It's just that you are so beautiful that I can't confess that I love you, and I saw a good poem and copied it to you: "When I cross all that has fallen and go to war towards eternity, you are my banner." From Wang Xiaobo's "Loving You is Like Loving Life". Happy holidays!

Yang Shengli was very busy some time ago, and he couldn't even take care of Yueqi, Zhao Yi and Fang Lei heard that his junior high school classmates came to him, and they seemed to be still women.

From Zhao Yi's Fang Lei, I knew that the girl was Yang Shengli's first love, and he liked it from the first year of junior high school to the third year of junior high school.

Yang Shengli has always been an infatuated species, once he likes someone else, it is difficult to forget, in the first semester of the third year of junior high school, he was about to confess to the girl, but the family suddenly transferred to another school, but the confession fell, and the two did not contact again.

But not long ago, the girl suddenly came to the door.

Recently, Yueqi's affairs have been too busy, and Yang Shengli is the same, she also heard that his junior high school classmates have come to him.

At the same time, Yang Shengli's behavior also became weird, every time he got out of class, he rushed out of the classroom with his schoolbag on his back, and he had no time to take care of Yueqi, which had to make her cranky, not to mention that he was still the kind of person who rarely confessed to others about anything.

Although they are already together, Yang Shengli still has reservations about many things and is reluctant to tell Yueqi, Yueqi thinks that since he doesn't say it, then she won't ask.

On Wednesday afternoon, Yueqi and Zhou Yuqian came out of the music room and met Li Zhenyi, no one took the initiative to say hello, but she spoke first.

Li Zhenyi looked at Yueqi and said, "Isn't this Yueqi?" I remember that you and Lao Yang are still a couple, why haven't you been in touch for the past few days, could it be that there is a quarrel?"

Yueqi knew that she did it on purpose, but she was still very angry, but she could only suppress it in her heart, "It doesn't seem like it's your business whether we quarrel or not, right?"

Li Zhenyi smiled and said: "I forgot to tell you, Lao Yang has been very busy these days, I'm afraid I don't have time to look for you, he has been accompanying his old friends recently, I heard that they are all junior high school classmates, once Lao Yang also liked her for three years, too, Lao Yang is an infatuated species, after all, three years is also hard to forget, don't you say? ”

Li Zhenyi directly called Yang Shengli Lao Yang because she had a good time with Zhao Yi and Fang Lei, so she naturally called them with them, and she already knew about him and Yueqi being together.

Yueqi didn't speak, but Zhou Yuqian on the side spoke for her, and she said angrily: "Li Zhenyi, Yueqi and Yang Shengli are so good, why do you say this about others, or do you just want to see others sad so much that you are satisfied?"

Li Zhenyi took a step forward and approached Zhou Yuqian, gritted her teeth in front of her, and said: "Yes! I just want to see others sad! Especially people who are good to you! As long as they are good to you, I will not let them go!"

Not to be outdone, Zhou Yuqian glared at her and said, "I won't let you succeed!"

In the next few days, Yueqi was a little nervous, she wanted to ask Yang Shengli, but she was afraid that things were really like what Li Zhenyi said, and she was also afraid of falling out with Yang Shengli.

Sure enough, in the end, she was too self-righteous and believed in herself, and believed in him too much.

After school on Friday afternoon, Yueqi and Zhou Yuqian made an appointment to prepare to go to the "Yuqi" base.

Who knew that halfway through, she saw Yang Shengli and a girl together, and Yueqi carefully looked at the girl who was good-looking, petite and lovely.

The scene she saw was that Yang Shengli bought a bottle of water from the convenience store and brought it to her, and he also smiled at the girl, and smiled very happily, not like a fake.

Yueqi suddenly felt as if she had been splashed with a basin of cold water, and she was uncomfortably frozen.

It took nearly two minutes for Yang Shengli to notice their presence, and he was a little surprised to see her, and the girls next to him also looked at them in his direction, and said something to Yang Shengli.

Yueqi didn't want to look any further, so she pulled Zhou Yuqian and ran away, but she didn't listen to what Yang Shengli shouted, and she felt very disappointed in him.

Yueqi didn't cry until she arrived at the pavilion, and she couldn't help crying, hugging Zhou Yuqian and crying like a child.

