blessing
I'm too stupid to write love poems, so I'll give you a sentence with my heart. "You seem to have lost weight, your hair has grown, and your back is so unfamiliar that it makes me think that seeing you is a matter of the last century. Then you call me by name, and I want to laugh as if I had just finished school and had been waiting for you at the door for five minutes. When he returned home, Wu Shiyuan looked at Zhou Yuqian's results with anticipation, but in the end, his face changed greatly.
Zhou Yuqian also knew that she couldn't escape, and she didn't want to escape, and Wu Shiyuan would know sooner or later, but she didn't expect it to make her so angry.
Wu Shiyuan put down the report card and yelled at Zhou Yuqian: "Zhou Yuqian, how did you take the exam?! Do you want to anger me to death by taking the 20th place exam? I just want to ask how you studied this semester?
Zhou Yuqian stood there with her head down and didn't dare to say a word, because she knew that if she said anything more at this time, Wu Shiyuan would definitely be even more angry.
Seeing this, Zhou Yufei said: "Shiyuan, don't be angry, Xiaoqian also has a time of abnormality." ”
Wu Shiyuan shouted angrily as if he hadn't heard it: "You give it to me, you connived at her every time, and now it's okay for me to clean up the mess, I didn't let her play the piano at the beginning, you want her to play it and now it's a mess of learning, what do you let me say about you." ”
Hearing Wu Shiyuan's words, Zhou Yufei had no choice but to shut up in a funny way.
And her next words made Zhou Yuqian's heart tremble: "I'll find you a cram school this summer to make up for your studies, it's not long before the college entrance examination, don't play any piano, and don't go to any school in London, prepare to be admitted to Peking University!"
Wu Shiyuan's words were undoubted, which made Zhou Yuqian feel very painful in her chest.
Zhou Yuqian felt that she could scold herself for letting her go to cram school, but she could not go to London and let her not play the piano, how could this be done!
She said angrily, "Mom, you can't do this!
"Did you promise me to be the first in the exam before? Now it's reasonable, isn't it? Don't practice the piano or something. ”
Zhou Yuqian said confidently: "But I will try my best to win the first place! You can't stop me from playing the piano!"
"If I say no, I won't let it! Zhou Yuqian, I'm your mother, you have to listen to me!"
Zhou Yuqian felt unreasonable, "Mom, you are unreasonable!"
After saying that, she ran away in anger and brought the door fiercely, ignoring what Zhou Yufei and Wu Shiyuan said.
In fact, she has never had the idea of running away from home since she was a child, but at this moment she just wants to go out for a walk and think through a lot of things clearly.
After leaving the house, Zhou Yuqian ran straight to the beach, ignoring any obstacles in front of her, all the way forward.
Many times she wanted to run like this, as if her dream would succeed after running to the finish line, but the truth told her that she couldn't run away from those obstacles, but they were pressing on her and she couldn't get rid of them.
She hated being helpless about success like she was now, and she was fed up with it!
But the dream is still far away, and no one knows what the future holds.
......
Fang Lei received Yueqi's call after taking a shower.
He had just taken a shower and changed into clean pajamas, and when he walked into the bedroom, he heard his mobile phone ringing, and when he opened it, he saw that there were six missed calls, and the mobile phone was still ringing, it was Yueqi's phone.
After he connected, Yueqi said in a panic, and it was summed up that Zhou Yuqian ran away from home, and she had an awkward quarrel with her mother because of her grades, and because her mother didn't let her play the piano, she ran out in a fit of anger, and now she has been out for nearly an hour, and no one has been found.
And the reason why Yueqi called him was to ask if he was with her, or if he knew where she was.
As soon as he heard that Zhou Yuqian ran away from home, Fang Lei was a little nervous, and after explaining it to Yueqi, he simply changed into casual clothes and immediately ran out of the house.
He thought a lot along the way, and he thought that he could probably guess the reason why Zhou Yuqian ran away from home.
It must not be because of her grades, but because of the piano, Fang Lei also knew that she did not do well in the exam this time, but for people like her, dreams are the most important, and no dreams are like no breath.
Just because Fang Lei knew her, he was afraid that she wouldn't be able to think about it, but he thought that she would not be like that, she had always been so strong, and she would not be unable to think about it because of this matter.
