in the whole grade, the second is Wu Junwen, the third is Wei Li, the fourth is Fang Lei, Yueqi has also regressed, but it is not as serious as Zhou Yuqian.

The moment she got the results, she knew what she was going to face, including the conversation of the head teacher Zhao Yun and the chatter of her parents after returning home.

Soon Zhou Yuqian was invited to the office, Zhao Yun read her, "Look at how you took the exam this time, you used to stay in the top ten, but now? What is the big regression! What do you ask me to say about you, let you not fall in love, you don't listen, now this mind is not on learning but on the opposite sex, women only want to fall in love, men only know how to play games, what use do you think these can be? Can they give you a future? Can they give you happiness? Not at all! Only by studying hard can it be true that you can be admitted to Tsinghua University and Peking University! It's useless to think about that! This summer, you give me a good introspection, it will be the third year of high school soon, and the next step is the college entrance examination, you don't have much time left, it's best to put all your thoughts on studying!"

Zhao Yun said so much because she thought that Zhou Yuqian was in early love, and it was reasonable for her to think so, Zhao Yun knew many things in the class, such as: Wei Li likes Wu Junwen, Li Weiwei likes Su Dongnan, Yueqi and Yang Shengli are together, etc., she knows everything.

Because of this, she will tell them every time in the class meeting about the various disadvantages of falling in love at this stage, Zhou Yuqian knows that she is not in love, and she also knows the harm of falling in love.

Yueqi is a typical example, but she is still swayed by a lot of things, about falling in love, she remembers Zhao Yun said such a sentence in the class meeting: "If you want to fall in love openly and brightly, go to the university to talk, it is better to go to Tsinghua University and Peking University, no one will talk about you at that time, and I will be happy for you at that time, besides, there are many handsome guys and beauties in the university, are you still afraid that you will not find it?"

Zhao Yun laughed the whole class when she said that, but Zhou Yuqian felt that what she said made sense.

She used to fantasize about how nice it would be if her boyfriend could go to the same college and have the same hobbies with her. Fang Lei didn't know about Zhou Yuqian's situation, he only knew that she didn't reply to her calls and text messages on the weekend.

But Wu Mengyan hasn't said a word to Fang Lei since he came to school, and she didn't answer when he asked her, but Fang Lei didn't care so much.

Fang Lei has always wanted to find a chance to find Zhou Yuqian, but she was either chatting with others or she went out with them during class, but this time she was not with Wu Mengyan, he felt a little strange but didn't ask, and finally stayed up until the end of school.

Fang Lei didn't go over Zhou Yuqian turned upside down, she came to find Wu Mengyan, she said: "Mengyan, let's go home together, I don't blame you for those things, how about we continue to be friends?"

Hearing her say this, Fang Lei was a little surprised, they quarreled, but he didn't ask, and continued to listen to them.

Wu Mengyan was a little angry, she said: "Zhou Yuqian, is it interesting? Or do you like to pretend so much? We are nothing anymore, just enemies, do you hear clearly?" After speaking, she got up and left.

And Zhou Yuqian also wanted to leave, Fang Lei found that she hadn't looked at herself since she came here, and couldn't help frowning, took her hand in time, and asked: "Did you quarrel? Why did you quarrel? Why didn't you answer my phone on the weekend and don't text me back." He asked a long list of questions, and he didn't know which one she answered first.

Zhou Yuqian said tiredly: "Fang Lei, I broke off my friendship with her, a lot of things have happened recently, I want to be quiet, don't bother me." ”

She withdrew her hand and left, obviously just now he still felt that his palm had her temperature, but now it was very cold, and his heart was also cold.

And Wu Junwen seemed to hear Fang Lei's heart, not long after Zhou Yuqian left, he came over to talk to Fang Lei, "You don't know what's going on, do you? ”

Fang Lei asked, "What do you mean?"

He walked straight towards Fang Lei without answering, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "Think about how your school uniform came from." ”

Seeing that he was leaving, Fang Lei shouted: "Make your words clear before leaving!"

"It's okay to say it so far, your school uniform was found by Zhou Yuqian, so she fell out with Wu Mengyan, it was last Friday, and it happened after you and Wu Mengyan thanked you. ”

Fang Lei whispered at him, "How do you know?"

He smiled and said, "Of course she told me, otherwise what do you think?"

Fang Lei suddenly felt that his laughter and every sentence seemed to be sarcastic, mocking him for not gaining Zhou Yuqian's trust.

This annoyed him.

After knowing the truth, Fang Lei questioned Wu Mengyan, and she was honest and told the truth.

She said that Zhou Yuqian originally planned to send it to Fang Lei in person, but it was delayed halfway, so Wu Mengyan proposed to send it to him.

Fang Lei asked her why she did this, but her answer shocked him, she said that she liked him, when she heard this, Fang Lei was stunned for a moment, and then replied to her: "You die, I don't like you, and I won't like people like you, I used to treat you as an ordinary friend because you were Zhou Yuqian's good friend, since you are not friends now, then we are nothing, besides, Zhou Yuqian treats you as a good friend, you actually lied to her? Your character is really bad!"

Wu Mengyan was hurt by Fang Lei's words, tears flowed out, and he roared: "Everything is Zhou Yuqian! What is so good about her!?

Fang Lei said solemnly: "In my eyes, she is good at everything! No matter whether it is an advantage or a disadvantage! And you can't compare with her!" Zhou Yuqian ran to the roof of the teaching building to blow the wind, she remembered that Fang Lei used to come here often, she didn't know why he came, but she knew why she came.