She can not believe what others say, but can't she believe what she has seen with her own eyes?

Yueqi ended this unpleasant weekend in a daze, and the mobile phone kept ringing, all of which were text messages from Yang Shengli and calls from him, and she didn't answer any of them until the phone ran out of power and automatically turned off.

When Yang Shengli came to the classroom, he immediately ran to Yueqi and said that she should have a good talk with him, Yueqi felt that it was funny and there was nothing to talk about, so she found an excuse to refuse. Zhou Yuqian ran to the roof of the teaching building to blow the wind, she remembered that Fang Lei used to come here often, she didn't know why he came, but she knew why she came.

After standing for a while, suddenly, Li Zhenyi came over to stand with her, she glanced at her, and then looked into the distance, and felt that there was nothing to say to her Zhou Yuqian.

Li Zhenyi said mockingly: "I thought you would compete with me for the first place, but I didn't expect you to do so badly in the exam!"

Zhou Yuqian laughed: "Do you think the first place is so easy to take the test? If it's really like you say, wouldn't everyone be able to get the first place?" Zhou Yuqian paused and continued: "Just say what you have? It's rare for you to come to me." ”

She didn't know her, but she knew a little bit.

Li Zhenyi is not the kind of person who likes to ridicule others, even if she wants to mock, she will mock in front of others and embarrass her, but there are only the two of them here, her ridicule has no effect at all, it is precisely because of this that Zhou Yuqian concluded that she must have something to do when she came to her.

Li Zhenyi said: "I remember that Wei Li told me that you are very similar to me, and she said that we are both dreamers, I really want to know where we are like?"

Zhou Yuqian said lightly: "I'm not a dream chaser, I just want to fulfill my dream, that's all, as for why Wei Li said that we are similar, I think I am not like you at all, first of all, our dreams are different, and secondly, the path we take is also different." ”

"So, you know what my dream is?"

"Don't you just want to be a fashion designer? ”

"No, that's just an outsider's opinion, my real dream is to open a shop to sell the clothes I make. ”

"I really didn't expect you to have such a dream. ”

Li Zhenyi smiled and said, "There are many more things you can't imagine, have you ever made such a multiple-choice question? Choose between your dreams and the person you like." ”

Zhou Yuqian shook her head, she really didn't.

Li Zhenyi continued to say deeply: "You are not afraid to say it, you know, that year I left for my dream and chose to let go of Fang Lei, but then I regretted it, because when I went over there, I found that life without him was really difficult, there was not a day that I didn't think about him, the original study time was two years, but for him I came back early and chose to let go of my dreams, I ask you, what would you do if it were you?"

Zhou Yuqian thought for a while and said with a heartfelt voice: "If I were you, I wouldn't let go of my dreams, but since you choose to let go of your dreams, it means that your dreams are not worth mentioning in your eyes at all, and I also hate this kind of half-behavior, the person you like is important, but in my eyes, the dream is more important, and what do you get in the end by leaving your dream for the person you like?"

Li Zhenyi chuckled and looked at Zhou Yuqian and said: "I thought so at the beginning, but then I still regretted it, now you don't understand that feeling at all, but you don't need to understand, I chose to let go of my dreams for Fang Lei, so I can't live without him, Zhou Yuqian, you are a superfluous, you didn't do anything for Fang Lei, why do you like him? ”

Zhou Yuqian felt that this was the first time she had such a harmonious conversation since she met her.

Zhou Yuqian said: "I know you like Fang Lei, but does Fang Lei like you? If he likes you, I will take the initiative to quit, if he doesn't like me, he won't quit." ”

Yes, she won't quit voluntarily, at least not until he has a girlfriend. During class, Zhu Linqing also saw that Yueqi was in a bad mood and didn't bother her, but he still talked a lot, always talking about some funny things, and sometimes she couldn't help laughing.

