001 can only be cruel
Xia Dongyi was still holding Yan Yihan's hand, and when he heard her words, he couldn't help but tremble, looked at her, and looked at her haggard face, his eyes were full of pain.
"Yi Han, I know you've been in a bad mood lately, it's okay for you to lose your temper, but don't say such things."
Xia Dongyi reached out to brush away the broken hair on Yan Yihan's face, and his voice was soft, just like asking her where she wanted to travel just now.
Yan Yihan's heart seemed to be grabbed by someone's hand, the pain made her expression distort, and she asked in a hoarse voice, "Dongyi, I'm in a bad mood, but what about you? Why do you know everything, but you never ask me? You know that I went to Bali with An Mubing, but why do you never accuse me, why do you ......?"
"Yi Han ......"
Xia Dongyi clenched Yan Yihan's hand and stopped her from speaking with some excitement.
"Yi Han, these are not your fault, you confessed to me about the things you once had with An Mubing, but those are in the past, don't worry, I won't let anyone hurt you!"
Xia Dongyi's black pupils were full of firmness and pity, Yan Yihan's tears flowed down the corners of her eyes, one hand was hidden under the sheet, she subconsciously clutched the sheets, looked at Xia Dongyi, and said word by word, "If those are in the past, then why don't you ask me why I appeared in Bali with An Mubing?"
Yan Yihan clearly saw Xia Dongyi's Adam's apple choked, and her eyes also showed deep pain, her heart was torn apart, only a breath remained, she said almost indifferently, "Dongyi, let's not lie to each other, okay, you know I can't forget his ......"
cruel, I don't know if it's Xia Dongyi, or herself.
Xia Dongyi's always gentle face was finally scratched by Yan Yihan's words, a deep wound was drawn, he pursed his lips, and after a long time, he stiffly hooked a faint smile, his voice was very low, and he said with a slight trembling, "Yi Han, I don't expect you to forget him immediately, I said, I love you, I want to marry you, I want to have a home with you, I still want children, we have a lifetime, it's a long time, so ...... So you can keep him in the bottom of your heart."
Xia Dongyi, what a proud person he is, he has almost everything that men in the world envy, before he met her, he was a high-spirited business talent, but after meeting her, his life was also stirred into a mess by her.
Yan Yihan finally knew why Dong Xin and Xia Dongning both said that Xia Dongyi was the best man in the world, and they had reminded her countless times that she must firmly grasp him, such a good man, willing to love her, and so tolerant, but she is not worthy after all!
"Dongyi, you see, I really don't deserve you to treat me like this!"
Yan Yihan tried her best to control her tears, wanting her to look indifferent, but she was so anxious that her eyes became red, which looked very scary compared to her pale complexion.
Xia Dongyi smiled, put Yan Yihan's hand on his face, and he said loudly, "It's worth it or not, it's up to me......
Up to now, Yan Yihan really doesn't know what she should do, and even, even she is not sure, at this moment, is her feelings for Xia Dongyi or not? If not, then why is there such pain in her heart, so painful that she can't wait to gouge out her heart!
Her past has been completely made public, she, a woman who has been An Mubing's underground lover for several years, a woman who relies on men to take the position, although she has not personally experienced the pressure from the outside world, but just thinking about it, she will feel her scalp tingle.
Xia Dongyi publicly said that she was his girlfriend, how much pressure did she have to withstand?Yan Yihan choked up, closed her eyes, she tried hard to withdraw her hand, she didn't want to affect anyone anymore, love or not, An Mubing, Xia Dongyi, anyone is good, count her selfish, in this life, she is destined to be cursed, she can't get anyone's love, and she doesn't deserve it.
"Dongyi, I'm tired, let's go......"
In the quiet room, the humidifier was on the bedside table, and the white mist looked a little unreal in the warm yellow light.
After a long time, Yan Yihan heard Xia Dongyi say loudly, "Okay."
There is only one word, Yan Yihan doesn't know which sentence he promised, whether he said to leave, or ...... Say break up.
After Xia Dongyi left, Yan Yihan heard a small sound of opening the door again, the familiar footsteps, Yan Yihan didn't need to open his eyes to know that it was Dong Xin.
Xu is Dong Xin is really afraid that Yan Yihan will not be able to think of doing stupid things, so she almost does not let Yan Yihan be in a state of no one around her.
Sitting down on the edge of the bed, Dong Xin shook Yan Yihan's trembling hand and said softly, "Did you tell him?"
Large tears poured out of Yan Yihan's eyelashes, and her pursed lips trembled visibly.
Dong Xin's eyes turned red instantly, and she said in a calm voice, "I really don't know who owes whom......"
Yan Yihan wanted to yell out a lot, and the depression in her heart made her almost unbearable, but in fact, she just trembled slightly, and then was silent all night.
Witnessing the process of turning from dark to bright outside the window, Yan Yihan's eyes, I don't know if they were crying or because they stayed up late, they were covered with red bloodshots, and they were extremely embarrassed.
Dong Xin fell asleep on the side of the bed last night, and in the morning she straightened up in a daze, when she heard Yan Yihan's voice coming, "Ah Xin, help me book a plane ticket, no matter where you go."
Dong Xin looked at Yan Yihan, was silent for a while, then reached out to help her tuck the quilt, and replied lightly, "Okay."
Yan Yihan's illness, to put it bluntly, is a heart disease, she knows that it can't be controlled by drugs, Dong Xin set a ticket to go abroad three days later, and also helped her hide it from Xia Dongyi, without telling others.
Yan Yihan has deliberately behaved a little normal in the past two days, with injections and medicines, and even sometimes opens his mouth to eat something.
Dong Xin saw it in her eyes, but it was actually painful in her heart, she knew that Yan Yihan wanted to prepare for leaving.
At noon that day, Dong Xin went home to prepare some necessities for going abroad, and Yan Yihan was the only one in the hospital.
She sat by the window of the ward in a hospital gown, looking downstairs at the perennial green lawn, and her eyes were stagnant.
There were three small knocks on the door, Yan Yihan was a little stunned, and only after a few seconds did he turn his head and say loudly, "Please come in!"
There were two nurses standing at the door, wearing nurse uniforms and masks, and walked in, and one of them said loudly, "Miss Yan, the doctor told you to go to his side!"
Yan Yihan thought that Dong Xin had talked to the doctor in private, so she wanted to ask her to talk about being discharged from the hospital, so she didn't say anything, just nodded, and then walked out with the nurse.