After standing for a while, suddenly, Li Zhenyi came over to stand with her, she glanced at her, and then looked into the distance, and felt that there was nothing to say to her Zhou Yuqian.

Li Zhenyi said mockingly: "I thought you would compete with me for the first place, but I didn't expect you to do so badly in the exam!"

Zhou Yuqian laughed: "Do you think the first place is so easy to take the test? If it's really like you say, wouldn't everyone be able to get the first place?" Zhou Yuqian paused and continued: "Just say what you have? It's rare for you to come to me." ”

She didn't know her, but she knew a little bit.

Li Zhenyi is not the kind of person who likes to ridicule others, even if she wants to mock, she will mock in front of others and embarrass her, but there are only the two of them here, her ridicule has no effect at all, it is precisely because of this that Zhou Yuqian concluded that she must have something to do when she came to her.

Li Zhenyi said: "I remember that Wei Li told me that you are very similar to me, and she said that we are both dreamers, I really want to know where we are like?"

Zhou Yuqian said lightly: "I'm not a dream chaser, I just want to fulfill my dream, that's all, as for why Wei Li said that we are similar, I think I am not like you at all, first of all, our dreams are different, and secondly, the path we take is also different." ”

"So, you know what my dream is?"

"Don't you just want to be a fashion designer? ”

"No, that's just an outsider's opinion, my real dream is to open a shop to sell the clothes I make. ”

"I really didn't expect you to have such a dream. ”

Li Zhenyi smiled and said, "There are many more things you can't imagine, have you ever made such a multiple-choice question? Choose between your dreams and the person you like." ”

Zhou Yuqian shook her head, she really didn't.

Li Zhenyi continued to say deeply: "You are not afraid to say it, you know, that year I left for my dream and chose to let go of Fang Lei, but then I regretted it, because when I went over there, I found that life without him was really difficult, there was not a day that I didn't think about him, the original study time was two years, but for him I came back early and chose to let go of my dreams, I ask you, what would you do if it were you?"

Zhou Yuqian thought for a while and said with a heartfelt voice: "If I were you, I wouldn't let go of my dreams, but since you choose to let go of your dreams, it means that your dreams are not worth mentioning in your eyes at all, and I also hate this kind of half-behavior, the person you like is important, but in my eyes, the dream is more important, and what do you get in the end by leaving your dream for the person you like?"

Li Zhenyi chuckled and looked at Zhou Yuqian and said: "I thought so at the beginning, but then I still regretted it, now you don't understand that feeling at all, but you don't need to understand, I chose to let go of my dreams for Fang Lei, so I can't live without him, Zhou Yuqian, you are a superfluous, you didn't do anything for Fang Lei, why do you like him? ”

Zhou Yuqian felt that this was the first time she had such a harmonious conversation since she met her.

Zhou Yuqian said: "I know you like Fang Lei, but does Fang Lei like you? If he likes you, I will take the initiative to quit, if he doesn't like me, he won't quit." ”

You indulged her, now it's okay for me to clean up the mess, I didn't let her play the piano at the beginning, you want her to play it and now it's a mess of learning, what do you want me to say about you. ”

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After saying that, she ran away in anger and brought the door fiercely, ignoring what Zhou Yufei and Wu Shiyuan said.

In fact, she has never had the idea of running away from home since she was a child, but at this moment she just wants to go out for a walk and think through a lot of things clearly.

After leaving the house, Zhou Yuqian ran straight to the beach, ignoring any obstacles in front of her, all the way forward.

Many times she wanted to run like this, as if her dream would succeed after running to the finish line, but the truth told her that she couldn't run away from those obstacles, but they were pressing on her and she couldn't get rid of them.

She hated being helpless about success like she was now, and she was fed up with it!

But the dream is still far away, and no one knows what the future holds.

......

Fang Lei received Yueqi's call after taking a shower.

He had just taken a shower and changed into clean pajamas, and when he walked into the bedroom, he heard his mobile phone ringing, and when he opened it, he saw that there were six missed calls, and the mobile phone was still ringing, it was Yueqi's phone.

After he connected, Yueqi said in a panic, and it was summed up that Zhou Yuqian ran away from home, and she had an awkward quarrel with her mother because of her grades, and because her mother didn't let her play the piano, she ran out in a fit of anger, and now she has been out for nearly an hour, and no one has been found.

And the reason why Yueqi called him was to ask if he was with her, or if he knew where she was.

As soon as he heard that Zhou Yuqian ran away from home, Fang Lei was a little nervous, and after explaining it to Yueqi, he simply changed into casual clothes and immediately ran out of the house.

He thought a lot along the way, and he thought that he could probably guess the reason why Zhou Yuqian ran away from home.

It must not be because of her grades, but because of the piano, Fang Lei also knew that she did not do well in the exam this time, but for people like her, dreams are the most important, and no dreams are like no breath.

Just because Fang Lei knew her, he was afraid that she wouldn't be able to think about it, but he thought that she would not be like that, she had always been so strong, and she would not be unable to think about it because of this matter.

Fang Lei stopped halfway through the run, the restlessness in his heart made him a little overwhelmed, he had to calm himself down in order to find Zhou Yuqian.

He thought that the place she was going to now must be related to her dreams, the music room of No. 3 Middle School must be closed now, and the last place is the seaside.