Later, Zhu Linqing said to Yueqi seriously: "Actually, I already know your affairs, you know better than me what kind of person Lao Yang is, he chose not to tell you because he didn't want you to know, or he hasn't found a suitable opportunity to tell you." ”

Yueqi said: "If there is anything else to say now, I won't ask if he doesn't tell me." ”

Then Zhu Linqing's words surprised her: "Don't you think the two of you have similar personalities? You are both introverts who don't say anything, especially when facing the opposite sex, you always like to hold things in your heart and not let others know your sore spots, it is precisely because of this that the two of you are not compatible, in fact, you know that the two of you are not compatible at all, but you have been deceiving yourself, which is why I say that you are not worthy, in short, you are not suitable for being a couple at all." ”

Yueqi was surprised not by his words, but by what she didn't expect was that he knew himself so well, and when it came to it, she owed him so much, he knew everything about himself, but she didn't know anything about him.

Yueqi also knew that she and Yang Shengli were not compatible, she knew it from the beginning, especially when they were strangers last semester, she already knew it. At that time, none of them wanted to take the initiative, so they were in a stalemate, until he took the initiative to find her, Yueqi thought that if he didn't take the initiative to come to her, the two of them would probably be like this forever.

Zhu Linqing's words made Yueqi think about it for a long time, she didn't want to go on like this with Yang Shengli anymore, she was really tired, the two of them were obviously lovers, but they were strangers than lovers, so strange that she felt that he was not her boyfriend, but just ordinary friends.

In the past few days, the relationship between Yueqi and Zhu Linqing has become much better, he always takes the initiative to talk to her, and her attitude towards him has improved a lot, and now they are like good friends.

And all this was seen by Yang Shengli, he didn't come to Yueqi, because he felt a little embarrassed after being rejected by her, which made him very faceless, until that day he couldn't bear it anymore.

He came to Yueqi and said angrily: "Yueqi, what do you mean? Do you want to tell me that you are going to be with Zhu Linqing?"

Yueqi asked a little funny: "Yang Shengli, are you suspicious of me? Before you ask me, you should first sort out your own affairs, the relationship between you and your old friend is now known to the whole class, as for me and Zhu Linqing, we are just friends, where is it like you." ”

He sighed and said, "Yueqi, I find that you and I are getting more and more difficult to get along with. ”

"You just know? We've always had a hard time getting along, just barely enough. ”

Yang Shengli was silent and didn't speak, Yueqi thought about it for a while and decided to say it, "Yang Shengli, let's break up, it's good for everyone." ”

When Yueqi said this, he looked at him without a trace of shock, but expected, she thought that this was actually what he wanted to say, even if she didn't say it, he would be one step ahead, but now it seems that it doesn't matter who says it.

The final result was a good gathering and dispersal, Yang Shengli said the word "good", and they each walked away in the opposite direction.

In the end, Yueqi smiled, she laughed at her innocence, and laughed at herself that she was finally liberated, and finally stopped being so tired.

There's nothing wrong with her liking him, it's just that this ending is good for everyone, long pain is better than short pain, and some things should have been settled a long time ago.

This is how youth is confused, regretful, and crazy...... Such youth is the best. Zhou Yuqian finally stayed up until the end of the event.

She was standing on the playground with Yueqi and Wu Mengyan, walking slowly, and suddenly Fang Lei walked towards them from the front.

Zhou Yuqian was wondering if he was here to thank you?

Thinking of this, her heart "thumped" until he approached and stopped.

Zhou Yuqian lowered her head with a red face, waiting for him to speak, but heard him say: "Wu Mengyan, I forgot to thank you, thank you, thanks to you for helping me find the school uniform." ”

......

At the moment when the event ended, Li Zhenyi took the initiative to find Fang Lei, and she said happily: "Fang Lei, your school uniform has been found." ”

Fang Lei smiled and said, "Well, someone else found it, don't dare to be careless next time." ”

"Then I really have to thank that person. ”

It was precisely because of this sentence that Fang Lei remembered to come to Wu Mengyan to thank him.

......

After Fang Lei left, his words were still echoing in Zhou Yuqian's ears, she turned to look at Wu Mengyan in dismay, and asked in a panic: "Mengyan, what did Fang Lei just say?

Wu Mengyan was a little weak-hearted: "No, Zhou Yuqian, he may have said something wrong, or you may have heard it wrong." ”

Yueqi said: "I also heard Fang Lei say Mengyan's name just now. ”

Zhou is with you just I don't want to give anyone a chance!!