023 Love is miserable for a person
In the quiet ward, there was a soft sound, it was the sound of the door being pushed open, and Yan Yihan, who was lying on the bed, immediately closed his eyes.
"Hey, don't pretend, it's me!"
A small voice came, Yan Yihan opened his eyes, and saw that it was Dong Xin standing by the bedside with a fruit basket.
Yan Yihan breathed a long sigh of relief, blinked his long eyelashes and said, "Why do you buy so many fruits every day, you can't eat them all, let the nurse take them back every day."
Dong Xin didn't answer, but asked, "You just pretend to be like this every day, how long do you want to pretend?"
Yan Yihan sighed helplessly, unable to say anything.
It had been a week since she woke up from a coma, and in that week, she had seen how terrible war between men was.
In the past, it was always said that the battle between women was invisible, but now it seems that the battle between men is really invisible and tangible, with swords and swords, wind, sand and blood and rain, which killed everyone else present instantly.
When she woke up on the first day, the doctor said she needed to rest, so she escaped for the time being, but she could escape for a while, not for a lifetime. Later, Xia Dongyi came in first, he took the soup he had cooked himself, and said that the doctor only let her eat liquid food.
She was only seriously injured and unconscious, not so amnesiac, she clearly remembered everything she had before she closed her eyes, of course, her feelings for Xia Dongyi.
She didn't know what to say except sorry, she really wanted to say sorry to him, but she couldn't say anything to his haggard eyes full of affection, a word of breakup.
Xia Dongyi fed her half a bowl of soup, and then talked to her for a while, afraid that she would be too tired, he sat for dozens of minutes in total, and then helped her tuck the quilt and turned around and went out.
Just as she was filtering her thoughts and thinking about how to deal with the aftermath, the door was pushed open again, and when she looked at An Mubing's handsome face that made people unable to take their eyes off it, her tears instantly fell.
I don't know if it's heartache, it's the aftermath of the catastrophe, it's a grievance, or it's a ...... I miss it too much.
An Mubing walked to the side of the hospital bed, reached out to hold her slender and slender hand, and didn't say anything, just took it to her lips and kissed it gently.
His hands were still warmer than normal, but his lips were unexpectedly warm.
Yan Yihan's nose was sour, tears couldn't stop pouring out, An Mubing reached out to wipe away the tears on her face, his fingertips were a little rough, so that she could clearly feel that this scene was not a dream.
"Don't cry...... I won't let you get hurt again......"
Yan Yihan stretched out his hand and struggled to cover An Mubing's face, An Mubing grabbed her hand and put it on his face.
Clearly touched his skin, Yan Yihan grinned, in these days of being in a coma, she didn't know how she came over, she didn't dare to think about the future, because she knew that after waking up, if there was no him, that is, there would be no future.
"An Mu Bing ......"
Just woke up, Yan Yihan's voice was still obviously hoarse, not good.
"En......"
An Mubing's face was still white and transparent, but his tone was unexpectedly firm.
An Mubing, I like you, I like you and I feel incredible, I don't know why I like someone so much, even if there is too little time for happiness between us, and it is inevitably mixed with hypocrisy.
Facing An Mubing, the past hit like a tide, Yan Yihan's vision was a little blurry, but those pictures were very clear.
The first time they met, she appeared in the living room of his house, dressed in white, like a prince who does not eat the fireworks of the world, sitting on the sofa with a cup engraved with a delicate pattern in his hand, and exuding a fatal attraction between his gestures.
He said to her: What's wrong with following me?
The first time she begged him, to save her brother's life, and he agreed, but in exchange for her to pay the debt.
After paying the fee and coming out of the hospital, he said to her: I have never seen such a good game of crossing the river and demolishing the bridge as you.
She gave him her first time, and that night, she was about to faint in pain, but he did not let her go, and at that time, he said to her: Tell you, all I want is you, and you are no different from ordinary things in my heart.
The first time she tried to end this imprisonment by committing suicide, the first time she tried to please a man, the first time she felt so empty without him, the first time she turned her face with him, the first time she ......
I always feel that I haven't been with An Mubing for a long time, at least not enough time to love someone, but now that I think about it, it turns out that I fell in love with someone and determined how much I loved, which has nothing to do with the length of time.
If you don't love, he will be by your side for a lifetime, no matter how good he is to you, you will feel moved at most, and you may stay by his side for a lifetime, but you both know that touching is not love.
If love, it may be just a minute, exaggeratedly, maybe a second, no one can say for sure.
In this relationship, which has long been indistinguishable from right and wrong, and who hurt whom, Yan Yihan doesn't know when she started to fall in love with the cold man in front of her, but when she knew, she couldn't turn back.
It's like now, how much she wants to say, An Mubing, I really like you, I really love you, can you stay and stay by my side regardless of everything?
But when the words came to her lips, she couldn't say anything, it had nothing to do with courage, but she felt that she shouldn't be so selfish and cruel. She has already harmed Xia Dongyi, and now if she says this to An Mubing, who is engaged, is it even more cruel?
An Mubing always looked at Yan Yihan without blinking, he helped her wipe away her tears, and then the tears flowed out again, and the cycle continued. He never understood why women had so many tears, but at this moment, he understood what Yan Yihan was thinking.
"Yi Han ......"
His thin lips opened slightly, and he finally opened his mouth first.
Yan Yihan wanted to try to give him a smile, she knew that he had loved her in this life, and that was enough!
"I have broken off the marriage contract with the Morikawa family, and now I am me, no fiancée, no family, I am An Mubing, the fool who used to be very bad, very annoying, and couldn't say anything if he loved a woman miserably, now that I'm back to you, are you still willing to give me a chance?"
Yan Yihan's ears began to buzz as early as the moment he said that he had dissolved the marriage contract, but she heard his words clearly.