Fang Lei stopped halfway through the run, the restlessness in his heart made him a little overwhelmed, he had to calm himself down in order to find Zhou Yuqian.
He thought that the place she was going to now must be related to her dreams, the music room of No. 3 Middle School must be closed now, and the last place is the seaside. The eyes are watery, the lips are pink, you were very cute at that time, and later, once when I was playing with you, you fell and were injured, at that time I swore to protect you when I grew up, to protect you for a lifetime, and you left the third middle school since Fang Lei and Li Zhenyi were together, Zhao Yi disappeared like he disappeared, Fang Lei remembered that the last time they talked was Zhao Yi came to find him, on the day he and Li Zhenyi were together.
Zhao Yi said deeply: "Fang Lei, treat her well, Zhenyi has liked you for a long time, and she has paid a lot for you, although she is proud and strong, but her heart is also fragile, she needs you to be by her side all the time, don't let her down, for the sake of our brothers, promise me to take good care of her." ”
Fang Lei felt that these words seemed to be a farewell, but he was not in the mood to think so much at all.
And Zhao Yi has taken the initiative to distance himself from Fang Lei and Li Zhenyi since they were together, the reason is very simple, he is afraid that he will disturb Li Zhenyi, he knows that Li Zhenyi likes Fang Lei very much, and he is Fang Lei's brother, the so-called "friends and wives can't be bullied" He naturally didn't want to rob Fang Lei, he didn't plan to rob from the beginning, he thought very simply, it was enough to stay by her side all the time.
He didn't expect Li Zhenyi and Fang Lei to be together so early, although he had long thought about accepting such a fact, but in the end he was still very heartbroken, and in desperation, he had to choose to avoid the two.
It's just that a few days later, he got the news that his parents had found a school for him in his hometown of Shanxi and asked him to study architecture, which made Zhao Yi a little surprised, but this accident came too suddenly.
Zhao Yi's father is an architect, and he hopes that his son will also engage in this work in the future, and Zhao Yi has had a talent in this area since he was a child, not to mention that his grades have not been too ideal.
His father felt that it would be a pity if he didn't cultivate well, so he found Zhao Yi the best architecture school in Sichuan, which happened to be his hometown over there, and they could rest assured when they went there.
If it was before, Zhao Yi would have refused, but now he really needs to leave, because Li Zhenyi no longer needs him.
It was already a day later that Zhou Yuqian came to find Fang Lei.
Walking in the aisle, she saw Fang Lei alone against the wall thinking about things from a distance.
She had already thought it out before she came, and giving up now was the only choice, because she knew that Fang Lei and Li Zhenyi were together, which meant that he liked her, so as Li Zhenyi said, she lost, and she was going to quit.
Zhou Yuqian didn't think much about it, there was nothing to say if she gave up, in her opinion, the person she liked was not the most important thing in her heart, if it was gone, it would be gone, it was no big deal.
She just wanted to talk about what she had thought when she looked for Fang Lei, just because Fang Lei was her first love, the first person she liked, and she felt that she could only be satisfied after saying it.
She walked over to stand with him, Fang Lei glanced at her when he heard the movement, and then no one spoke, just stood like this. After being silent for a while, the two spoke at the same time: "Zhou Yuqian, I ......"
"Fang Lei, I ......" I like you, but the three words were not spoken.
Fang Lei's expression was a little indifferent, and he interrupted Zhou Yuqian and said, "Can you listen to me a few words first?"
Zhou Yuqian looked at him blankly and nodded.
"Actually, I don't like Zhenyi, and being with her is just an accident, I didn't expect that as a friend, she would always like me, which really shocked me, but then I thought about it, it was very unfair to her, but I was also afraid of hurting her. ”
Fang Lei didn't know that Zhou Yuqian came to him to confess, and Zhou Yuqian never thought that Fang Lei would take the first step to say that he didn't like Li Zhenyi's words, but Fang Lei was very confused, and he didn't know what to do to Li Zhenyi.
Zhou Yuqian's mood couldn't help but become happy, and asked tentatively: "Li Zhenyi is so good, how do you know that you don't like her?"
