Don't have too much contact with me
When Meng Yu was halfway through writing her diary, she already remembered a lot of things, first thinking about Chen Shen, but the more she wrote, the more she devoted, she thought of Instructor Shi, and what she remembered the most was about him, and it was difficult to think about him or not.
Just thinking about his departure, and then having to accept another strange instructor, she was reluctant.
It's a bad taste of separation.
She stopped writing, didn't care what Chen Shen was doing, and asked directly: "Chen Shen, do you know? Instructor Shi is about to be replaced." ”
Chen Shen put down the book and said lightly: "So what?"
Meng Yu was a little excited and said, "Don't you feel reluctant, or sad?"
Chen Shen looked at her and said, "What's so reluctant or sad? I don't understand what you mean." ”
Meng Yu said, "Then you mean that Instructor Shi is not important to us?"
Chen Shen said: "I didn't mean that, I think he was just a person we met in our lives that was meaningful to us, nothing more." ”
The more Meng Yu spoke, the more excited he became: "A meaningful person in life?
Chen Shen said: "Isn't it? He taught us how to stand in a military posture, and taught me to stand upright and stand up for a while, isn't it meaningful? As for life, what I said is right, and after that, he will fade into our minds, and who will remember him? So there is nothing reluctant or reluctant. ”
Meng Yu was a little angry, and said, "That's not the case, we won't forget! Instructor Shi is so good to us! How can we forget?"
Chen Shen also took him seriously: "Then let me ask you, who is your elementary school art teacher, what is your name, and the music teacher?"
Meng Yu was stunned for a moment.
She has no memory of the past, a blank slate.
Chen Shen looked at her for a few seconds and directly concluded: "A minute has passed, how about it? I can't remember it, Instructor Shi is just like these teachers you can't remember, and they will all fade in your mind after that, and you can't even remember their appearance." ”
Meng Yu thought for a few seconds and then said a little tiredly: "Chen Shen, don't you remember what I said? After I introduced myself last night, I said in the class that I had amnesia, so I can't remember the previous events." ”
Chen Shen: "......"
In an instant, the air around their table froze, making people suffocate uncomfortably.
Chen Shen didn't speak, but was silent for a long time.
And Meng Yu is too, and now she has mixed feelings in her heart.
After thinking about it, she said: "Yes, maybe, we will forget Instructor Shi after this, but it is different for me, this is the beginning of my memory, but do you know? Chen Shen, I always feel very sad to see you indifferent to other people's affairs and not remember anything, especially those who want to care and want to contact you." ”
I'm one of those people who wants to care about and reach out to you.
Chen Shen looked at Meng Yu after a long time and said, "I'm such a person, so don't have more contact with me, what I can remember is limited." ”
After that, Chen Shen continued to read his book, and Meng Yu couldn't say anything, what could she say?
She didn't know where these emotions came from.
She was sad to learn that he didn't remember what she said.
In her self-introduction last night, she said so much, she didn't intend to let everyone remember her, but she just longed in her heart that he could remember her.
But......
It's like a dream shattered, more like lifting a veil, which brings her sadness.