"You don't need a reason to like someone, and you don't need a reason to like someone. ”
Zhou Yuqian looked at his determined expression, she knew that he was not lying, he really didn't like Li Zhenyi, which also made Zhou Yuqian feel a lot more at ease.
"If you don't like it, why force yourself, it's best to follow your heart and do things. ”
After listening to Zhou Yuqian's words, Fang Lei suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, he actually wanted to follow his own heart to do things like her. "Well, maybe. After a pause, Fang Lei turned his head to look at her and asked, "By the way, what did you want to say just now?"
Zhou Yuqian thought that she was going to confess to him, her cheeks suddenly turned red, and she waved her hand and said writhingly: "No, it's nothing." ”
When Fang Lei saw her like this, he didn't say anything anymore. Zhou Yuqian arrived at the classroom early the next morning, Li Zhenyi and Fang Lei had not yet come, which made her even more panicked, and when she waited for a long time to see what was going on, she saw such a scene - Li Zhenyi held Fang Lei's arm, the two of them were next to each other for a long time, and stood outside the door like this, Li Zhenyi looked at Zhou Yuqian with straight eyes, as if sarcastic, and Fang Lei was expressionless without saying a word.
When they passed by Zhou Yuqian, Li Zhenyi whispered, "I won." ”
I won, but the simple three words contain a lot of feelings in it, yes, if she wins, it means that Zhou Yuqian lost, and lost completely.
What made Zhou Yuqian sad was that Fang Lei only glanced at her when he came over just now, and he didn't even shout at her.
When did they become so strange, or did it always be like this, he always liked Li Zhenyi.
At this moment, Zhou Yuqian felt so painful, tears flowed out unconsciously, she secretly wiped her tears, but she was still seen by Yueqi.
Yueqi came over to comfort Zhou Yuqian, it's okay not to be comforted, but once she comforted her, she was still energetic, she was wondering if there was no pain if she didn't like it, but she did like it, and she was really in pain.
Soon, the whole class of Fang Lei and Li Zhenyi being together had already spread, and Zhou Yuqian's secret crying didn't know who saw it, and it also spread.
The classmates in the class all said this, just because Fang Lei and Li Zhenyi were together, so Zhou Yuqian was so sad that she cried, so the role she plays now is Xiaosan.
This made Zhou Yuqian very unhappy, but she had to admit that this was the case, and it was not once or twice that Li Zhenyi scolded her junior in front of her classmates.
That day, Zhou Yuqian was standing in the corridor thinking about things, and Li Zhenyi suddenly walked over and said, "How about it, does it taste good like this?"
Zhou Yuqian didn't look at her, continued to look ahead and said, "You can try." ”
"It's a pity that I can't understand it in this life, because Fang Lei is mine, and no one can snatch it away, if you want to blame it, you like someone you shouldn't like. ”
Zhou Yuqian asked, "What should be? What shouldn't?"
She said: "Anyway, you have lost, Fang Lei likes me, so the person who quit is you, and you don't know yet, in fact, you have always been just a stand-in, Fang Lei is good to you, that's because he sees you as me, do you know what the two of us are most alike? That is, that firm face is so similar, and you just appeared when I left, and it was when Fang Lei was sad, so he got condolences from you, and completely regarded you as me." ”
She said: "There is also Wu Junwen, he also sees you as Li Zhongxue, I was not there when you were fighting, I also heard from Wei Li, I heard that Wu Junwen was still sick at that time, but he received a call from Fang Lei, and he said on the phone, 'Li Zhongxue's matter will be repeated again' It is precisely because of this sentence that he ran desperately to save you, I think you also know that Wei Li can't do anything to Wu Junwen?" What's more, it's you, but it's precisely because of you that he reminds him of Li Zhongxue at the beginning, and forgot to say, Li Zhongxue and I used to be good friends, and she also learned musical instruments, playing the piano like you, and it was precisely because of this that Wu Junwen went to learn the piano, so you two don't look like each other? Zhou Yuqian, I really feel sorry for you, you are just a stand-in, after all, you still can't get anything, now you know your own value!
Zhou Yuqian was taken aback, feeling that what she said was unrealistic, but recalling the various behaviors of Fang Lei and Wu Junwen at the beginning, she also had to admit that she was a stand-in in their eyes, in short, a substitute.